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384 pages, Hardcover
First published July 31, 2018
”’This is a really bad idea,’ [he says].now hold on just one dang second.
‘I know… I know. I’m sorry.’ [sic]
‘What made you do it?’ he asks. ‘What you did. With me.’ [sic]
‘Because I was sad.’
[He] puts his head in his hands.
‘I’m sorry,’ I say. ‘Why did you do it?’
‘Because I liked you.’ [He] laughs. ‘And I told myself that you looked older, and you acted older, so it wasn’t as wrong.’
‘But now you do think it was wrong.’
‘I don’t know. It just feels like you used me to avoid your problems.’
My throat tightens. He’s right – I knew what we were doing was wrong, and I didn’t care.”
(okay and I swear that I’m not trying to take away from Monica’s character development because her arc having to do with depression and accepting her sister’s death is top-notch, but the internalized victim-blaming?? booooooo)
”’You didn’t do anything wrong,’ Ginny’s voice is soft. ‘He used you…’and I’m just like jfc I can’t freaking breathe without y’all shoving this victim-blaming crap down my throat can I
‘I used him. I was tired of being numb and I wanted to prove to myself I could feel something.’”
"Everyone goes through shit, and there's always someone somewhere who has it worse. It doesn't make what you're feeling any less real or any less shitty."