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320 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 10, 2023
love is a tangible thing. It is palpable. You can hold it in your hands. You can see it in the air. You can breathe it in and hold it and push that shit right back out of your lungs. When it dissolves, you might not see it, but that won’t mean it wasn’t there. Because you were.EDIT: Congratulations to Washington for winning the Lambda award for best gay fiction.
I think about telling Minh what’s been going on, with __ and the dreams and the drugs and the fucking and how everything feels like it’s smothering me at once, like I’m fucking suffocating from the weight of myself.Cam felt like every time I've ever failed to pick up the phone and utter the most difficult word of them all, "help".
If you’re Black and you’re a translator then people look at you funny. They get this fold right over their nose. You can’t see it unless you’re looking for it. But if you’re looking for it, you can’t unsee it.For him, the most important thing was connection. A right to explore, expand. And his mother and sister struggled with his need to fly away.
My family taught me the difference between acceptance, allowance, and understanding. Also: just being. Sometimes they overlap. Usually, they don’t.Eventually, Kai had to set sail, which his sister resented him for. In this way, she was a translator, too. We misread each other.
With every single person we touch, we’re leaving parts of ourselves.All the philosophers, such as the seminal Chris Cornell, said to be yourself is all that you can do. And you can only live for yourself, your goals, your dreams, your plans. In my culture, we originally lived in homesteads and communes. We existed for each other. Everyone contributed to the well-being of the homestead through their role, regardless of age and gender. Capitalism has erased this symbiosis and narrowed us to cogs working tirelessly to fill the coffers of greedy leaders and business owners in exchange for housing, healthcare and survival. The things that give us joy are stolen moments. Stopping to smell the roses is radical. Family Meal takes this message, turns it inside out and tells you maybe you should live for others.
It takes all of these people to make one person’s life okay. One person can’t do it for you by themselves.Washington also says it in his interview with Shondaland , " Capacity is a really interesting way of thinking about it because one of the components that was really important to me was taking each of these characters and seeing what care looked like for them, which is to say: What forms of care do they need? What forms of care can they provide? And how would they change themselves and their senses of care to take care of those around them? Whether it’s a friend, a romantic partner, someone in between, whether it’s family. One of the questions that felt central to me in regards to care was the role that it can play in friendship, and the ways in which that care can change over the years inside of a friendship." Have you cared to make someone ok today?
“that's how it goes. ad infinitum. with every single person we touch, we're leaving parts of ourselves. we live through them. i thought that was bullshit and i was wrong, because it isn't. […] and you know what? i’m fucking grateful for that. it’s horrible, but i’m grateful.”
“You don’t have to do this alone, says TJ.”
(Kai:) “My mother would say, Cooking is care. The act is the care.”
“Love can be a lot of things though, says Noel. Right? It’s pleasure but it’s also washing the dishes and sorting medication and folding the laundry. It’s picking out what to eat for dinner three nights in a row, even if you don’t want to. And it’s knowing when to speak up, and when to stay quiet, and when, I think, to move on. But also when to fight for it.”
“Sometimes the best we can do is live for each other, she [Kai���s sister] says. It’s enough. Even if it seems like it isn’t.”