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320 pages, Paperback
First published July 17, 2021
“Because I’m second best, Travis. We both are. We always have been.”
It felt like something withered and fell inside me, like the shriveled apples that dropped to the ground in our backyard. Thud. They were the ones nobody wanted.
Second best. Second best. You’re nothing but second best.
And second best didn’t even deserve a goodbye.
“No? What do real men eat?”
“Burgers. Things with bones.” He unscrewed the water bottle cap and tipped it to his lips. I sighed.
“Men and their obsession with boners.”
He choked on the sip he’d just taken, using his forearm to wipe his mouth. “Boners? I said bones.”
I widened my eyes in feigned embarrassment. “I know. So did I.”
Weren't all of us a compilation of the versions of ourselves we'd once been? Maybe if we were lucky—and insightful—we learned how to extract the good, and leave the bad behind, the parts that hadn’t worked for us, and instead brought nothing but pain.
Bree sat down and Averie, her solemn eyes on my face, reached her arms out to me, as though she’d just recognized something different about me that she could trust. A feeling not unlike awe wound through me and I reached back, taking her from her mother and bringing her to my chest. I lowered my nose to her hair, inhaling her sweet, pure scent, tenderness rendering me mute. Averie tilted her head back, staring once again into my eyes, gathering the fabric of my uniform shirt in her small fist, claiming me as one of hers.
“I could let you go with a warning and risk you driving like a maniac again. Or, I could ticket you and protect the residents of Pelion who rely on me to keep their streets safe. Which one do you think I’ll choose, Haven from California?”
That spark increased, eyes narrowing just a tad in a way that reminded me of how my niece watched me. “Oooh, a guessing game!” She tapped her finger on her pursed lips as if in deep consideration.
“I’m not always good under pressure so this is tough. Hmm. Which one will you choose? Which one will you choose?” she muttered, suddenly raising one finger as her gaze snapped to mine. “I’m going to go with, the one that appeals to your thirst for power?”
“Oh, I’ll date you, Haven from California. I’m going to date the hell out of you. No one will have been dated harder in the history—" I planted my lips on his and he laughed against my mouth as he swooped me up in his arms.
"Do you like to humiliate people, Travis? Is that it? Do you like to set people up? Is that what you do?
He flinched slightly. "It was meant as a joke. I didn't think you'd run with it."
"Well I did, you ass. I made a fool of myself in front of my crush. Why did you do it? What is wrong with you?"
"Of course," I answered. "You have feelings for Gage, remember?"
Her gaze went a little hazy. "Right," she said. "Oh. Yes. I do. I'd like to...keep myself available just in case."
"But there's no reason we can't enjoy each other in the meantime..."
"I don't regret it at all. It was...wow. Very, very wow. I just...you know, it sort of muddies the water and all."
“It turns out, your heart is made of gold, even if it’s a bit tarnished.”
Audio book source: Audible
Story Rating: 3.5 stars
Narrators: Elizabeth Louise & Jason Carpenter
Narration Rating: 4 stars
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Length: 9h 23m