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202 pages, ebook
First published September 13, 2016
“The truth was masked by a million lies.”
“I’d never, not once, seen Elisabeth with just my eyes. My heart was just as much a part of the way I viewed her as my retinas.”
"I knew absolutely nothing about that man. But I knew he was mine. And I was meant to be his."
“I will fix us, Elisabeth,” he vowed. “Mark my words. I will not spend my life without you.”
”I can fix us.” “Hush.” I kissed his chest. “I will fix us, Elisabeth,” he vowed. “Mark my words. I will not spend my life without you.”
“My life was with her. It always had been. It always would be.”
“I love you… I never stopped, and I never will.”
One story. Two couples.
I proposed on our first date.
She laughed and told me I was insane. Less than a day later, she said yes.
It was a whirlwind, but we were happy...
Until we got greedy and wanted a family.
It was a life I couldn't give her, not for lack of trying. Fertility just wasn't on our side. We sought out doctors and treatments. Spent money we didn't have. Lied to our families. Smiled for our friends. Put on a brave face for a world that didn't understand.
Finally, we were successful...
Until we were forced to bury our son.
We were left broken, battered, and destroyed.
They say love is in the details, but it was the details that ruined us.
This is the story of how I took back what had always been mine.
The retrieval of my wife and our family.
My past, present, and future were walking out of my life, and I stood immobile as every fiber in my being screamed for me to drop to my knees and beg her to stay.
To take her in my arms and tell her that we’d figure it out.
To reclaim my life once and for all.
I’d lived twenty-six years of life before that night. But suddenly, I was alive for the very first time. I knew absolutely nothing about that man.
But I knew he was mine.
And I was meant to be his.
He gathered me in his arms, tucked my face back into his neck, and brushed the hair off my neck.
We sat in silence for somewhere between a second and a century, his fingers lazily drawing patterns on my shoulder, before I finally found the courage to confess, “I miss you.”
He sighed. “You have no idea.”
Luke had been my personal trainer for three months, and in that time, he’d learned the gig. I could tell it killed him each time I came into the gym with fresh injuries or tear-stained cheeks. But he kept his opinions to himself and read between the lines, never pressuring me to spill my guts but asking just enough questions to remind me that decent people existed…
“Let me help you,” he whispered, but we both knew he wasn’t talking about stretches.
“Roman,” I pleaded.
“I can fix this,” he declared.
“Stop.”
“I can fix us,” he swore.
“Hush.” I kissed his chest.
“I will fix us, Elisabeth,” he vowed. “Mark my words. I will not spend my life without you.”
I battled the urge to kiss her.
To claim her.
To take back the woman who had always been mine.
We’d fallen in love in less than a day.
Not even utter devastation and two years apart could erase that.
A love like ours wasn’t measured in years, distance, or time apart.
It was never-ending.
“I will fix us, Elisabeth,” he vowed. “Mark my words. I will not spend my life without you.”
My life was with her. It always had been. It always would be.
"As much as I needed to keep my distance, I knew it was futile. I'd never been able to stay away from him."
"Elisabeth was my soul mate on every level. And she was paying the price for that."Elisabeth and Roman shared a love like no other. After a few years of marriage, they grew as best friends and lovers and yet, even the most perfect relationships stumble when imperfections creep in. Despite the love they share between them, they have torn apart. Divorced, heartbroken and now alone, they try to find a way to go on without the other by their side.
"My past, present, and future were walking out of my life, and I stood immobile as every fiber in my being screamed for me to drop to my knees and beg her to stay."
"I can't do this with you, Roman. Not again."Two years later, Elisabeth and Roman are brought together again due to an unlikely circumstance. Roman, now a successful business man wants nothing more than to win Elisabeth back. Elisabeth is terrified to let Roman back into her heart. However, the physical and emotional connection are so strong between the two that it doesn't take them long to discover that the love between them is still there just waiting for them to find their way home. Only this time, Elisabeth and Roman are prepared to hang on to each other through the storm.
"Thrust after thrust, his strong arms held me to his chest and he fucked me hard and fast. It was feral, and had it been any other man in the world, it would have been punishing. But it was Roman, and he was back."
"A love like ours wasn't measured in years, distance, or time apart."Told in dual POV, Retrieval has a well-crafted plot with unique twists and turns that will keep you entertained the entire read. While the story is focused on Elisabeth and Roman, the focus shifts seamlessly back and forth between the main characters and some secondary characters that become quite significant to the overall arc of the story. Roman is indeed my favorite character with his feral attraction to Elisabeth and his unwavering devotion to her and their marriage. Elisabeth is a perfect counterpart for Roman, and together the physical connection was intense and smoking hot! Roman is quite dominant both in and out of the bedroom. And the witty dialogue throughout enhanced each moment and offers a perfect balance to the extraordinary circumstances these characters are facing. In addition to the shifting POV, we also glimpse moments from their past that are critical to understanding the entire dynamics between the two. I felt this was such a clever way to establish the history between them as it enables the reader to engage in the conflict they are facing "in the now." I have always been an Aly Martinez fan, but seriously this book BLEW ME AWAY!
Okay, okay. Maybe it's just me, but does anyone else think this story should have, oh I don't know, 10 additional chapters? WTF. Fuck. Martinez, this was too short. We need more, dammit!
Seeing this is my first book by Martinez, I was unsure what to expect although the various blogs and reviews hinted at it being an amazing read. Still, I went in on tenterhooks and dare I say, an attitude of let's just wait and see.
Oh boy. All the glowing reviews were right and what we have is a love story with elements of intrigue and suspense. I am tempted to go all Nigerian on you and say "na wa o". Lol...
This was an un-put-downable read and I may have found my best book couple of the year in Lissy and Roman. So. Damn. Perfect.
Best to go in without reading spoilers because this will hook your heart right from the first page without unclasping it even well after the last word.
Brilliant!
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'I'd never been able to resist that woman. Despite that we'd fallen apart, it hadn't changed. The hum for her was still in my veins. It never went away...'
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'I needed more. Not the kind of more his body could offer. I wanted the kind of more that spoke to my soul that only Roman had to offer.'
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“My life was with her. It always had been. It always would be.”
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