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336 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 2006
They burst into the sky, every bird in creation, angry and agitated, awakened by the same primary thought, erupting in a white feathered cloudburst, anxious and graceful, angling in ever-tightening circles toward the ground, drifting close enough to touch, and then close enough to see that it wasn’t a flock of birds at all — it was paper.
Guterak looked over. "Hey, you got your hair cut."
"Yeah." Remy put the cap back on.
"What made you do that?"
"I shot myself in the head last night."
"Well." Paul drove quietly for a moment, staring straight ahead. "It looks good."
—p.15
Edgar {Brian Remy's son} wasn't finished. "Ask yourself this: what separates me from some kid whose father actually died that day?"
"The fact that I'm alive?" Remy asked. Even to him, his voice sounded like it was coming from another room.
"Fair enough," Edgar said, without meeting Remy's eyes. "Okay, now let's take that kid, the one who actually lost his father, but is somehow coping by getting consolation from his girlfriend or from drinking or from writing poems. Are you going to tell him he isn't grieving enough? Are you gonna tell some poor kid doing his best that he should feel worse about the death of his father?"
"No..." Carla {Remy's ex-wife} shook her head. "No. Of course not."
"Then don't tell me I shouldn't be devastated by the death of my father just because he isn't dead!"
—p.35
"But while he may never know if he did the right thing... I'll tell you this: He generally knows when he's doing the wrong thing."Remy's eyes are giving him trouble as well—something which connected this book inextricably in my mind with the one I read just before this one, Oliver Sacks' The Mind's Eye—especially this passage:
—Gerald Addich, p.299
"The body views eye surgery as such a severe violation,"{...}"a unique shock on every level. The eye is not designed to be cut into, like the skin; the central nervous system doesn't know what to make of it when someone goes poking around on the top floors."Even so, Remy seems to be coping better than a lot of people...
—p.265
"...don't you wonder if they're all crazy? With their stone pilgrims, and their marble soldiers, with their virgins in paradise and their demons in smoke? Sometimes I think I'm the last sane person on Earth."
—Jaguar, p.291
"People always ask the same question," Guterak said. "When everyone is around, it's all respect and bravery and what-a-fuggin'-hero and thanks for your sacrifice, but the minute someone gets me alone, or the minute they have a drink in 'em, they get this creepy look and they ask me what the bodies sounded like when they hit the sidewalk. They ever ask you that?"Too soon? It may always be too soon, for some things—but that doesn't mean those things should never be said.
Remy couldn't say. "What do you tell 'em?"
"I say to clap their hands as hard as they can, so hard that it really hurts. Then they clap, and I say: No. Harder than that. And they clap again, and I say, No, really fuggin' hard. And then they clap so hard their faces get all twisted up, and I say, No, really hard! And then, when their hands are red and sore, they say, 'So that's that what it sounded like?' And I say, 'No. It didn't sound like that at all.'"
—p.85
"When I saw those lunatics in the Middle East on TV... jumping up and down celebrating because some nut jobs had murdered three thousand people, you know what I thought?"Indeed it does. A theme-park plaza filled with trees now takes in tourists to the site at $24 a head (for adults) (although Brian Remy could still get in for free). Where those towers once stood, water falls endlessly into two slightly-offset square vacancies—voids in the landscape much like the squares on the jacket of The Zero.
Remy shook his head.
"I thought, Fuck you. We used to kill that many ourselves in a good year. This city, it doesn't care about you. Or me. Or them. Or Russell Givens. This city cares about garbage pickup. And trains. That's the secret... what the crazy assholes will never get. You can't tear this place apart. Not this city. We've been doing it ourselves for three hundred years. The goddamn thing always grows back."
—Gerald Addich, p.303
In police work, there had only been decline; in real estate, there was only ascension. He found himself drifting happily as Nicole described a world in which the wealthy selflessly tried to save the city, maybe the whole country, maybe the whole world, one neighborhood at a time, cleansing blocks and doubling property values.
—pp.186-187