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466 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 9, 2023
“that night we were reckless.” his voice cracks. “but god, i’d be reckless with you over and over again if it means ending up here.”
“it strikes me that perhaps i’m not an easy woman to love, but theo does it so effortlessly that i feel like i could be. like i deserve to be.”
“te vivo.” it’s better than “i love you.”
it’s more accurate. it’s us.”
“That night we were reckless.” His voice cracks. “But god, I’d be reckless with you over and over again if it means ending up here.”
“Well, now you have a window into how women feel in your presence.”
“Is that why they scream Oh Theo, this is so boring! when I’m inside them?”
I snort and gaze up at him, blushing a little at the knowing look in his eye.
It’s unnerving. He’s unnerving. So I volley. Hoping I can wound him enough to make him leave me alone.
“They just tell you that so you’ll finish and stop flopping around on top of them.”
“Do you think? Maybe we could arrange a time when you can instruct me on how to flop less. I do love to practice.”
“They both turn their big brown eyes on me, and suddenly I’m aware of how close we’re standing. My hand on Vivi. Vivi’s hand on Theo. Theo’s hand on me.
Connected. We will always be connected.”
“Theo is laid out on the couch, his good arm slung behind his head, which makes his bicep bulge in a very distracting way. Vivi is sprawled across his chest, looking like a koala who’s climbing a tree that is too big for her to reach around. Her red, heart shaped lips are just a little bit open, and his arm that should be in a sling is folded beside him, one broad palm splayed over her back. There’s some sort of car race playing on the TV, but Theo is staring at Vivi.”
“You have to freak out with me because I need you. And I love you. I love you so much it paralyzes me to think of carrying on without you. You’re not allowed to shut me out. Because you made me need you, and now you have to deal with the consequences.”
“Tink. You’ve ruined me. Don’t you get it? I only see you. You’ve got all my attention. Every last bit of it.”
“All I can think about is how perfect you look like this.” He drops to his knees and presses a kiss to my stomach. “All the ways I’m going to ruin you tonight. All I see is you, Winter.”
“I’m still a mess now.”
I splay my fingers lower on her back, trailing them over the top seam of her underwear as I gaze out over the packed dance floor. “Maybe I don’t care. Maybe I want to be messy with you forever.”
“That night I realized I’d never get over you. Time, distance, none of it mattered. That night, I knew there would be no one like you for me. I was so sure of it. I could feel it in my bones. I still do.”
“Te vivo.”
It’s better than “I love you”.
It’s more accurate.
It’s us.”
❛"Te vivo.”
It’s better than “I love you”.
It’s more accurate.
It’s us. ❜
"That night we were reckless.” His voice cracks. “But god, I’d be reckless with you over and over again if it means ending up here."
“That night we were reckless." His voice cracks. "But god, I'd be reckless with you over and over again if it means ending up here."
"That night we were reckless." His voice cracks. "But god, I'd be reckless with you over and over again if it means ending up here."
"You only think you owe me something because you've spent too long dating assholes who are terrible lays. Just sit back and enjoy the ride. Stop overthinking it. Plus, my face is the ride."
it’s sweet, it’s sexy, it heartwarming, it’s everything you would expect from Elsie Silver. ❤️
”That night we were reckless.” His voice cracks. “But god, I’d be reckless with you over and over again if it means ending up here.”