Where The Sea Used To Be: A Novel

First Mariner Books edition 1999

Copyright © 1998 by Rick Bass

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Where the sea used to be / Rick Bass,

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This novel is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

The author wishes to acknowledge the use of various entries from Alexander Winchell’s 1886 Walks and Talks in the Geological Field, from which many of the lectures in this book were adapted. The author is also grateful to have quoted from Black Elk Speaks: Being the Life Story of a Holy Man of the Oglala Sioux, by John G. Neihardt

The photographs on the title and part-title pages are by Stuart D. Klipper

For my editors—

Harry Foster,

Dorothy Henderson,

and Camille Hykes

The Wolverine, Carcajou, or Glutton

This Species of animals is very numerous in the Rocky Mountains and very mischievous and annoying to Hunters. They often get into the traps setting for Beaver or searching out the deposits of meat which the weary hunter has made during a toilsome days hunt among mountains too rugged and remote for him to bear the reward of his labors to the place of Encampment, and when finding these deposits the Carcajou carries off all or as much of the contents as he is able secreting it in different places among the snow rocks or bushes in such a manner that it is very difficult for man or beast to find it. The avaricious disposition of this animal has given rise to the name of Glutton by Naturalists who suppose that it devours so much at a time as to render it stupid and incapable of moving or running about but I have never seen an instance of this Kind on the contrary I have seen them quite expert and nimble immediately after having carreyd away 4 or 5 times their weight in meat. I have good reason to believe that the Carcajou’s appetite is easily satisfied upon meat freshly killed but after it becomes putrid it may become more Voracious but I never saw one myself or a person who had seen one in a stupid dormant state caused by Gluttony altho I have often wished it were the case . . .

—Osborne Russell, Journal of a Trapper, 1854–1843

BOOK ONE

HE HAD BEEN EATING THE WHOLE WORLD FOR THE SEVENTY years of his life; and for the last twenty, he had been trying to eat the valley. It was where he, Old Dudley, sent his young men to look for the oil he told them he was sure was there, but which they had never found.

He preferred to chew through his geologists one at a time, so that he could focus the brunt of his force upon them without dilution. In his fifty years of searching for oil and gas, he had burned out over a dozen good geologists, burning them to a crisp like an autumn-dry piece of grass lit by a match, though other times crushing them to dust by manipulating their own desires against them: by allowing them full access to their urge to search the earth below.

He allowed them to drill wherever they wanted, and as often as they wished; and after they had burned to ash or been crushed to dust, it was as if the wind blew even those traces away. He never saw them again. And he would go out hunting for a new geologist to train, teach, and control.

Old Dudley avoided searching for them in the schools. In Dudley’s mind, by the time a geologist had been through a university, he or she was ruined. And he chose only young men, knowing full well that the women would be harder to crush—more enduring, and able to outlast him. Dudley knew also that his own brittleness within—the tautness of his aged but still-intact libidinal desires—would end up burning or crushing him, rather than the other way around. He knew that with a woman geologist, he would be creeping around the office, forever wanting to crawl under her table as she mapped—wanting to sniff beneath her dress, wanting to lick her calves. He would look at a woman geologist and see only sex: he would not, could not, see the universe below.

So he chose only men, boys, really: eighteen, nineteen, twenty years old, nearing their physical peak, and still operating fully on passion rather than technique or intellect. He had to catch them before someone got to them and taught them to believe in borders and limitations. Once they got that into their heads, it was very hard to coax them into flaming out or smashing themselves to dust. And once they’d been taught or lectured by another, they might question his vision of how it was in the netherworld—the comings and goings of things below.

He had to get to them first. He had to let them be born into the world and go about their own business of growing up—he couldn’t just put them in a pen and farm them, nor did he exactly go cruising the streets at night looking for young men about to ignite—but he was always alert, ever aware of the possibility of encountering such a recruit.

Old Dudley could tell in a glance whether one of them had those coals within. He could see it in the shape of the young man’s shoulders and in his posture. He could smell it, and he could see it in the young man’s eyes. He could gauge it in every manner—sensing the internal temperatures and possibilities and heat of that young man as if holding his hands in front of a campfire to warm them.

It was never a blind allegiance that Dudley was looking for—that would have made it too easy, and in the end that geologist would never be able to become any better than Old Dudley himself. Old Dudley was more sporting than that. The best, the absolute best, was when the geologist, after a long time, came to understand Dudley for the monster he was—the manipulator, the domineer—but also understood that it was too late to turn back, that only with Old Dudley could the geologist keep drilling his wells when and where and however he wished—as long as they were not dry holes.

That was when the geologist finally began to crumble, or to smolder: when he became aware of the trap Dudley had laid for him from the beginning.

It was very strange. This was also when Dudley began to take pity on his geologist, and even feel love for him, or a thing as close to love as he could achieve.

The struggle of the geologist between his two masters—the young geologist’s bondage to Old Dudley’s horrific nature, and the young geologist’s pure desire to reach, again and again, those craggy lands below—so unattainable, possibly even invisible, to other geologists, as to perhaps seem maddening to the seer who knew of them—reminded Old Dudley of some model of the very workings that so fascinated him: the earth’s volcanic strainings and belchings, as one continental plate drifted over another like massive fire-breathing animals procreating: fissures and clefts channeling magma to the surface and giving birth to islands, new stone, then soil, then life.

Huge chunks of continent were forever falling back into the magma and lava—melting back into the mixture, caught and shredded between the gearworks far below, with the earth’s brute physical desires at the center; mountains rising only to be sanded down in the blink of an eye, to then be redistributed in layers of wind-whipped sediment on the other side of the globe, even as new mountains were swelling like waves at sea rising to loom over and then crash down onto those earlier sediments, leaving no trace, not even a memory . . .

To go down into that battleground and find the oil—to travel into those lands—to avoid being crushed by those falling mountains, or drowned within those swamps and seas—this was as close to love as Dudley could get, and once his geologist found himself imprisoned by the knowledge that Dudley was his master—that was when Dudley felt a small warmth, and sorrow.

The sorrow fulfilled a space and a need within him. It helped him achieve his fit in the world. Perhaps it helped keep the gearworks, and perhaps the world itself, turning. The sorrow, however, was insignificant to the warmth Dudley felt watching the geologist flee deeper into those subterranean lands—the geologist trying, in that manner, to escape his bondage to Old Dudley, and in so doing, bruising himself against those rocks.

Whereas before in the young geologist there had been the grace of innocence, an absence of self-knowledge, there were now sparks of friction as the geologist tumbled among those gearworks like a falling bird with an injured wing.

Old Dudley was not a pleasant man to look at. Though ancient, he appeared to be no older than his early sixties, and he had the build of an ex-athlete who had labored to keep himself firm and steady. His eyes were a shade of gray that somehow—whether he wished this or not—gave others the illusion of deceit. His thinning hair, cut close, was silver. He carried, at all times, an air of roughness, no matter how dapper his dress. Something about the build of his frame—his musculature, his stance and carriage—made it easier to imagine him doing some physical violence to someone—swinging a wooden club—than being sedate and civil. The disparity between his fine dress and the awkwardness of his posture only made him seem more unpredictable—as if he were trapped, and as such, always within only a stone’s throw of rage or harm-making.

Further unsettling, to anyone who knew the specifics, was his nearly immeasurable wealth—the hundreds of oil and gas fields that he had discovered, lying at varying depths all around the country: billions of dollars of reserves.

More troubling still was the fact that he capitalized very little on his great riches; whatever money was gained from the production of his oil and gas fields went always and unceasingly into the drilling of more, so that his operation was always expanding, oil flowing up his discovery wells to fuel the downward drilling of new wells elsewhere. The effect was that of a relentless sewing machine; but instead of stitching anything back together, he was forever piercing the earth, jabbing more holes into it, so that his company was more like some sharp-toothed beast eating the world, the lower jaws forever rising and gulping, the upper jaws simultaneously clamping down; and growing ever larger as it fed.

But it was Old Dudley’s tong marks that caused the greatest unpleasantness in his appearance. There was a matched set of indentations on either side of his skull, dark creases like shadows that did not change or wane even when he stepped into the light: an ancient birthmark, the signature of forceps. It gave him an alien, reptilian look, and there was no way to view the tong marks without understanding that to come into the world, he had to have been pulled, kicking and screaming, from his mother—not wanting to leave that aqueous, other world, and not wanting to ascend to this one, either.

He had a way of seeing straight into the heart and weakness of a person, in the moment that any of them saw him for the first time. During the brief nakedness of that first startled moment, as they viewed his tong marks, he could see—for a few seconds—all the way into and through a person.

He would not have traded this gift, this power, for anything in the world.

Of late, Dudley had been running with two geologists rather than just one, which was invigorating to him: an older, experienced one, already knee-deep in the rubble and flame, Matthew, and a newer one, Wallis, whom he had found in the Texas hill country, and had been unable to pass up.

Wallis had been working behind a store counter in a country grocery store, reading a book on a slow breezy blue October Saturday, and this had reminded Old Dudley somehow of his only daughter, his only child: the way the young clerk fell out of this world and into whatever lay below.

In Old Dudley’s view, book-reading was usually the kiss of death for the kind of geologist he was searching for. He needed someone more likely or willing to make that leap across those jagged chasms—more willing to attempt to convert the imagined to the real, the physical. Book-readers, he knew, didn’t want to make that leap—wanted instead to keep everything nice and safe and comfortable, all imagined, at arm’s length. Better to hire a plow horse or a mule than a book-reader. But Wallis seemed somehow different—not like a practiced book-reader, but a crude one. He had undeniably the scent, the potential, and Dudley could not resist him.

Could Dudley handle two geologists at once? He didn’t know, but now when one burned or was crushed out, the other would only be hitting his stride. There wouldn’t be the long waiting period of transition in which Old Dudley had to start over from scratch, molding a new one from loose clay. When Dudley had been younger, that had been part of the pleasure. But now such patience was not in him.

He didn’t know how the two would work together—Matthew and Wallis. They might waste too much time and energy chewing each other up: there might be friction expended that would detract from their seamless plunges into the lands below. He didn’t know. But he knew he had to choose Wallis: knew it even before he saw Wallis look up slowly from his book; knew it even before he saw Wallis’s blue eyes, rimmed red from grief, grief that could come from only one thing—the loss of a loved one.

Dudley didn’t need to ask a word. He could read scents and gestures as other men and women might read a newspaper. He could follow these scents straight into their seams of weakness—the soft places. He might not know the specifics of Wallis’s grief—that for fifteen years Wallis had lived with his girlfriend and her old grandfather and their horses along a creek, and that she, Susan, had died six months ago, and that weeks later, with his old heart broken, her grandfather had followed her in death. Dudley could not read the specifics of how their life had been, there along that creek amidst the live oaks and beneath the half-domes of granite that the Indians used to call holy—domes of polished granite looming all around them, smooth and pink as muscles, glinting with reflected star- and moonlight. He could not know the sounds the creek made—different at night, then different in the day, and different in all the seasons, too—but Dudley could know the flavor of these things, and knew that Wallis had lost these and more—that Wallis had lost everything—and hungry, he rushed in to snatch up Wallis. Perhaps in his old age and his haste he was making a mistake, but he didn’t think so, book-reader or not. Wallis reminded him so much of Mel.

And to Wallis, dwelling in that land of grief, it had seemed at the time as if he were being rescued. He had followed Old Dudley down to Houston, had put away his books, and had begun learning to read the stories below him: not a few inches below, and not a hundred or two hundred feet down, but instead, almost all the way down—almost to the core—losing himself in lands where no one had ever been, or seen, or even imagined; and where certainly there was no such thing as grief.

It was like an adoption, or absorption, the way Dudley took these men and molded them into creatures better able to dive into those precipices and chasms: the way he bent their weaknesses in that direction. They thought they were simply becoming his disciples. They did not understand—until it was too late—that the oil beneath the ground, the oil in which they trafficked—the combined molecules of hydrogen and carbon, reassembled from old life into the sour vat of death—was like the old steaming blood of the earth, and that it bound them—Old Dudley and his geologists—with at least as much fidelity as did any blood of humans.

They did not understand, never understood, until it was too late and they were crumbling or afire, that they had come into his family; nor could they conceive—again, not in time—of a beast who ate his family.

A year later Dudley cast this second son, Wallis, into the valley. He sent Wallis north with only the crudest of maps, a series of lines sketched on a brown scrap of paper, telling him the name of the valley, the Swan, and the approximate location of it, in northern Montana. They—Old Dudley and Matthew—told him that Dudley’s daughter, Mel, was living up there in the snow with the wolves—it was November—and that it was the valley where Matthew had been born. Mel had met Matthew in Montana, and they had become lovers, and still were, of sorts, though for the most part, Old Dudley had succeeded in stealing him from her, so that now Matthew lived year-round with Dudley in Houston, along the Buffalo Bayou, where buffalo had been gone for over a hundred years.

Dudley and Matthew told Wallis that there were two Swan Valleys, up in the northwest corner of the state, and that it was the second, hidden one, where he was supposed to go: that it was the one nobody knew about, the one the century had not yet been able to reach. They said that the second Swan Valley was like a shadow of the first. They told him that Mel would meet him on the valley’s summit on a certain date—there was only one road leading in and out of the valley—and that he had to cross over into Canada and then loop south, crossing back over the U.S. line again, in order to get there.

They told him that he would probably fall in love with Mel, and that she might even fall in love with him, but that none of that would matter—it wouldn’t last.

Old Dudley was a falconer—less ardent about it than he had been in his youth, though he still kept a couple of falcons tethered on perches in the back yard of his townhouse overlooking the bayou. From time to time he would hunt his falcons on the pigeons that lived under the bridges of the interstate, and would even take them downtown with him to hunt there. Old Dudley instructed Wallis to try to find the oil that neither Dudley nor Matthew had been able to find, and to then return. He gave Wallis a set of instructions, in this regard, as specific as the DNA coding of a cell.

Wallis had lived on the bayou with them for that last year and had watched Old Dudley work the falcons enough to know what Dudley meant: that the falcon would starve without the falconer. A falcon could live either all wild, or wholly captive—but a hunting falcon, one which had been trained to be somewhere between the two—always crossing back and forth between those two lands, hunting whenever the falconer unleashed him, but then sitting idle for two or three days, too weak to fly hard enough to kill, and having to be fed pigeon breasts in order to get its strength up enough to fly and hunt again—that kind of bird could not survive without the falconer.

The penalty—nature’s penalty—for failing to learn such a lesson was always death.

They told him all of these things, not so much like predictions, but as if they were seeing them so clearly that it was as if they could see into the future as well as the past: as if the future were just another version of the past, obscured beneath something, but that they could chart and map and manipulate that, too: that nothing could remain hidden from them.

She’s mine, said Matthew.

She’s probably nobody’s, Wallis said. The two men were not as close as brothers, but perhaps cousins. There was no rivalry; there was only the hunt, which they both loved dearly.

Dudley had never had a geologist last as long beneath his tutelage as had Matthew. Sometimes Old Dudley would wake in the night and have the fearful thought that this one, Matthew, might outlast him—that the scent of metal-against-metal sparks Dudley was smelling this time was coming not from his disciple, but from himself. He would fear for a moment that the sound of loose rubble sliding down the mountain came not from some safely removed distance, but for the first time, from himself. Because such a thing had never happened before, however, Dudley could not imagine it or believe or accept it, and he would label it for what it was, a nightmare, and would get up in the night and go fix a drink and sit at his drafting table beneath the lone overhead lamp, a pool of yellow light in the depth of the blackness all around him, and he would stare with fondness at whatever map lay on the table—the elegance of the map’s contours, the feminine curves of buried earth.

Leave her alone. She’s mine, Matthew said again, as Wallis was leaving.

He fled Texas, driving in an old jeep north and west, following no map, knowing only that not until he neared the end of his journey would he need the little scrap of map Dudley and Matthew had sketched for him, though perhaps he would not even need it then. He felt a pull, a tug, and a snatch upon his heart as he crossed over the hill country where Susan was buried, and he slowed, felt her with him as strongly as if she were clawing up out of the ground to be with him, or as if he were being drawn down into that place to be with her. He hesitated, but then thought not so much of the falconer, to whom he had no overbearing allegiance, but of the thing itself that had given his life surge again, the oil, and he kept going, continuing north and west.

Across the dry gold grass of the plains, then—mid-November—beneath swollen, purple winter skies the color of bruises; through sleet, leaving north Texas, and up into the piñón hills of New Mexico, with the smell of smoke in the wood stoves, and magpies flying through the falling snow.

The hawks from the north were in the midst of their autumn migration, and every day, all day, through clearing patches of sky, he would see them heading south, sometimes drifting and soaring, other times flying, but always heading south, so that it gave him a strange feeling to be pushing so resolutely north. One night he camped in a pale arroyo beneath an old railroad trestle that smelled strongly of creosote, but which provided shadow against the relentless moonlight. He awoke in the night to feel the ground trembling and thought at first a flash flood was coming, but then he heard the wail of a train and looked up to see its huge black mass go roaring past twenty feet above him. The sparks from the steel wheels showered down upon him, and long after the train had passed, his heart was still pounding with the excitement and beauty of it—the speed and force with which it had passed.

There was no heater in his jeep, and the farther north he got, the more often he had to stop and warm himself: in a restaurant or service station, or, increasingly, by building a fire of sage and juniper, and then, higher, farther north, with fires of fir and spruce. He slept beneath the jeep when snow fell and listened to the snapping of the fire. When he slept sometimes she would come up from behind him, from out of Texas, as if to capture and pull him back down with her—and often he would not sleep but would lie in his sleeping bag watching the fire; and sometimes it would feel as if the world beneath him was still moving, still drawing him north and west, so that his own desires seemed to have no say in the matter: that too much of it was already decided as if by some alignment or movements of the constellations above, or by forces below. He knew this was not the way Old Dudley or Matthew moved through the world—he knew they pinned it down as if with their paws and told the world what to do and how to behave—but Wallis liked watching the fire and letting the earth keep moving along beneath him, with him riding on it.

In southern Colorado the snow was coming down so hard that he had to slow to a creep. He drove along at five and ten miles an hour. Deer and elk were coming down out of the mountains, moving down into their winter range, and often they walked alongside him, on either side of his creeping jeep as if in a parade, coming down off the high pass and onto the back side of the Divide. Snow collected on their backs in thick coats. They wore their antlers like kings.

He turned west and drifted up and across Utah. He saw almost no one. There was a lure, a pull, now, that turned him north again: up through Idaho, like a salmon. He crawled beneath the jeep, tried to get to sleep quickly, absorbing the last remnants of warmth from the engine, and it kept snowing, burying the winking red coals of the fire he’d built, and then there was the huge silence as the night’s new layer of snow settled onto the world, burying everything that had happened during the day, burying all the days. It was possible now, as he drew nearer to the Swan—not like an arrow fired from a bow, but again, like some fish working upstream—to believe that he would have found or been directed toward this place, this rhythm, without instructions—without having been directed toward it by the falconer.

He stayed north—did not cross back over the Divide, where he could feel the sea of grass behind him and to the east. Instead he turned west, traveling farther into the deep timber: up through the Bitterroot and then farther, where the trees were taller, the mountains higher, and it stopped snowing, as if all that was below him now. The whole world had turned white, save for the deep blue of the sky, a depth of blue he had never seen, and there was so much silence that it seemed to be a sound of its own. The sun was bright but there was no warmth. He wanted to build a fire but wanted also to keep going.

He passed only two other vehicles all day: immense snowy logging trucks, tires swathed in clanking chains, slapping sparks behind in roostertails—the trucks’ long trailers loaded-to-groaning with the giant trees, the first trailer carrying only five trees to fill its load, and the next trailer, six; and they left behind the thick, sweet scent of fresh-crushed boughs.

Wallis began to consider consulting his map, but decided against it, in a way that he knew would displease the falconer. He felt a stillness entering his heart, a peace, not unlike the one he felt when mapping the lost lands that were twenty thousand feet and two hundred million years below. Could he have found, or imagined, such a place without Old Dudley’s—and Matthew’s—instructions? He felt a gratitude toward them, and confusion too, as his heart grew still calmer. If this place did exert a pull on him—if it did have a desire for him—why had he never felt it before? What crust had overlain?

Shortly before noon on the last day he rolled through the little town called Swan—a wide spot in a river valley with a few snowy pastures, buck-and-rail fences, and old cabins with smoke rising straight from their chimneys. He stopped at the only store and bought gas and asked the lady what lay farther north.

Nothing, she said, and laughed. Trees and clear-cuts, she said. Then the clear-cuts end—just trees, the woods they haven’t gotten to yet—and savages. At first Wallis thought she was saying the people taking the trees out were savages, but then he understood that she meant the people who lived back in the woods.

The other Swan, she said. The second Swan. She lit a cigarette, looked out at the bright day: seemed trapped by the beauty that was too cold to go out into. I’ve never been up there, she said. It’s mostly dope addicts and hippies, she said. Criminals. It’s right on the Canadian line. Part of it goes over into Canada. They say there are about twenty or so people living up there. Dark, wet—way back in the woods. A ghost town. They get a lot of wolves up there. She drew on her cigarette. The odor of it stung Wallis’s face, but he could tell that his own days’-traveling smell was none too fragrant to her. You can shower back there for a dollar, if you want, she said, pointing to the bathroom behind the poker machines.

No thanks, he said, and then, That other place, the one that has the same name—how far is it?

You go to the end of the world, she said. Go til you begin to hear wolves, til you see their big pawprints in the snow along the road. Go until the road stops. Another puff of cigarette. Go til you see all the dead deer and the flocks of ravens, from where the wolves have been. One more puff. We had the name first.

And he had not traveled another twenty miles before he began to see the wolves, or what he thought at first were wolves, gathered on the sides of the road gnawing on the frozen red carcasses of deer, their faces masked red, with vapor clouds drifting from their mouths as if they were speaking, and eagles soaring overhead, waiting for a chance to join in on the feast.

They were only coyotes—shadows of wolves—but they were larger than any coyotes he had seen in Texas, so that they might as well have been wolves: and there were so many of them, and the woman was right, the ravens, flocks of them, were always in attendance, like black flies over spoiled fruit—though this meat was not spoiled, this meat had been living earlier that very day.

He reached the Canadian line—a small green and white sign said, simply, Canada—and opened the iron gate that spanned the road (only a lane, now, where a snowplow had tunneled through)—and he passed through it as if driving in to visit someone’s home. He stopped and closed the gate behind him.

It was dusk now and he followed the winding icy road as if on a toboggan run. The stars began to appear through the forest and cast themselves brightly about him in a multitude, and the temperature fell away in the sun’s absence, falling like a thing tumbling from a cliff edge. Twenty-five, thirty below by the time he reached the summit, which he knew was the summit because he could go no farther. The snow had not been plowed on the back side, so that the valley beyond and below him was sealed in.

Wallis was not sure when he had crossed back over out of Canada, but he could see the faint shape, the dark bowl of the second valley. He got out and looked at his watch—he was six hours late—but could tell that Mel had not been there yet, because of the absence of tracks in the snow.

He could smell the forest even more strongly—could breathe deep into him the scent of things, the names of which he did not yet know.

There were only two lights in the distant valley that he could see—lantern light, he knew, or bulbs powered by generators. He had been told that there was no electricity in the valley, and only one pay phone—a strange jury-rigged system that combined a shortwave radio with various ephemeral satellite links—the satellite passing the valley’s side of the earth only every second day—so that as often as not the valley lay in near-total isolation, save for that one slender road leading in.

Wallis gathered green fir branches and built a fire in the middle of the road. He took a hatchet from the jeep’s tool box and chopped down a small tree and burned it, branch by branch and length by length. With each flare he could see a short distance into the woods around him, and could feel brief heat, but then the flare would fall away to tiny, insignificant flames; though through the night, as Wallis kept diligently adding limbs—breaking snow trails into the woods and snapping off branches like some hungry creature browsing—the fire built enough coals to melt the snow around it to bubbling, boiling water, and steam.

He was able to bank the coals around the jeep—a glowing orange ring of quickly cooling fire around him—and in that manner, in that brief breath of heat, he was able to fall asleep at ten thousand feet, looking up not at the stars but at the meandering pipes of his jeep’s underbelly. In the half-land before sleep, he rolled, in his mind, so that he was not looking up, but down—twenty thousand feet below these ten thousand feet—looking for black oil in a world void of other colors.

If the falconer said it was down there, it was, though how much of it, he could not be sure. Across the thousand square miles of the little valley, and at any depth below, in one of an infinite number of seams, there might be only a ribbon of oil: only enough to fill one bucket, enough oil or gas to burn one candle, one lamp, for one night.

Wallis wondered if Mel would be like her father, or if she would be his opposite, as often happened: as if blood, as it runs through a person, spirals and twists—bright and glittering one moment, and then shrunken and opaque, between generations.

Isolated from the world as she was, she might have been shaped not so much by her blood lineage as by the land itself—though from the brief, starlit glimpse of the bowl of dark valley below, Wallis would not have been able to guess what kind of a person that landscape might scribe.

He dived deeper in his sleep: vertical now, so that it was not like swimming, but like a falcon in its stoop, though without the falcon’s speed. He descended to the safest place in the world.

And while he was twenty thousand feet below, did the rest of him which he had left behind—the skin or husk of his body curled there atop the snow—drink in and absorb the scent of spruce and smoke? Did it absorb the faint light of the stars? Did the movement of the stars, in this new place, carve new messages across him, even as he slept: wrapping him in those new thin scribings?

The coals of his fire froze and the steam went away. The jeep itself began to freeze, contracting in the cold and making groaning sounds like an animal; and in his descent, Wallis, if he heard or felt the sound at all, imagined that it was the sound of the world below: the risings and fallings of things—secret passageways becoming open and available for a moment—chasms appearing, then being quickly filled—peaks and crags, whole mountains wavering like flowers in a breeze.

The oil inside the jeep turned thick as licorice, but the blood inside him was still hot, still flowing—sparkling like the stars, as he slept—running strong, while above, the stars kept writing their faint messages across him, as well as all around him—hemming him in, whether he realized it or not: or hemming in, rather, that part of him that he had left behind in his descent.

As he slept—as his body slept, while the rest of him dived, gaining speed and depth now—an owl hooted, but he did not hear it, could not hear it.

Snowshoe hares, the color of the white world, edged around him, made curious by the dying fire. Snowmelt from the fire’s perimeter froze into twisted, grotesque, translucent shapes—resculpted from snow’s smoothness into clutching, clawing shapes all around the jeep and flecked with charcoal and bits of wood.

From above it would have looked craterlike; and it would have looked too as if Wallis was frozen in the grip of that ice. It would have looked as if, as he slept, the ice had crept toward him in waves and begun wrapping itself around him.

A WOMAN’S VOICE SAID, I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD. Wallis opened his eyes to stunning brightness. His own breath was so cloudy that at first he could see nothing; but as the cloud faded, he saw the woman who was speaking. He struggled to lean up on one elbow, beneath the jeep, but his blankets and sleeping bag were frozen in the ice. She laughed as he struggled to free himself.

Her hair was long, and not so much white as it was the color of frost—as if her rhime-breath, or the winter, had colored it—and her face was long and narrow. She was a big woman—tall, with rounded shoulders, and a strong neck. Her eyes were green, and they held Wallis now with a steady, curious look of amusement. She was hunkered down, leaning in to peer at him in a way that made him think of the phrase sitting on her haunches. Mel, she said, introducing herself. She took her glove off and reached her hand in under the jeep. Holding onto his hand, she pulled him free of the curls of ice that had gripped him, and she laughed again, once he was out, as if she had caught a fish.

You don’t have skis or snowshoes, she said.

No. I wouldn’t know how to use them anyway.

You sure made a mess. She was still hunkered over her heels. Charcoal and ash-flecked gnarls of rutted ice stretched everywhere. Wallis couldn’t remember when he’d seen someone so cheerful and full of life. Healthy was the word; robust. Her vigor reminded him of the energy possessed of a man or woman deep in love. It did not seem possible that that kind of energy could come from within: that there was not some other, external source helping support it.

You’re the geologist, she said, and studied his face as one might examine the skull of some extinct species, vaguely hominoid—marveling and wondering at what shared similarities there might be, despite the presence of some immense gulf of time, and evolution.

I’m learning, he said. They sent me up here to find oil. They told me you might not be too happy about it.

She smiled. What else did they tell you?

Wallis blushed. He couldn’t tell if she was beautiful or not. He thought she was, but her force, her strength, was so overriding that that was the main impression he got, looking at her. Her beauty—if it could be called that—was not so noticeable, not any singular thing. If he watched her eyes, he would not be able to pay attention to the shape of her mouth. Her lips were pale from the cold. Her eyebrows and eyelashes, already sand-colored, were also rhimed with frost. She had a ski cap on.

The valley below gleamed in the sunlight—the velvet uncut forest cupped within it. A few gray threads of smoke rose from the chimneys of a handful of cabins that he could not see. A river cut through the middle of the small valley, sometimes straight and other times winding, and he read it quickly, like an x-ray technician, imagining already the fault structuring that had given birth and shape to such a river.

The valley was ringed by high white mountains, jagged, stony. The night before, the dim shape of the valley had looked like a sump, a depression—a trap one could stagger into, with no way out—but in the morning, in that bright cold sunlight, it looked like a haven.

They didn’t tell me much else, he said, and she studied him less like a specimen now—less interested in cranial content—and more like a living human; as if interested in his specific secrets.

Uh huh, she said. I’ll bet they didn’t. Another laugh—a sharp breath of ice—and now he studied her teeth, square and white, as if she ate nothing but snow.

When they stood, he saw that she was leaner than he had first thought—wide-boned, but loose-fleshed—and she saw that he was leaner, too. She had imagined—in the little she had thought of it beforehand—that he would be shaped like Matthew: as if that was how the earth sculpted geologists—wide, short, and muscular; as if even the body desired to move boulder and earth.

Wallis, she saw, wasn’t much of anything. Plain old brown hair, with a glint or two of red in it. She wondered if each geologist Dudley sent, after Matthew, would be more and more diminished, like waves thinning as they slide into shore.

You’ll be here until the spring? she said.

They both knew it would be the summer at least, and probably into the fall: that the snows would not melt, revealing the surface rocks for him to map, until April or May. Wallis wasn’t sure why Old Dudley had sent him into the valley so early, unless it had something to do with the way Dudley hunted his falcons and hawks: the waiting on period being nearly as dramatic as the dive itself: the hawk hovering so high as to be sometimes out of sight—suspended, like desire drawn taut, waiting for the quarry to flush—waiting forever, it might seem. Waiting to see if there even was a quarry.

Climb on my back, she said. You can come get the jeep in the spring.

They won’t plow the road until then?

Mel shrugged. Maybe. Sometimes we try to keep it open, so a supply truck can make it in. But a lot of years we can’t. It may open up one more time, around Christmas. People like to leave a car or truck up here so they can get out, if they have to. You can just leave your keys in it. Come on, she said.

I’ll walk, Wallis said. How far is it?

Almost ten miles, Mel said. You wouldn’t get there today. Come on.

They went fast, down the iced-over tracks of her ascent, and faster yet with his added weight. It was far too quick for Wallis—a hurdling, a falling—and he held on for dear life. He was amazed by her strength. She skied in a tucked crouch, her knees bent. Her back was broad, and he stayed in close against it, his head turned to one side, watching the scenery flash past. Her hair blew back in his face and swirled in his eyes. He could feel the strength of each muscle in her flexing, working with each curve in the road. It was not like riding a horse. It was not like sex. There was nothing to compare it to that he knew of. It was like being locked leg-in-leg and arm-in-arm with someone falling from the sky.

When she made her turns—sinking even lower into a crouch to do so—roostertails of sunlit ice shavings sprayed them both. The wind from their speed was cold. They dropped lower down the mountain, descending, corkscrewing, as if into its interior. He could feel the pleasure coming straight through her—could feel it like heat conducted, as if it were his.

They raced lower into the valley. The trees were immense, and the sunlight fell upon them in shafts. A rock wall appeared on their right. Snow-covered, it followed the road in a crooked, wandering weave, and seemed to Wallis to make the scenery not more bucolic, but wilder, as if they were going back in time, back to some time before true fences. The wall reminded him of the crude territorial boundaries of some feudal warlord. It was waist-high and constructed almost as if without seams, and he watched it, nearly hypnotized, instead of watching the woods. He tried to imagine such a seam of rock wall running underground, but couldn’t; the piston risings and fallings, the fracturings and grindings would in no way allow such a thing to travel that far uninterrupted, nor so gracefully.

They skied across a wooden bridge. Dark water rushed beneath them, with steam rising where it passed into the sun. Snow and ice lacework fringed its edges, closing in on the stream from both sides.

The rock wall passed through the stream—enormous rocks, now, to withstand ice floes and jams—and behind the wall, upstream, the water had backed into a pond of black water ringed by white bare-limbed aspen trees. The dark water behind the wall had not frozen yet, but something about the appearance of it made Wallis think that it was about to any day, any moment.

He caught a glimpse of movement in the pond as they thundered across the bridge. Their sudden appearance had caused some great dark creature at the back of the pond to lift its head. It was a moose, chocolate-brown, with a mantle of snow on his head and wide antlers, his back freighted with snow. With water dripping from his muzzle, he watched the skiers, and Wallis wanted to stop and watch him. Standing knee-deep, serene amidst all that snow around him, the moose seemed somehow wise—his head huge as an anchor. But then they were past him, and there was only more forest, and rock wall, and they raced on, past more and more of it, as if it would never end.

Around one corner, Mel tipped too far forward and hit a small bump—her eyes blurry with icicle tears from her speed—and they became airborne. There was an alarming moment when Wallis could feel her strength leave her, as she lost contact with the ground—it was as if he had his arms and legs wrapped around just any old person, rather than someone of such strength—and they cartwheeled wildly when they landed; and when they finally skidded to a stop, it seemed to both of them as if he had pursued and caught her, had tackled her, like some predator pulling down its prey. But she was the first one up, dusting herself off and then helping him up. No injuries. The buffering, the forgiveness, of snow.

He climbed up on her back again, and they skied on. The snow crusted their faces like masks from where they had fallen, and caked their clothes: and doubled up as they were, humpbacked, they looked like some strange creature born from out of the snow.

The road pitched and dropped. Wallis could see the river now through the trees, and was surprised at the size of it, for such a small valley. Again, he tried to imagine what story lay beneath it—whether the strike of the formations, the outcrops, was canted left or right—a reverse, normal, thrust, or slip-fault. He scanned the snowy mountains for clues, but it was impossible to say. He wondered again why Dudley had sent him up here in the winter, and what he would do during the long months to keep his skills sharp, when instead he still could have been down on the Gulf Coast finding oil. Wallis wondered if it were a kind of punishment for his not finding enough oil. He thought he had been doing a pretty good job: not finding as much as Matthew, but finding a lot; and he was still learning. Matthew had peaked. Matthew was definitely finished with learning.

Mel was skating now. They came around a corner and into town, still following the stone wall. Wallis saw buildings that he had not been able to see from the summit: a store on one side of the street and a bar on the other. A couple of dusty-windowed outbuildings, already snowed in for winter.

There were horses, cars, and trucks parked on both sides of the street. Wallis glanced back and saw that two coyotes were running along behind them, but the coyotes turned back when they reached the edge of town and skittered into the woods.

There were people standing out in the street in the sunlight, and there were long food-covered tables set out. Men, women, children, and dogs surrounded the tables. Steam rose from a turkey carcass as a huge man with a big black beard carved it. The children played bareheaded, threw snowballs, chased each other in circles. People stood in small groups, drinking hot coffee and cider, with steam rising from their cups.

Mel skated up to the bar’s wood-rail porch and unloaded Wallis like a sack of mail—as if he were the one who was tired.

A few faces turned to look at Wallis, briefly, but most stayed focused on the long tables of food. There was a roast pig, glaze-glistening with the apple still in his mouth, legs outstretched as if in flight. There was a little fire burning off to one side, and children roasted marshmallows on it. Wallis caught the scent of pumpkin pie. Mel and Wallis brushed the snow from their clothes and went into the bar.

A roar came from the men and women gathered around the table as a gust of icy wind blew a funnel of loose snow down the lengths of the tables and swirled cyclone snow-devils off the roofs of the buildings. For a moment, all visibility faded—there was nothing but blowing snow, drifts and drifts of it—but then the wind paused, and the world filled with sunlight again, and the men and women and children resumed filling their plates.

They brushed the windblown snow from the turkey carcass and brushed it from the pig’s head. The snow steamed from where it had landed on his hot back. They cut into him with silver knives. Steam rose from the ribs. Those gathered around the pig made small gasping and groaning sounds of pleasure as they tasted the meal, and their cries of approval brought others. More gusts of ground snow blew back in, obscuring their dark shapes: but Wallis could hear them, down there by the pig, as they fell upon the feast with what seemed like neither mercy nor thanks, only hunger.

DANNY WAS THE OWNER OF THE BAR—THE RED DOG. IN one corner, a huge wood stove cast a ferocious heat. Dogs napped next to it, their fur steaming, and there were various articles of clothing hung on racks next to it to dry, and boots and more clothes scattered on the floor, also steaming, as if the bodies they housed had disappeared or been consumed from within. The heads of moose, wolf, coyote, lynx, bobcat, marten, fisher, elk, deer, caribou, bighorn, mountain goat, black bear, grizzly, whitetail, mule deer, mountain lion, badger, and wolverine stared down from the walls in such an assemblage of fang and horn that in viewing them a person felt neither awe nor a sense of majesty, but instead only a relief that the animals could do no harm, would forever be poised at the edge of no longer being able to do harm. And from that relief—the feeling that one was safe, and alive—came a feeling of security, if not comfort.

Some of the dusty, patchy heads of the animals looked as if they had hung up there, straining to bite, for perhaps a hundred years. And the heads of the prey, especially the deer and elk, looked different to Wallis—like different species or subspecies brought back from some distant continent—a red deer, rather than an elk—so that he wondered if that short stretch of time, a hundred years, had been able to produce some kind of speciation—isolating some traits in one population while gathering certain others, so that, while no one had been noticing it—death by death, and life by life—various new species, or subspecies, had been crafted, while old ones had fallen away.

The thought of it made Wallis dizzy, as might a blasphemy to the ears of the devout. Wallis was so used to dealing in chunks of a hundred million years at a time—the birth and then total erasure (grain by grain) of entire mountain ranges—that the notion that anything of significance could occur in only a hundred years seemed to threaten who he was; or rather, who he had become.

There were pictures of Matthew all over the walls too—and pictures of Mel, and Old Dudley, and Danny—and Wallis noticed that all of the pictures were old—the youngest of them from twenty years ago, it seemed.

Was it his imagination, or were the smiles, the laughter, from those times more boisterous, more complete? He shook the thought away. These were the kind of thoughts that would impede his ability to dive into the boulder fields—to track the old paths of mountains as they moved across the landscape of the past like dunes of sand.

Danny was bringing them drinks, and pouring one for himself. He kept shaking Wallis’s hand and patting him on the shoulder, touching him, saying how glad he was to have him in the valley, and asking about Matthew and Old Dudley. The feeling Wallis got from Danny’s enthusiasm was that Old Dudley and Matthew could do no harm, nor Mel either—and, by extension, neither could Wallis, now that he was among them. But Wallis also had the feeling—irrational, unprovable—that it was as if he, Wallis, had become trapped—coming in over the pass like that, just as the valley was being sealed in by winter’s snow—and that Danny’s pleasure was partly that of the trapper who, upon approaching his set, finds that he has been successful.

How’s Matthew doing? Is he finding lots of oil? Are he and Dudley getting along? When are they coming back? Danny was in his early fifties, flat-bellied, childlike. Tell me about yourself, he said. His eyes were pale blue, a shade that Wallis couldn’t remember having ever seen in a human before—almost like a Siberian husky’s, he thought—and Wallis wondered if, as with the heads of some of those animals, the color of Danny’s eyes was a color left over from the century before: like someone’s grandfather’s eyes, or even further back than that.

You’ll be staying out at Matthew’s cabin? Danny asked, with a glance at Mel. He gestured to the bar. You’re welcome to stay here, if you’d rather—I’ve got an extra room in the back. Mel smiled, shook her head, and said, "Relax, Danny, he’s not going to ravage me; I’m still Matthew’s girl. Danny looked relieved, even hopeful, but said, That’s not what I meant—I just meant, if he needed a place to work and concentrate, you know, be alone . . ."