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Night Philosophy
Night Philosophy
Night Philosophy
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Night Philosophy

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Night Philosophy is collected around the figure of the child, the figure of the child not just as a little person under the tutelage of adults, but also the submerged one, who knows, who is without power, who doesn't matter. The book proposes a minor politics that disperses all concentrations of power. Fanny Howe chronicles the weak and persistent, those who never assimilate at the cost of having another group to dominate. She explores the dynamics of the child as victim in a desensitized era, when transgression is the zeitgeist and the victim–perpetrator model controls citizens.

This book is a prism through which Earth's ancient songs and tales are distilled; restored to light. It is also a manual for surviving evil. The most important thing for you to understand is that Fanny Howe is a rebel, down to the cellular level. She walks with the prophets and with the unborn. There is no writer like her.
– Ariana Reines

Fanny Howe is simply one of the best and most innovative writers alive.
– Dawn Lundy Martin

Night Philosophy is sharp and precise. All the time, like a powerful undercurrent, a voltage charger, or Cordelia speaking, language itself exerts its primacy; it insists on remaining true not just to human hope, human feeling, or the questing spirit, but to some idea of a power beyond ourselves.
– Colm Tóibín

History and images of what we do to each other are illuminated, and then made to sing lurid, fluid truth.
– Yusef Komunyakaa

Fanny Howe is a hallowed voice of the violent and brutal twentieth century. A sacred idiot, a wise friend who passes a bottle of warmth through the icy night, who fishes for what haunts the depths.
– Kazim Ali
LanguageEnglish
Release dateJan 1, 2020
ISBN9781739843168
Night Philosophy
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Fanny Howe

Fanny Howe is the author of more than twenty books of poetry and prose. She has taught literature and writing for many years. She is currently Professor Emerita in Literature at the University of California at San Diego. She has mentored a generation of American poets, activists and scholars working at the intersection of experimental and metaphysical forms of thinking.

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    Night Philosophy - Fanny Howe

    Introduction

    This book is made from torn parts. Prose broken by other prose, all of it written on the cusp of a long millennium.

    During childhood I lived in an apartment near Boston that smelled like a wooden drawer. Very brick, very quiet, where natural life tapped the windowpanes and voices sang and barked and changed tones.

    Each book was a physical model of time: words pressed together in darkness, then flipped open to light, then sealed again.

    Mysterious sources shadowed every word and illustration. I held the book up to my face and breathed in. The fragrance was the nearest thing to nothing. Nothing being everything that wasn’t visible or present to me at that moment.

    History with its gray and metallic waves that rocked from shore to shore was the killer of this ethereal realm. I saw the pictures in the papers, the news that preceded the movies, so I could never see a way to prolong the pleasure of not knowing what was outside.

    End-Song

    During life I wanted to be buried in a mystery.

    On a western estuary where seabirds nest.

    To drop into a piece of muck and shell, unnamed.

    Wind, low clouds, rain and shafts of sun. Monks, poets, vapors of the deep.

    Now where do I want to be buried?

    Without an urn, there will be dirt that my ashes will disturb.

    Why an urn at all?

    Can’t you burn into nothing?

    Isn’t the sky what I expected to become?

    Does gravity hang on to bones like a registry of comings and goings?

    Where to be buried, where to be thrown: from what mouth sing.

    Once a Child

    She referred to her own libido as an inverted worm, whirling like a screw into the source of her being.

    She couldn’t want anything less, or little enough.

    The wolves in her forest were dressed in uniforms. Although she sported no yellow pigtails, no freckles, no lily-green skin, and not even the dirndl or the kilt and safety pin, she feared being an Aryan.

    Freud would say her anxiety began at birth and then later with her steplike-mother, but existentialists would say it was built in to being in the world.

    She said that she knew how it felt during the war, although she just missed the actual experience.

    The doctor had a good generous face, bright honest eyes and a black beard.

    Being extremely short, he bought his clothes in the boys’ department and exuded the power of a man who must compensate hourly for his missing inches.

    These lazy women who surrounded his days helped him stay sane.

    He would muse: They are the last heretics against a work-addicted world. In a post-industrial modern society, these mad women lounging around hospitals are the true defenders of a time on earth when work did not prove worth.

    How can you just loll around all day, doing nothing? he asked her once.

    She replied: How can you just walk around all day, idly watching us?

    Both of them were forest-dwellers, after all, preferring the company of the wild to the tame.

    But it was a long time before the doctor figured out a way to get her to function rationally, above all consistently, outside the hospital ward.

    One day he offered her the job of gardener on the grounds around the hospital and told her he would set her up in a little cottage near the front gates and on a four-lane highway.

    And as if trying to make her feel useful and intelligent, he asked her advice about his patients. She generalized: The wholly wounded have to be wholly healed.

    He thought she had said holy and his mind wandered nervously away.

    Always he feared the return of her manias.

    Now she grabbed his hands in hers and examined them with tears on her lashes, saying: Your pink nails are like seashells, your knuckles are so brown . . . Why do they make me cry for joy?

    Backing away, he replied: Calm down, it’s nothing. My dear friend, since most of the world is absent, air should be your model of heaven. Not physical details.

    And later that day he gave her a little excerpt from Ka a’s notebooks that she pinned over her bed. He supposed that he played the part of God in her life, or maybe she even fantasized about loving him.

    Strange how the legacy of cynicism is belief, he reflected, thinking how her parents must have treated her.

    And a week later he heard her begin her story where she always began: One night many years ago—from under a dry rose bush—in a rough garden near the Irish Sea.

    As soon as I was halfway through the story, I heard him breathing in low regular patterns and discovered to my amazement that I had put my doctor to sleep.

    It was wonderful to gaze on his closed face, to see his hands folded on his chest mid-twiddle, thumbs upright, and his mouth ajar. His so eyelids were flat against their orbs, he didn’t seem to be dreaming. His will and his intellect had fled. His notebook dangled like a children’s storybook from his parted knees.

    A Useful Man

    Jacques Lusseyran began his life story:

    As I remember it, my story always starts out like a fairy tale, not an unusual one, but still a fairy tale . . . I was born in 1924, on 19 September at noon, in the heart of Paris in Montmartre, between the Place Blanche and the Moulin Rouge. I was born in a modest nineteenth-century house, in a room looking out over a courtyard.

    He had a loving middle-class childhood that made his days all right because of the safety his parents provided and because he knew he was happy. However, happiness and childhood were not to be his subject. It was, instead, the answer to someone’s question: What are your reasons for loving life? Light.

    I saw it everywhere I went, he writes, "and watched it by the hour. None of the rooms in our three-room apartment has remained clear in my memory. But the balcony was different, because on the balcony there was light. Impetuous as I was, I used to lean patiently on the railing and watch the light flowing over the surfaces of the houses in front of me and through the tunnel of the street to right and left.

    "This light was not like the flow of water, but something more fleeting and numberless, for its source was everywhere. I liked seeing that the light came from nowhere in particular, but was an element just like air . . . Radiance multiplied, reflected itself from one window to the next, from a fragment of wall to cloud above. It entered into me, became part of me. I was eating sun.

    This fascination did not stop when night fell. When I came in from outdoors in the evening, when supper was over, I found the fascination again in the dark. Darkness, for me, was still light, but in a new form and a new rhythm. It was light at a slower pace. In other words, nothing in the world, not even what I saw inside myself with closed eyelids, was outside this great miracle of light.

    Then, at the age of eight, a minor accident at school rendered him totally blind. From that moment he saw no more the world he had just described to us. Instead he heard sounds he had never heard before; an avalanche of noises filled each room, and he felt people as colors that he could see interiorly. Like an alert bird, or a worm whose perceptions covered the whole of his body, he was able to hear that sound has the same individuality as light.

    He said: My accident had thrown my head against the humming heart of things, and the heart never stopped beating. His parents, with transcendent calm, helped him continue where he left off. It is almost as if a supernatural force

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