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    Into the Dark
    Into the Dark
    Into the Dark
    Ebook384 pages6 hours

    Into the Dark

    By RICK MOFINA

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    • Serial Killer

    • Missing Person

    • Crime Investigation

    • Family

    • Investigation

    • Love Triangle

    • Race Against Time

    • Woman in Peril

    • Serial Killer Hunt

    • Amateur Detective

    • Media Involvement in Investigations

    • Cold Case

    • Chosen One

    • Prophecy

    • Love Conquers All

    • Marriage

    • Friendship

    • Police Investigation

    • Relationships

    • Journalism

    About this ebook

    When a psychologist’s patient goes missing, a grieving detective gets close to a killer in the USA Today–bestselling author’s psychological thriller.

    Psychologist Claire Bowen devotes her life to helping troubled women rebuild theirs. But her dream of starting a family with her new husband Robert begins to crumble as disturbing revelations from his past emerge.

    Meanwhile, Los Angeles Detective Joe Tanner is struggling to overcome his wife’s death while raising their little girl alone. But now he faces a new kind of challenge: a breakthrough in a series of cold case murders suggests the killer has resurfaced.

    When one of Claire’s most promising patients goes missing, Tanner suspects the truth is within his grasp. But as time runs out, both are pulled deep into an unspeakable darkness with little chance of escape.
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherOpen Road Integrated Media
    Release dateJan 14, 2019
    ISBN9781488051661
    Into the Dark
    Author

    RICK MOFINA

    Rick Mofina is a former crime reporter and the award-winning author of several acclaimed thrillers. He's interviewed murderers face-to-face on death row; patrolled with the LAPD and the RCMP. His true crime articles have appeared in The New York Times, Marie Claire, Reader’s Digest and Penthouse. He's reported from the U.S., Canada, the Caribbean, Africa, Qatar and Kuwait's border with Iraq. For more information please visit www.rickmofina.com

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    • 4/5
      I received this a a goodreads first-read giveaway. I thoroughly enjoyed this book about a serial killer. It was a little confusing at first trying to follow who was who. The main characters were well developed and believable. I would love there to be a second book so we can see how they grow and recover form the exciting climax of this book.
    • 3/5
      Good book but the murder was to easily discovered by this reader.
    • 4/5
      Claire Bowen was a first-hand witness to the abusive relationship between her parents. She even saw her father kill her mother and younger brother before ultimately killing himself. She's now in a happy relationship with her husband, Robert Bowen, and dedicates her psychology practice to helping abused women. Now it appears that Claire is caught between one of her patients and her estranged abusive husband. When that patient disappears and the police launch their investigation into the patient, the patient's husband, and Claire's practice, more questions are raised than answered. Claire turns to her best friend, a private investigator, to obtain some of those answers. Will answers be found before more bodies are found?

      On the surface it appears that Claire and Robert Bowen have the perfect relationship. Robert is loving, attentive, supportive, and hard-working. Unfortunately the more the police search for clues into the murders and Claire's practice, the more unanswered questions arise about Robert and his background. Claire begins to suspect that maybe it isn't possible to ever fully know the person you're in love with and those questions could lead to her demise.

      Into the Dark is a fast-paced read that pulled me in from the very beginning. I enjoyed the way Mr. Mofina revealed the warped character of the murderer layer by layer, building the suspense. Even when the murderer is fully revealed, the questions of why, how, and for how long remained. None of the women presented are weak women, but they do have moments of weakness that added to their vulnerability factor. I found all of the characters to be very well-developed and realistic, even the bad guys. If you enjoy a well-written mystery-suspense story with a dark but charismatic bad guy, then Into the Dark may be the perfect read for you.

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    Into the Dark - RICK MOFINA

    CHAPTER 1

    Temple City, California,

    2007

    It started with the neighbors’ dog.

    Tucker, the Bradfords’ cocker spaniel, was barking, but Ruth Peterson, who lived next door, paid no attention to him as she got ready to run errands. Her thoughts were on the new shoes she needed for her son’s graduation from Berkeley in two weeks. Then, moving through her home, she glimpsed Tucker in the Bradfords’ yard.

    That’s odd. Why doesn’t Bonnie see to him?

    Ruth dismissed it, but as she collected her purse and keys, the barking made her wonder for a few seconds. Tucker was a good dog, friendly, and Bonnie Bradford’s kids, Jimmy and Jessie, adored him. Ruth never heard a peep out of him, certainly not at night.

    In her driveway, Ruth reached for her car door but hesitated.

    Tucker’s barking was stronger now as it rose from the backyard.

    Ruth took stock of the Bradfords’ neat ranch-style house and bit her bottom lip. She hated to disturb Bonnie, not when she was trying to meet a deadline for her latest screenplay. Bonnie’s ex, the building contractor, had the kids with him in Thousand Oaks for a week and she was using the time to finish her script. At least that’s what she’d told Ruth when they’d chatted over the fence the other night.

    Still, Ruth grew concerned at Tucker’s continual barking.

    After giving it a moment, she walked over to Bonnie’s front door and rang the bell. Nothing happened. Not a hint of movement inside. Bonnie’s car was in the driveway.

    She had to be home.

    Ruth went around to the back, where Tucker greeted her on the patio with more barking before entering the house through his little dog door. It squeaked a few times, swinging in his wake.

    Ruth knocked.

    Nothing happened, other than Tucker resuming his barking, now with an eerie echo as if the house were vacant. Ruth knocked again harder, but this time when she struck the door, it opened, startling her.

    Strange.

    Catching her breath, she gripped the handle firmly and poked her head inside the entrance to the kitchen.

    Bonnie! It’s Ruth Peterson, is everything okay?

    Tucker emerged, barking in the silence.

    Unease swirled in Ruth’s mind.

    Maybe Bonnie’s slept in, or left her house with a friend, or forgot to lock the door, or she’s listening to music with headphones…

    Bonnie!

    Ruth stepped into the kitchen and took quick inventory. She saw nothing on the table or counter, no dishes in the sink. The stove was switched off. Nothing was on. Nothing seemed awry, except for the dog.

    She lowered herself, and Tucker rushed into her arms.

    Goodness, you’re trembling.

    His barking evolved into a mournful yelping, then he squirmed until she set him down and watched him trot down the hallway still barking.

    Ruth followed him.

    She was familiar with the house. Bonnie had invited her over for tea several times and they got along well. Scanning the family room and living room, she saw nothing that looked out of place.

    The air was still.

    Ruth called out for Bonnie again as she walked along the hall.

    The children’s rooms with their movie and pop-star posters were empty, their beds were made and all toys were in place. A wide-eyed teddy bear, its mouth a permanent O, stared at her from Jessie’s bed.

    Ruth moved down the hall and stood at the entrance to Bonnie’s small office. Sunlight flooded the room. Pages of script were spread over her desk and credenza. Next to her computer keyboard: a ceramic mug, half-filled with tea, with World’s Greatest Mom emblazoned on it.

    The desk lamp was still on.

    Looks like Bonnie stepped away briefly from her work.

    As Ruth moved toward Bonnie’s bedroom, she detected an unusual smell. The light, pleasant citrus fragrance of Bonnie’s house now contended with a coppery metallic odor.

    Tucker stood at the entrance to Bonnie’s bedroom, barking as if alarmed by—or terrified of—what was inside.

    When Ruth looked, her immediate thought was a question: Who made this awful mess in Bonnie’s bed? She could not believe her eyes.

    Ruth didn’t remember screaming or racing from the house to the front yard. She never recalled Len Blake, the retired firefighter two doors down, dropping his garden hose and leaving it running as he rushed to her aid. Ruth had no memory of telling him over and over that she needed to get to the mall to buy shoes.

    All Ruth remembered was that if he’d stopped holding her, she would surely have fallen off the face of the earth.

    In the whirlwind that followed there were police, TV crews, the yellow tape sealing the house as stunned neighbors watched the moon-suited investigators come and go.

    Then the detectives came with their questions.

    For nearly two weeks the gruesome murder of a single mother in her middle-class suburban home remained one of L.A.’s top news stories. Pictures of the pretty screenwriter accompanied every report.

    Ross Corbett, Bonnie’s ex-husband, seemed devastated at her funeral.

    Detectives traced her final movements in an intense effort to find a lead in the case. But they had no solid physical evidence and no suspects. Bonnie Bradford had no enemies, no debts and no unusual lifestyle networks. She lived an ordinary life and was loved by everyone who knew her.

    Detectives compared her murder with other cases, looking for links, a pattern, anything. Nothing emerged. They set up a tip line, appealed to the public for help, but as weeks became months, Bonnie’s death remained enveloped in mystery.

    Her children never returned to their home in Temple City. Eventually the Bradford property was sold and Jessie and Jimmy moved in with their father. Ruth Peterson and her husband sold their home and moved to the Bay Area to be closer to their son.

    After the first year passed, the Los Angeles Times published an anniversary feature on the unsolved murder. Investigators, hopeful that it might jar someone’s memory and yield a tip, were disappointed.

    In the years that followed, the primary detective on the case retired. Eight months later, his partner died of a heart attack.

    The case grew colder.

    It looked like Bonnie Bradford’s killer had gone free.

    CHAPTER 2

    Commerce, California

    The image on the computer screen resembled a child’s crude painting of an outstretched hand.

    Ghostly and somewhat grotesque: five misshapen fingerprints stood out from five reddish-brownish rivers that meandered amid smudges down the white page.

    It was feathered amid the kid art, the take-out menus, a calendar, notes, business cards, a snapshot of mother, daughter and son beaming at the Santa Monica Pier, all pinned to the family bulletin board in the kitchen.

    Typical of a young, happy family, Detective Joe Tanner thought.

    It was getting late. He was expecting a call at any moment. While he waited he went back to his work.

    The board stood in innocent juxtaposition to the outrage down the hall. Down the hall is where a neighbor had discovered the body of Bonnie Catherine Bradford in the bedroom of her home in Temple City, nearly six years ago.

    Bradford, a thirty-four-year-old divorced mother of two children, had been tied spread-eagled to her bed and—well, the crime scene photos illustrated what the killer had done. Tanner clicked his mouse, opening more photos on his computer monitor.

    The walls, the bed, frenzied overkill, one of the reports said.

    It didn’t matter how many times he’d looked at the pictures in the past few weeks, Tanner still seethed at the fact that whoever did this in 2007 had gotten away with it.

    The Bradford killing had now fallen to Tanner and the detectives with the Los Angeles County Sheriff’s Cold Case Unit. It was among the hundreds of other cases they oversaw. And in that time a few tips had surfaced: people heard talk on the street, in a bar or a jail cell, but ultimately all of them dead-ended.

    Even as leads turned cold, the Bradford case, like the others, was always there, calling out to be solved. But no matter how frustrating it was for cold case investigators, it was brutal for the survivors who called or wrote, struggling to make sure the death of their loved one would never be forgotten, that one day, justice would be done.

    Bonnie Bradford’s ex-husband, Ross Corbett, who’d long been cleared as a suspect, called Tanner on anniversary days, the day they were married, the day Bonnie was murdered or Bonnie’s birthday.

    We had our troubles, but I always loved her, he’d say as Tanner listened with sincere compassion. Are you any closer? Is there anything I can do to help? Corbett always asked the same thing.

    But it was Corbett’s last call, some three weeks ago, that hit a nerve. He’d told Tanner how the kids at his son’s school had said that the cops were never going to find the guy who killed Jimmy’s mom.

    Tanner knew better than anyone that there were certain types of killers you couldn’t stop—like the one who took my wife—but the one who murdered Bonnie Bradford was not one of them.

    This case was solvable and it was his duty to clear it.

    The question was: How?

    After Corbett’s call, Tanner and his partner, Harvey Zurn, set out once more to take another, fresh look at the case by first pulling out the thick accordion files. They also delved into the unit’s database for the computerized files of the Bradford case and reviewed all the witness statements given by those who knew or had any dealings with Bonnie in the weeks before her death. They went through files and reports going back in the last year of her life. They consulted file notes about her habits, hobbies, the patterns of her life, who she had contact with. They called up people and re-interviewed them, even challenged the validity of statements that seemed questionable.

    Tanner followed the creed of a long-retired detective who’d told him that in most cases, the key you need is right in front of you.

    And something surfaced.

    Tanner had been examining the crime scene photos, doing his neo-Sherlockian best enlarging them on his computer screen. The victim’s hands and fingers were bloodstained owing to defensive wounds, the reports had noted.

    Studying a file of photos the scene people had taken of the rest of the home, he’d come across a family bulletin board in the kitchen, plastered with a calendar, business cards, notes and works of kid art. In the Bradford collection he saw a colored pencil drawing of a cat, another one of sunflowers, a single page with a handprint in paint and then a small paint-by-numbers of dolphins.

    The handprint.

    Something about it struck Tanner as odd. Call it instinct, or a gut feeling but it just seemed out of place, even though it was neatly overlapped by the children’s work.

    Where did that handprint come from? The inventory sheets indicated that while appointment notes from the calendar were followed up on, nothing from the bulletin board had been processed. Where was that handprint now?

    Tanner called Ross Corbett.

    We need to see the artwork from the bulletin board that was in the kitchen. I hope you didn’t throw it out? Tanner asked him.

    No, we had a moving company collect most things and move them into storage, Corbett said. We wouldn’t have even looked at what was on that board, we were too traumatized.

    No one at the time had noticed anything different about the bulletin board.

    Corbett volunteered to let Tanner and Zurn accompany him as he retrieved the artwork from the bulletin board. The drawings were stored in a file folder and were in good condition.

    Jimmy Bradford, who was now thirteen, shook his head when Tanner and Zurn had asked him if he had made the handprint.

    Nope, I didn’t make it. I would’ve remembered.

    Jimmy’s eleven-year-old sister, Jessie, hadn’t made it.

    I drew the cat and the flowers. Jimmy made the dolphin picture, she said. I never saw that hand thing before.

    Tanner and Zurn had sent the handprint to the crime lab for analysis days ago. Charlene Podden, a forensic technician, alerted Tanner that morning that she’d have a preliminary report to him by five today.

    The waiting started gnawing at him because it underscored that this potential evidence should’ve been analyzed at the time of the murder but wasn’t. At 5:41 his landline rang at his desk.

    It’s Charlene at the lab. I’m sorry for the delay, Joe.

    You find anything on that handprint?

    This is just a preliminary, okay? We need to do more work.

    More work? Charlene this case has been cold for six years. Tell me how come this stuff was not processed six years ago.

    Maybe it was overlooked. Maybe somebody made an assumption, or lost a report. Look, I honestly don’t know. It was before my time.

    Okay, forget it. Let’s get to work. What can you tell me?

    The drawing was produced with blood, human blood.

    The victim’s blood?

    Some of it.

    Some?

    And there are latents, Podden added, but they have to be processed, Joe, so give us time to get to that.

    Are they good?

    Yes, and there’s more.

    Tanner pressed his phone harder to his ear.

    There’s something under the largest, darkest smudge, something the artist intentionally covered or concealed on purpose—a message in tiny letters, likely scratched using the tip of a pencil.

    What does it say?

    ‘I’m just getting started.’

    CHAPTER 3

    Alhambra, California

    He’d been patient.

    Hiding so long in the house where he’d been watching her, studying her.

    His heart thundered against the bones of his rib cage. He inched toward her without making a sound until he stood over her bed as she slept

    Skin tingling with excitement he fought the urge to look at himself in her mirror.

    He’d taken such loving care preparing for tonight.

    His face was coated in thick white makeup so bright it glowed, like some evil Kabuki force. A swath of red smeared in a downward curve across his mouth. His cheeks were a maelstrom of theatrical cuts and scars, while large smudge pools of black accentuated his hollow eyes, his left one wept a trail of painted teardrops.

    He was naked.

    Now, here he was, standing over her.

    Watching her.

    He owned her.

    Amber Pratt: She was a lonely secretary, an abused, heartbroken woman.

    She was prey.

    He knelt beside her, drawing his face near enough to drink in her breath, his aching to touch her as silent as the flicking of a snake’s tongue.

    Do it now.

    As he stood to take action, an inexplicable spear of doubt pierced him.

    It felt so painful he wavered.

    Suddenly Amber stirred, moaning and rolling over.

    No, it was not right. Not yet.

    He sank back into the darkness and disappeared into the night.

    CHAPTER 4

    Los Angeles, California

    As Claire Bowen sat at the wheel of her car on Wilshire Boulevard waiting for the light to change, she met the sweetest pair of eyes.

    They belonged to the pigtailed little girl crossing the street with a woman who was pushing a stroller holding a sleeping baby. The woman must be the girl’s mother, Claire judged by the resemblance.

    As the trio moved across the intersection in front of Claire, she guessed the girl to be about three. One of her tiny hands gripped the stroller. The other was clamped on the stuffed bunny tucked under her arm. Her pretty eyes were locked on Claire’s.

    Claire gave her a small wave and a smile. The girl’s little fingers holding the bunny wiggle-waved back. The mother, who’d noticed, gazed down at her daughter with wearied joy.

    Will I ever know that kind of love? Claire asked herself.

    It was a bittersweet moment that hammered home the fact that time was running out for her.

    All Dr. LaRoy’s office said was that he needed to see me this morning.

    Claire knew that her chances of having a child decreased with each passing day. She was thirty-five and happily married to Robert Bowen, a pilot. She was a psychologist with a successful practice and a lot to be thankful for. But ever since she was confronted years ago with the probability that she would never have children, she felt something was slipping away. She had to hang on to the hope that things would work out.

    She’d never give up.

    Claire was a survivor.

    A horn sounded behind her.

    The light had turned green. As she continued driving, towering condo buildings rose before her. She had accepted that some things in this world were absolutes. We’re born, we die, and there is only so much in between that we can control. But she was unwilling to accept that she would never be a mother.

    She had gotten pregnant three times, but in each instance she’d suffered a miscarriage. She had seen many doctors and had faced countless tests, examinations, procedures and treatments.

    Nothing worked.

    The specialists found complications linked to her failed pregnancies. But throughout her anguish she would not give up, even when the odds mounted against her.

    Even when they’d nearly destroyed her.

    Claire’s memory flashed to the frightening incident that had ended her first marriage a few years ago. She did not want to think about it now. One thing was certain: there was no telling what could’ve happened had Robert not been there that day, which had marked the beginning of her life with him. Unlike Cliff, her first husband, Robert never made her feel as if she was less of a woman or that her infertility was her fault.

    I’ll do whatever it takes, Robert said when she told him about it. We’re in this together, Claire.

    Robert went through everything with her in their three years together—tests for him, new workups for her. Robert’s count and motility were fine. And while they sought new doctors, new experts for Claire, the reality was sobering. Aside from Claire’s problems, she knew the chances of miscarrying increased for women thirty-five and older; along with the risk of late-pregnancy complications.

    As a psychologist Claire counseled herself to prepare to accept that nothing was working, that her feelings of emptiness, anger, guilt and depression were normal reactions. She’d struggled not to let her infertility dominate the good life they had built together.

    But it was so hard.

    The problem manifested itself every day, every time she saw a pregnant woman, or a mother pushing a stroller, every time someone in her circle announced a pregnancy, a baby shower, a birth, it was there, underscoring her isolation.

    She had devoted herself to helping troubled women, women who’d been abused. She guided them through the tragedies in their lives, helped them recognize lifelines, repair the damage and take control. Because she was contending with her own secret sorrow, it made her better at her job.

    Above everything, she counseled her patients to never, ever, lose sight of the possibility that things could get better.

    For Claire, her latest grasp at hope now stood before her at the edge of the Wilshire Corridor in the shape of a gleaming ten-story complex and the offices of Dr. Marlen LaRoy.

    He was one of California’s leading fertility experts—a pioneer specializing in controversial treatments. Claire had been seeing him for the past few months. In that time she’d undergone a series of procedures and examinations to determine if she was a candidate for a radical experimental treatment.

    Claire had been surprised, and mildly annoyed, when his office called her this morning to make a sudden, unscheduled appointment without giving her a hint as to what it was about.

    She steered her Toyota into a parking space, then reached for her phone. Making this appointment meant she had had to juggle sessions with her patients, which was a concern.

    She called her assistant.

    Doctor Bowen’s office.

    Hi, Alice, it’s Claire. How is everybody doing?

    So far so good. Except for Amber Pratt.

    Amber? I don’t see her until next week.

    She said she’s anxious, feels like she’s being watched. She wants to push up her next session.

    Okay, see what we can do. Thanks. Gotta go.

    Claire took a deep breath, then headed into the lobby and stepped into the elevator, hoping she could get back to her practice by eleven.

    Ms. Bowen. The receptionist stood to greet her. Thank you for coming. Our apologies for such short notice, but Dr. LaRoy has to fly to a conference in Dallas today and insisted on seeing you beforehand.

    The receptionist directed Claire to the doctor’s office.

    LaRoy was standing at the window, talking on his cell phone, and indicated for her to take the chair across from his desk. LaRoy was a thickset fifty-nine-year-old New Yorker, who’d graduated from Harvard. He had white hair and an air of sweet, gentle grumpiness. He finished his call, took his seat.

    Hello, Claire. We’ve got some results. I need to show you something before we talk.

    LaRoy began pecking at his keyboard that faced two monitors. He swiveled one toward Claire and showed her a series of images and graphs. For the next several minutes he reviewed the goal of the previous tests and procedures Claire had undergone. As LaRoy went over every detail, pointing to the monitor and explaining other images, Claire felt her pulse quicken.

    This is all good, right? she said.

    It’s very good. Claire, this means you are receptive to the new drug and new cycle therapy. I’ll need you to sign some paperwork and take some literature home and read it.

    Then what?

    We’ll start you in a few weeks.

    And then?

    Within a few months you’ll be pregnant.

    I’ve been pregnant before.

    Yes, but I’m quite confident that this time you’ll give birth to a healthy baby.

    Tears filled her eyes.

    Really?

    We’ve checked your results carefully. All the indications are strong, Claire. LaRoy passed her a tissue. Really strong.

    CHAPTER 5

    Van Nuys, California

    Pilot Robert Bowen eased the Gulfstream jet into the corporate hangar for ExecuGlide and cut its twin engines.

    He liked the G200. It had a smart design and flew evenly no matter what the conditions were. Taxiing and landings were fluid.

    God, how he loved to fly—loved the rush of power and control, to rise above everything on earth.

    That was a nice touchdown, Tim. Good to be home, he said to his copilot, switching everything off and unbuckling his belts.

    After bidding farewell to the eight TV producers they’d flown on a multi-city charter to Seattle, Vancouver and San Francisco, Bowen collected his bag and signed off on the flight. Heading for his SUV in the parking lot, he turned on his phone to text Claire, to let her know he’d returned.

    A text from her was waiting for him.

    Wishing you a safe landing. Dr. LaRoy’s office called me in this am. No appt—wouldn’t say why. Have to scramble. Good news maybe??? Talk later.

    Love C.

    Bowen responded.

    Good landing. Good trip. Good luck with doc—any word?

    He waited several minutes.

    When no response came he figured Claire was driving, or with the doctor.

    After placing his bag in the rear he got into his SUV. Nothing was out of place. No disturbed maps, take-out wrappers or filthy commuter cups. It was spotless, showroom clean and still smelled new. Bowen insisted on order. The leather seats squeaked as he buckled up. He flipped on the radio and listened to traffic conditions, then decided to take Ventura to the 101, rather than swinging over to the 5.

    Joining the freeway traffic, he considered Claire’s text to him. He was hopeful her sudden call to see Dr. LaRoy would result in good news. How many times had they had their hopes raised only to be disappointed? It was not fair to Claire. It hurt him to see her anguish. She ached to have a baby, he wanted one, too, for her. It had cost them thousands, but he didn’t care. He loved her and would do anything for her. He didn’t want to lose what he had with her, the way he’d lost what he’d had with his first wife.

    Cynthia.

    Like Claire, Cynthia was beautiful and so giving. In his quieter moments he still thought of her. They had been so in love. At that time he was flying commercial, his schedule was brutal and he was rarely home. Cynthia began to change. She complained, grew jealous and started imagining terrible things.

    It shouldn’t have ended the way it did, but they couldn’t continue and that was that. Why dwell on it? Sometimes, even after all these years, he’d felt something was unresolved and wished he could talk to Cynthia, to tell her he was sorry about the way it had turned out for them. But he

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