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    Widow Wisdom: How Grief Made Room For Happiness
    Widow Wisdom: How Grief Made Room For Happiness
    Widow Wisdom: How Grief Made Room For Happiness
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    Widow Wisdom: How Grief Made Room For Happiness

    By Ruth Rigby

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    This hopeful and encouraging memoir is Ruth Rigby's compelling account of what it's like to become a widow and to live a newly widowed life. She knew how to be wife. She did not know how to be widow-alone. She longed for another widow's wisdom to guide her, and sought books laser-focused on "How did you live? What did you do? How long did recove

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherPalmetto Publishing
    Release dateJul 21, 2021
    ISBN9781638371663
    Widow Wisdom: How Grief Made Room For Happiness
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    Ruth Rigby

    The author, Ruth Rigby, lived the events of each chapter, then over time reflected on the process of reinventing her life. Ruth writes for women who were wife one minute and widow the next. A former English teacher, she held governing positions in national, state, and local professional organizations and was published.

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      Book preview

      Widow Wisdom - Ruth Rigby

      CHAPTER 1

      SEARCHING FOR

      WISDOM

      The average age to become a widow is fifty-nine, so I consider myself fortunate to have made it longer than that—but not by much. I was sixty-two when I was widowed. Even the word widow sounds so gloomy with its whispered W and its painful Oh ending. It's the right sounding word to parallel the emptiness, loss, and pain an older woman faces after her husband dies. It is a word that embodies hurt.

      I know what grief is. I lived it. You know what grief is, too, even though you may not understand it. Either you are living with it clouding endless days and nights, or recovering from it sucking away joy and peace.

      What I did not know was how to live my newly widowed life. No other widowed woman shared her shattered life experiences with me. (I only knew two.) Even my own mother could not offer a wisdom I had expected. It was just too personal. This book imparts the wisdom I sought.

      Books offered to me by my grief counselor, although sincere, were too devotional and prayerful. They did not delve into the pith of my grief. I sought other books, but I was not ready for a technical analysis of grief, or psychological journaling workbook, or advice to navigate funeral and finances. Some books I browsed were just too long for my short, jittery attention span. Maybe save for later. Many books, heavy on grief, served as self-cathartic healing, which was fine for the writer, but placed little emphasis on the reader's need to step beyond grief. I wanted a book with laser focus on How did you live? What did you do? How long did it take? I wanted a story around those questions.

      I found only one book of interest, one written by a prestigious writer, so I knew her telling would be precise and crafted. I started with Joan Didion's The Year of Magical Thinking, her mournful memoir about the one year following her husband's deadly heart attack as she routinely served dinner in their Manhattan apartment. Ordinary. I winnowed out the other tragedy of Didion's one year, the critical hospitalization of her only child, a daughter. It was overwhelming for me to read that part, too, newly widowed, while at the same time, navigating and advocating in a medical world, taking charge of her daughter's fight to live. How heartbreaking! Didion's experience was a lesson in how a woman braved a passage that most women will face, and few men will ever have to experience.

      But, I needed Didion's story to continue past her one year, although I knew why she ended. It's finished. I already knew what grief was. I was living it. I wanted to know how to get out of it! I took the bits of wisdom I could—her stories from the past and her brave onward march through crisis—to understand a newly widowed life, but my unanswered question stuck with me. How does grief make room for happiness? Widow Wisdom answers that question.

      When my husband died, life as I knew it did not exist, and I knew it never would. I already knew my husband was going to die. No year of magical thinking gave me thought that death could somehow be erased and life rewritten. My past was filled with memories. My present was grief-filled loss. My future was filled with uncertainty.

      What I discovered over time, however, was that living beyond grief equated to reinventing my life. LIVING BEYOND GRIEF EQUATED TO REINVENTING MY LIFE. I only realized this by analyzing my own twenty month life-after- death experience. I did not sit down and create flow charts of a hopeful future. I did not invoke mental imagery of a hopeful future. I did not pray for a hopeful future. Rather, my hopeful future evolved over time because my willingness to make changes and live differently made it possible. Like the chambered nautilus, I gradually left the past year's dwelling for the new. I purposefully created room for happiness.

      This book is for every other older widow who, like me, wants to live beyond grief and seeks to know how. One way to know is from another woman's experience. Each chapter of Widow Wisdom:How Grief Made Room for Happiness is my widow story of how to reinvent a life so the new can come in. It takes inner strength, self-reliance, and bravery, but it also takes time. My uncertain future became a retrospective, encouraging you to also make room for happiness.

      Think of your widow identity as only the time between the death of your husband and the time you intentionally declare it is time to act. Widow Wisdom identifies 7 purposeful actions mindful of your happiness. Whether or not you claim these actions for yourself is up to you, but there is NO DOUBT, at some point you must act! No one else can do it for you. Yes, be hopeful, but also act; it proves your will to live beyond grief.

      Because no two experiences are the same, I have included Reader Invitations for you to reflect on specific stories from you and your husband's life together—places, people, events—and to also reflect on the actions you are willing to take to reinvent your life. Invitations are a way for you to personalize my experiences into your very own. I have also included literature connections that reveal life's truth and speak universally to the human condition.

      Preach! Write! Act! Do anything save to lie down and die!

      Hester Prynne to Rev. Dimmesdale

      The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne

      254

      Hope is the thing with feathers

      that perches in the soul,

      and sings the tune without the words,

      and never stops at all,

      And sweetest in the gale is heard;

      And sore must be the storm

      That could abash the little bird

      That kept so many warm.

      I’ve heard it in the chillest land,

      And on the strangest sea;

      Yet, never, in extremity,

      It asked a crumb of me.

      by Emily Dickinson

      CHAPTER 2

      REMEMBERING OUR

      STORIES

      Call him Adam.

      I knew that I wanted to be happy again. For that to manifest, I resignedly accepted I had to create changes in my life. This sounds like an abandonment of the love and shared life with Adam,

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