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A Test of Loyalty

A Mechanicsville Book

Laurie Stewart

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Copyright © 2015 by Laurie Stewart

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ISBN: 9781508094746

TABLE OF CONTENTS

CHAPTER ONE

CHAPTER TWO

CHAPTER THREE

CHAPTER FOUR

CHAPTER FIVE

CHAPTER SIX

CHAPTER SEVEN

CHAPTER EIGHT

CHAPTER NINE

CHAPTER TEN

CHAPTER ELEVEN

CHAPTER TWELVE

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

For my Mom, who always believed I could do it.

For the love of my life, Jim, for giving me the courage to do t.

For all my friends who kept bugging me to do it.

This one’s for you.

Laurie stewart, 2015

CHAPTER ONE

Beginnings

Samantha

WE MOVED ON A Saturday in late August. I hated the place from the moment the U-Haul pulled up. I couldn’t believe how filthy it was; there was graffiti everywhere, even on the steps. At the bottom, they sunk into the ground leaving a quarter step on one side and a half on the other. I imagined they kept going down past the ground all the way to hell.

The nightmare continued when my Mom and I went up to see the apartment. It took up half the second floor but the layout was shitty. I mean, there were two doors, but both opened into the same hall, one near each of the stairwells. If the hall was ever on fire, we were screwed.

Mom started looking at the kitchen and I could hear her muttering about how dirty everything was. You could tell that the last people living there didn’t clean anything before they left. I’m not even sure they ever cleaned the bathroom. It was too gross for words. I decided that if Mom wanted me to clean it, I wanted one of those contamination suits and a flamethrower.

Just across the hall was the door to what was to be my room. It was way too small; I didn’t think I could fit in half my stuff. I just wanted to cry, why did everything have to go wrong just as I started the last year of school? It was supposed to be my best year, a senior, maybe on the student council, maybe Prom Queen. Instead I was stuck in a ghetto, well, as close as Ottawa gets to one, anyway.

It started two months ago, when Dad lost his job at some investment firm. He was a manager of some sort . I tried asking what he did once and he talked for an hour trying to explain it to me. At the end I still had no idea. Maybe if he could communicate better, then we wouldn’t have ended up moving from our house in Rockcliffe, with its in-ground pool, and basement games room, to this dump off Mechanicsville. You can tell by the name that it’s not the most prestigious area of town, not even as good as Chinatown or Little Italy. At least they have cool stores and good ethnic restaurants. Mechanicsville just has cruddy bars and street fights and sirens every night. Needless to say, I hate it here. So does Mom. I hear her and Dad fighting sometimes, when they think I’m asleep.

But I was damned if I’d be seen crying when Dad yelled up the stairs at us to start carrying stuff in. I might be the man of the house, but I’m not going to do it all. I guess he was accepting his ‘limitations as a human being’ or some other excuse he learned from those stupid talk shows. I hated the way he talked after he got fired. He was so weak, so useless. And on the one day we were supposed to make a good impression? It was so embarrassing.

Two hours later, I was hot, tired, dusty and sick to death of moving. As I trudged down the steps for one more box, a girl pushed herself off the truck where she’d been lounging. She was smoking; something I’d rarely seen someone my age do in public. She had waist length black hair with hot pink streaks, and was wearing jeans with holes at the knees. But these weren’t fashion a la mode holes; they were more like I can’t afford new jeans holes. I don’t give a shit for your opinion holes. She was probably the coolest person I’d ever seen. Forget the Holy Spirit, I had my Holey Jeans.

A couple of her friends were standing on the sidewalk by the truck, looking at me like I was a bug under a microscope. And not a very interesting bug, at that.

You shouldn’t be leaning on the truck, my dad won’t like it. I couldn’t believe I just said that. I sounded so geeky. As she stood up from the truck, she gave me a challenging look that invited a fight. I figured she could clean the street with me, so I changed my tone fast.

Hi. We’re just moving in.

The girls rolled their eyes while Holey Jeans just continued staring. No shit, Sherlock, she sneered. Behind me I could hear Dad’s footsteps coming toward the door. He’d be out here any second, and would freak if he saw them touching the rented truck. He was adamant that we couldn’t afford to pay for any repairs, not the tiniest scratch.

I guess the girls heard him too, because Holey Jeans flicked her still burning cigarette at my face and stepped onto the sidewalk. She curled her lip at my involuntary flinch. Then she leaned in close to me and whispered silkily.

Watch your step, daddy’s girl because if you make a wrong move, I’ll cut your pretty face. Not that I needed convincing but one of her crew added, She’s done it before, even did time for assaulting some skank. The smoke-filled air still lingered as the girls moved away. My Dad arrived just as the last of the odour wafted off. He stood beside me, proudly smiling and watched the girls walking away. Gee, I didn’t mean to scare away your new friends, but I’m sure they’ll be back. He was grinning as he said this, but I shuddered. I was afraid he was right.

Supper that night was greasy pizza, not like the ones we usually made ourselves, with fresh tomatoes and basil, and Mom’s homemade sauce. It came from some corner, hole in the wall place, with a foreign sounding name. What could a guy named Abdul know about pizza anyway?

My mom tried to make the best of it, acting like it was an adventure, but I could see she was unhappy. So could Dad, he kept making stupid jokes, trying to make us laugh. But they all fell flat. Finally, we just went to bed.

I sat in my room, trying not to cry. I missed my friends, I missed my computer; I missed everything about our old house. I hated my Dad for it, he was feeling bad already, but how could he get fired like that? And calling it downsizing, and saying it wasn’t his fault didn’t make it better. He was still out of a job, and then there was that stupid lawsuit. What was he thinking, putting the house up as a retainer on a lawsuit he might win?

The next day was, Sunday, we went to the closest church for Mass. Half of the service was in Italian, and I couldn’t understand a thing. Mom looked vaguely humiliated; I guess she figured that she should’ve known it wasn’t a regular English speaking church from the name La Vita de Santa Maria de Conceptione. There were only a couple of other teenagers there, about ninety percent of the people looked to be over ninety years old. And they were all dressed like someone in a movie, the women all in black with scarves over their hair and the men in dark suits and ties. We sure looked out of place, Mom in her favourite pink skirt suit and Dad in a polo shirt and khakis. Me, I just wore a look of acute embarrassment.

Afterwards the priest was waiting on the steps to greet everyone; he seemed very surprised to see us. He started off talking to Dad in what sounded like excited Italian, and then awkwardly switched to English at our befuddled looks. He so genuinely seemed happy to have new parishioners that Dad found himself promising to attend next week as well. And to try to get to the special Mass on Thursday for a Mrs. Bonavista who was in the hospital.

We walked up Preston Street looking for a place we could have lunch, and finally settled on a pub. Dad wasn’t thrilled to have me in a drinking establishment, but I was fascinated. The beer menu was twice as big as the food menu! Of course, the amount of beer that I was allowed to have was the same as home: none.

The rest of the day was spent trying to fit a four-bedroom house into a two-bedroom apartment. Dad tried to joke that at least he didn’t need to set up his office for awhile, but I could see that he was unhappy about it. I couldn’t feel sorry for him; I was too busy hating him for doing this to us.

After supper, I went outside for a bit of air. My parents were not fighting. You know, not fighting in that tense, set your teeth on edge, kind of way. I’d had enough of that and just wanted some quiet that wasn’t so loud.

I didn’t get it. Holey Jeans and her friends were back. They were sharing a beer back and forth. I tried to ease past them nonchalantly, but they shifted just enough to bock my path. Holey jeans finished the bottle with a long swallow, and waved it in a vaguely threatening way in my direction.

Where are you going, daddy’s girl? The others watched with sly interest to see what I would do.

Nowhere. How stupid did that sound? Did I sound like I thought they were going nowhere? That this place was nowhere? I had to add, Just thought I’d look around the neighbourhood.

You wanna look around this shit-hole? What for, a way out? The speaker was a wispy looking girl with a vaguely foreign look to her.

My mom would’ve said that she was anorexic but I thought she was beautiful. I couldn’t seem to find a word to say to Wispy, so I just shrugged.

Holey Jeans got my attention back with a wave of the empty bottle. It wasn’t anywhere near my head but I still flinched. Weak.

So, what’s your name Miss ‘too-good-to-be-here?

I did feel I was too good for this place, but