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    Soulless: Letters to a Narcissist
    Soulless: Letters to a Narcissist
    Soulless: Letters to a Narcissist
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    Soulless: Letters to a Narcissist

    By Rowan Knight

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    The eternal quest for love can lead to happiness and pain at the same time. It seems like all the joys of life come with a price when we open our heart. But there isn’t any challenge that is too big when our soul isn’t too small, and it’s in love that we truly test our limitations. In our aspiration to experience love, we fight

    LanguageEnglish
    Publisher22 Lions Bookstore
    Release dateSep 12, 2019
    ISBN9781087800776
    Soulless: Letters to a Narcissist
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    Rowan Knight

    Biography ??Rowan Knight (pseudonym) is an author of psychological thrillers, fantasy novels and poetry. His books describe relationships with characters that are usually narcissistic, psychopathic or sociopathic. His stories are particularly known for the unpredictable twists and unexpected endings presented. His books have been featured on the Best Selling Lists of Amazon, Kobo and Apple.Biografia ??Rowan Knight (pseudônimo) é um autor de thrillers psicológicos, aventuras e poesia. Seus livros descrevem relações com personagens geralmente narcisistas, psicopatas ou sociopatas. Suas histórias são particularmente conhecidas pelas reviravoltas imprevisíveis e finais inesperados apresentados. Seus livros foram classificados nas listas de mais vendidos da Amazon, Kobo e Apple.

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      Soulless - Rowan Knight

      1st Letter - You’re Included in a Choice

      06 October 2009 - 16 :29

      I made a choice in life and, because of that, I was put in the most suitable place I should be. I have no doubt about it. For the first time in my life, the path that I have to take is very clear. But I'm refusing to walk it because I like having fun in my own illusions and abilities. And so, everyday, I get lessons that cut my ego by its roots. Like I've said before, I lived too fast. That was my life philosophy – to experience and expand. But, of course, sometimes we burn out, if we live like this. Other times, we have to use people in order to achieve what we want faster. Either way, I was playing a game that isn’t mine. But now I reached what could be a new path, after obtaining everything I wanted and know everything I desired.

      Everything that is happening, since I arrived to this country, is making me confront myself. But this is happening in a very clear way, as it’s all connected to the exact part of me that needs change the most.

      You are definitely part of that change. So, you should never feel sorry for nothing. We are what we are and things should be as they should be. Sometimes our role in someone else's life happens in a way that we couldn’t predict. Sometimes we are taught by those we should be teaching. And other times, we experience in-between events what we call real experiences. So I never refuse myself anything that I believe I should accept. That is why I like so much to talk to others. I'm never exactly talking. That's why I'm easily stopped, if I'm led into dead-end subjects. And when I write anything, like this letter, the same thing happens. I'm not just talking by myself but creating bridges and exchanging emotions, among other things I should not say.

      If sometimes I look unpredictable or strange to you, that is only because my life experience as taught me to do that in order to live life more peacefully. The truth is that I treasure people that can express themselves freely. So I feel myself attracted to things that just are what they are. That is also how I like to be.

      I hope we can talk more often. It's interesting when you repeat what I say or answer before me things that I thought only I knew.

      Yesterday you smashed me against a wall of dead-end conversation. Because you didn't say from the beginning why you wanted to talk about religion, and I never cared about what people are thinking, becoming usually focused on myself. After that experience, I could not tune-in again so easily, but that's ok. I value silence as much as conversations. Sometimes I speak for hours without a break. Other times I like to be alone. And sometimes I also like to be in silence among others. But since I came to this country I'm not so much like this anymore, I just follow whatever happens. And yes, just like animals live. So, it is kind of easy to smash me against walls, as I just don't care about the future anymore. Things keep happening, and certainly much more will, as I'm only here for three weeks. But I play with other rules,...  and because I should not say more for now, please answer when you can! When you wish to talk, just call me! And next time, try to have normal things to drink at home like orange juice, and not vinegar!

      2nd Letter - Why I Don’t Understand You

      06 October 2009 - 20 :30

      I don't quite understand why you describe yesterday’s nigh as a weird situation, as you didn't spoke too much. Everything you said was very normal to me. I just didn't know that you know what you know. But if you had told be before, I wouldn’t speak anything and I would probably not freeze as I did. I would just be happy for that and keep talking, as I don't see anything strange in everything you have said.

      Some things that you said, I have already realized it before. That's why I was joking with you all the time. I wasn’t sure if you knew yourself enough. Most people don't. So I approach what is positive in this way. But I can also see everyone’s weaknesses. I just don't touch them.

      I believe that you live in a big castle that you don't want to leave, and that's ok. Just don't use your immense intelligence in a negative form of actions and thoughts. That is what scares me in you. I'm afraid of fear, especially in very smart and capable people. And you have fears in you. Let them go! Or at least try, when you're with me, please!

      3th Letter - You Shouldn’t Assume

      10 October 2009 - 14 :34

      It's definitely much more interesting to see your emails next to you. I'm glad my internet connection was not working this morning.

      I'm not afraid of you. Well, not in the way you mention. I'm ironic in most of the things I say and I put too much energy on the words. Don't take it so seriously. I'm just an artist, crazy in the way I feel and express. I like you the way you are. If you pretend to be someone different, I'll feel uncomfortable and avoid you. I just never expected to find someone like you in my life. I'm paying back a big value for this experience. That's why it's being so hard on me. I didn’t expect it.

      As I've told you, I came to this country to play stupid with life, not to have my spirit completely burned to ashes. That is what is happening in many different ways. I feel like I'm burning from inside. And I'm trying to deal with this the best way I can. But I feel trapped most of the times. That's why I feel pain. I’ve learned to live life in a completely different way, and so, for me, all this experience here, you including, feels like a rebirth. I feel like I'm dying at the same time. Don't take it personally. Be what you want to be, feel what you want to feel and say what you want to say! What concerns me, is for me and only me to solve. So, let it burn!

      I like you very much and I love our conversations. Don't assume so many things! But say whatever you want! I'm addicted to experience. So, don't worry about me. I hope I don't make you feel bad in any way. Sorry if I do stupid things sometimes. I'm just lost. I've played too many games and now things are happening to me in a very strong way. It's easier for you if you to just think that I'm crazy.

      My house is a mess, just like my head right now. So I don't know when I’ll be ready to invite you for a tea. You must wait!

      4th Letter - Misinterpretations

      13 October 2009 - 02 :02

      I forgot my work at your place, but it’s dangerous if I go to your house in the morning or afternoon. I won’t be able to leave easily again. So, I'll just try not to forget it tomorrow night.

      Sorry for the kiss at the front door, but I merely took yours in our first time like this as an open path. Either way, I think it doesn't

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