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From New York Times and USA Today bestselling author Michael Prescott, author of FINAL SINS and SHATTER, comes a relentless and explosive thriller.
The people of Tuskett, California, sense something wrong with the man who comes striding out of the Mojave, the man with icy blue eyes. Something unnatural, like a prayer recited backward or a cross hung upside down.
Something evil.
Then darkness falls, draping the sleepy desert town like a burial shroud, and in the night shadows the man called Kane goes to work.
And his work is death ...
A motion picture adaptation of KANE is currently in development with Canadian production company Unstable Ground.
Michael Prescott
Michael Prescott was born and raised in New Jersey and attended Wesleyan University, majoring in film studies. After college, he moved to Los Angeles to pursue a career as a screenwriter. In 1986 he sold his first novel, and has gone on to pen six thrillers under the name Brian Harper and ten books as Michael Prescott. He has sold more than one million print copies and is finding a large new audience through e-books. Fan-favorite character Abby Sinclair, the “stalker’s stalker” first introduced in The Shadow Hunter, has since appeared in three more books.
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Kane - Michael Prescott
KANE
Michael Prescott
writing as Douglas Borton
www.michaelprescott.net
Table of Contents
Dedication
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From the author ...
AUTHOR’S NOTE
Books by Michael Prescott
For Jeanine Basinger and John Frazer
A teacher affects eternity; he can never tell where his influence stops.
—Henry Brooks Adams
1
Where the desert met the sky, there was a man.
A tall man dressed in black, a distant figure shimmering like a mirage behind a tremulous curtain of heat. He was out there alone, and he was walking slowly, deliberately, crossing the bleak stretches of gray shale and alkaline sand, coming toward the town.
At first, he’d been no more than a smudge on the landscape, a wavering shadow amid the ghost flowers and the skeletonweed, like the shadow of a hawk cast by the westering sun; but there had been no hawk. There had been only the shadow, creeping over the pinkish, blistered desert soil that looked so much like sunburnt, peeling skin, moving closer, ever closer, until at last it resolved itself into a human form, tall and dark, smoky with distance, but unmistakable now.
At the corner of his service station, Bill Needham leaned against the Coke machine and watched.
Bill Needham had inherited two things from his father—a long, angular, oddly pinched face and the service station. Of the two, only the latter had proved to be of any real value; and as the years had slipped by and the town had emptied out, there had been fewer tanks to be filled, less work to do, until finally things had reached the point where, on a good day, Bill was lucky to see three cars in his place.
Still, he showed up for work every morning at nine sharp and hung around till eight at night—seven thirty in the summertime—just like in the old days. The old days.
God, he hated to think of it that way. A man shouldn’t be nostalgic at thirty-two; it wasn’t natural. Shouldn’t be idle, either, but he couldn’t help that part of it. He would sit in his office all day, listening to the whir of the air conditioner in the window, riffling through the pages of a magazine or a paperback book while the daytime programs flickered on his black-and-white portable. Whenever a car did pull in, he attended to it with anxious concern, checking under the hood, squeegeeing the windshield, wiping the tires with a damp cloth, and making conversation to pass the time.
What little money he made was mostly in repair jobs, which he did from time to time when his services were needed, everything from tune-ups to body work. His customers were all local people, the folks he’d known for years, the handful of diehards who hadn’t drifted away like tumbleweeds over the horizon.
He got no other business. No passersby, no travelers, no truckers. No outsiders ever passed through this town, not anymore. Nobody ever came here.
But it looked like somebody was coming now.
Bill Needham squinted, shading his eyes against the sun that had set the western sky aflame. He’d first caught sight of the man about twenty minutes ago, at seven o’clock, when he came out to get a soda from the Coke machine. The machine was the old-fashioned kind that coughed up bottles, not cans. Bill liked that; he appreciated the coldness of a bottle’s frosted glass against his hand. He stood there sipping his Coke and looking at nothing, and that was when he saw what he had thought was a shadow, but was not. He’d been watching ever since, studying the man’s progress. Once, when he’d finished the soda, he turned away briefly to deposit the bottle in a garbage pail full of empties; when he turned back, he half-expected to find that the man had vanished like the mirage he was; but he was still there.
And getting closer, closer by the minute. But not hurrying. No, just sort of ambling along, nice and easy, taking his sweet time about it. Strolling, you might say. Strolling through the southern Mojave, where the mercury on this mid-July day brushed a hundred fifteen, where the air was so dry it cut your skin like a fine spray of glass and your body would cry out in an agony of thirst after a half hour or so. The man didn’t seem to mind. Didn’t even seem to notice.
Things were quiet in the service station, as they nearly always were nowadays. There was no sound save a low, rhythmic slapping, the sound of Johnny playing paddleball. Johnny was Todd Hanson’s boy, grown to sixteen years, tall, gangly, and slack-jawed, all knees and elbows; with school out for the summer, he’d taken to hanging around at the gas station, for no reason Bill could guess. That paddleball game was his sole diversion. Bill had his back to the boy at the moment, but he could picture Johnny flicking his wrist, staring with hypnotized fascination at the small rubber ball as it struck the paddle again and again. Thwack. Thwack. Thwack.
He blinked a bead of sweat out of his eye and felt it run down his cheek, dancing briefly like a drop of water on a hot griddle, evaporating in the next instant, a victim of the heat and the dryness that sucked the moisture right out of your skin.
The man was perhaps a mile from town. He was tall and lean, long-boned and thin-shouldered, a skeleton man. He wore a hat of some kind, wide-brimmed, battered, and dark, throwing his face into shadow. A rectangular hump loomed on his shoulders; it looked like a backpack. A long black coat fell from his shoulders to well below the knees, enfolding him like bat wings. Black boots tramped the sand in a slow, steady march.
Johnny,
Bill said, his voice low. The boy, intent on the game, didn’t hear. Hey, Johnny.
He raised his voice a fraction. Come over here, will you.
He heard Johnny give the ball one more bounce. Then there was a low crunching of footfalls, which stopped at his side. Bill kept his eyes on the man.
See that?
he asked quietly.
There was no answer, but he knew that the boy had seen what he saw, that he was staring at it and was held by it, just as he himself was.
The Coke machine rattled briefly, then fell silent.
After a long moment Johnny cleared his throat. Car broke down,
he said matter-of-factly.
Bill had already considered that possibility. He shook his head. No road out there.
He jerked his thumb toward the other end of town. Highway’s that direction.
He heard the rubber ball bounce at the end of its elastic band. Thwack. Thwack.
Got lost,
Johnny said.
Don’t look lost. Don’t even look tired.
He’s prospecting something. Digging up Indian bones.
Not exactly dressed for it.
Well, then ... what?
I don’t know.
Silence.
Bill kept watching the man. He was almost afraid to look away. Afraid that if he did, even for a split second, the man might vanish like a mirage.
The man walked on, moving inexorably closer. Now he was perhaps three-quarters of a mile away. Heat rippled over him like waves of distortion in a sheet of glass.
So,
Johnny said, you think we ought to go pick him up?
Bill took a moment to think it over. And as he did, he felt something, something that started as a coldness in his gut, then moved through him, shivering up his spine, shimmying down his legs, and set his skin tingling with gooseflesh. For the first time since he’d thrown out the Coke bottle, he let his eyes wander from the vision in the desert. Suddenly he didn’t mind if that man vanished like smoke.
His gaze dropped to his hands, hanging at his sides. They were shaking.
He drew a long, deep breath, feeling the brittle air scrape his throat. Slowly he raised his eyes again. He looked toward the horizon.
The man was still there. He hadn’t winked out like a dream. He was just walking along, same as before, in that same slow, regular, oddly stiff-legged gait. Nearer now. Closing in.
So he was real, then. No apparition, no fancy born of heat waves and dust devils. Only a man. Well, there was no reason to be afraid of a man.
But all of a sudden, Bill knew he was afraid. Because when he looked at that man out there alone in the desert, that man all dressed in black, he saw something more than a man. He saw death.
No,
Bill Needham said softly. No, I don’t think we should pick him up.
***
Tuskett, California, was a little town dying by the side of an untraveled road. It sprawled under a mesh of high-tension wires, a checkerboard of closed shops and homes with shuttered windows, of mesquite bushes crawling over trailers streaked with rust-colored dust, of peeling paint and skin, of the mingled smells of sweat and kerosene. A small, forgotten, ugly town. Sixty miles to the west lay San Bernardino; twenty miles to the east was the Arizona border. Where Tuskett was, there was nothing.
The road, a weary strip of cracked macadam sprouting weeds in the double yellow, hadn’t always been empty of traffic. Once it had carried smiling young families in Ford station wagons, setting out to see America with their backseats full of squealing laughter and Mickey Mouse ears; and truckers tooling along in their big diesel rigs with Ernest Tubb and Hank Williams singing songs of the workingman on the AM radio; and restless men with cigarettes in their mouths and the unfamiliar feel of civilian clothes against their skin, moving west to find jobs in Southern California, where everything was possible. Each day some of them stopped off in Tuskett for a bite to eat or a road map or a cup of java. A few stayed forever. Most moved on. They kept the town alive, even thriving, in those days when it seemed that the line of cars stretching to the horizon would never end.
But all that was long ago, ancient history, lost to memory ever since the interstates. Now traffic flowed along concrete arteries called Route 10 and Route 40 and Route 15, soulless things, and the back roads were forgotten, and the little town of Tuskett was left to bake in the broiling sun, clinging to its patch of dirt like a hardy desert plant, withering slowly.
Viewed from a height, Tuskett was a perfect square, divided from north to south by a single thoroughfare, Joshua Street, named after the row of Joshua trees that lined its western side. The surviving business establishments were strung between the corpses of dead stores with boarded-up windows and untended lawns gone to seed. Here you could find Charlie Grain’s coffee shop and Dick Lewis’ barbershop and the police department, where Lew Hannah worked part-time as police chief, when he wasn’t minding his grocery store.
Four side streets, unimaginatively numbered First, Second, Third, and Fourth, crisscrossed Joshua Street at regular intervals. Houses lined the streets, mainly prefab, single-story units with flat roofs and aluminum-siding walls and one-and-a-half baths, the kind of things that had gone up in such great numbers after the war, during Tuskett’s brief, heady boom. Most stood empty now, their front walks split into webworks of jagged cracks like dry riverbeds, their yards overgrown with shepherd’s purse and dogbane. Faded For Sale signs poked their heads out of thickets of weeds with stupid, stubborn optimism.
Tuskett’s southern border was defined by the road that had been its lifeline. The road had had a name once, but it was long forgotten; the Old Road, folks simply called it now. Billboards stood along the roadside, their messages peeling off in ragged tatters.NEEDHAM’S SERVICE STATION, one sign warned, LAST FUEL FOR THIRTY MILES; a huge yellow arrow pointed toward Joshua Street like the finger of God. WELCOME TO TUSKETT, CALIFORNIA—another billboard greeted the empty blacktop—YOUR OASIS IN THE DESERT.
Just east of town, not far from the billboards, lay the dump, a pile of rusted automobiles and tin cans and yellowed newspapers smoking in the heat, where down through the years Tuskett’s children had been warned not to play.
At the town’s four corners, there were four landmarks, each with its own story to tell. To the southeast, at the tip of Joshua Street, lay a trailer park, which had once been crowded with homes and life; most of the trailers had been hitched up and driven off long ago, but a few stayed, as if rooted in place. To the southwest, opposite the trailer park, stood the Tuskett Inn, a motel that had done a fine business in the old days; it had been shut down ten years ago, and for a few years after that, kids had gone there on restless summer nights to throw stones through the windows and scrawl messages on the walls, but now all the windows were busted and nearly all the kids were gone. To the northeast lay the town’s only church, open to all denominations and all faiths, its little congregation shepherded by the Reverend Chester Ewes, who had a framed certificate of graduation from the Sacred Heart Divinity School on the wall of his office and a golden statuette of the crucified Christ on his desk. And to the northwest was Bill Needham’s service station, his father’s legacy.
But the town’s greatest landmark was located in its exact center, like a bull’s-eye. It was a water tower, six stories high, which loomed over Joshua Street like one of the three-legged Martian war machines in that Orson Welles Halloween show. In years past, kids had been known to climb up there, though naturally it was forbidden; from the roof you got a fine view of the town, the road, and the desert stretching to the matte-blue outline of the Sheep Hole Mountains fifteen miles to the southwest.
There was little to do in Tuskett except watch the time pass, and there was precious little reason to stay; but there were those—fewer each year—who did stay, though they couldn’t have said why. On this Tuesday evening in mid-July, the town’s population numbered twenty-three. Twenty-three people who still called Tuskett their home. People who’d lived most of their lives here, and who, in most cases, expected to die here as well.
They had stayed, and they got by, living their quiet lives, adjusting the tempo of their days to the slow crawl of the shadows across the desert floor, marking time by the beat of ceiling fans; they rose with the sun, they talked with friends, they sweated out the heat of the afternoon, and they retired to their beds, another day gone; and on summer nights, in the heat and stillness, the older folk among them would lie awake and listen for the hum of traffic on the Old Road, the traffic that would never come again.
***
It was nearly eight o’clock, and Johnny had gone home for supper about twenty minutes ago, but Bill Needham, who lived alone and had no supper waiting, had stuck around, held by curiosity.
The man was still coming. He hadn’t changed direction or altered his course in the slightest. It seemed almost as if he were headed straight for the spot where Bill stood, still leaning against the Coke machine, his position unchanged from half an hour before. As if he’d come out of the desert, out of all those trackless miles of waste, out of nowhere and nothingness, simply to get to this one place and this one time. Bill thought of that, and for a crazy moment he was sure that it really was death he was seeing, the Reaper, old Mr. Bones himself, striding out of the dusk-mottled sky to carry him away.
He shook his head.
The man was nothing to be scared of. He was just some outdoors type, maybe not quite right in the head, who got his kicks hiking through the desert. Bill had read somewhere about a guy who’d walked across the continent and back again, just for the fun of it. Maybe that was the story here too. Maybe.
Except he knew it wasn’t.
He waited.
The man reached the edge of town, where Joshua Street began. He walked down the middle of the street, still moving slowly, cautiously, as if testing the ground with each step. He paid no attention to the service station or to Bill Needham. He just kept walking, his eyes fixed straight ahead, his boots crunching on the blistered pavement. It seemed that he wasn’t aiming to take Bill with him to the beyond, after all; he was just walking on by.
Bill almost let him go. He had no real desire to talk with this man, to trade pleasantries and shake hands. But, hang it all, he was curious. He wanted to know just what this fellow was up to, what had brought him here, and from where. And besides, it just plain wasn’t natural for a man to stroll out of a hundred miles of desert and pass by the first human being he’d seen in hours or days, with not so much as a sidewise glance.
Bill took a breath, then called out, Hello.
The man stopped. He turned, swinging his whole body around in one slow, sure pivot. He stood motionless, staring at Bill Needham from ten feet away, and Bill stared back, and a long moment passed that way, while a gust of wind sent pebbles pinging noisily against the gas pumps on the service island.
For the first time, Bill could see the man clearly. On his head he wore a cowboy hat, blotchy with dust and sweat, strapped loosely to his chin by a cowhide lanyard. The packsack’s straps were looped over his shoulders and under his armpits; the sack itself bulged in odd places and sagged ponderously in a way that suggested weight. His black coat draped him nearly from head to toe, its hem all but brushing the ground; the coat was soiled, its pockets tattered, its original shape lost to time and wear; it hung on his gaunt frame like a bed sheet on a hat rack.
The coat was unbuttoned, exposing a black denim shirt in the western-yoke style, open at the neck but loosely laced across the chest by a leather thong strung through ragged eyelets. His belt was faded rawhide, bowing a little under the weight of a large brass buckle, green with age. His pants were black corduroy, patched at the knees. His boots, it appeared, were snakeskin. Rattlesnake, from the look of them, though it was hard to tell plainly, since they’d been dyed jet black.
Bill lifted his gaze and gave the man’s face a good hard stare. He was beardless and pale. His eyes were sunken, lost in the black recesses of their sockets. His nose was a blade-sharp wedge. His mouth was a thin bloodless line. Tri-cornered shadows lived in the hollows under jutting cheekbones. His hair was close-cropped, largely concealed under the hat, with only a few stray yellowish wisps plastered across his high unlined forehead like bits of straw. He looked to be about thirty, though it was hard to say; he showed no visible signs of age, yet there was no youthfulness in him, no faintest echo of childhood.
He made no reply.
Hot one today,
Bill said.
The man turned to look at the town before him. Bill watched his profile, the hawk nose and narrow, angular jaw in semi-silhouette against the purple sky.
What is this place?
the man asked in a low voice, a gravelly whisper that made Bill think, absurdly, of the first spadeful of dirt on a casket.
Tuskett.
He kept his own voice even, although suddenly his heart was racing and his mouth was dry and that awful coldness in his gut was back. Ever hear of it?
The man shook his head. He stared off into the distance, where the handful of homes and shops lay scattered under a sprinkling of stars.
How many people?
he asked.
Twenty-three.
The man made a sound like a chuckle.
May not look like much,
Bill added, feeling a sudden need to defend his town against this man, this outsider. But we like it. Quiet, you know. No crime here. No hassles. You don’t even need to lock your door at night. There’s none of this crazy stuff you hear about in New York and LA. There’s nobody running guns, or shooting heroin, or doing dope, although not long ago Rile Cady did catch Johnny Hanson, Todd’s boy, out in the desert with a jug of Night Train apple wine and his dad’s pistol, shooting at the sky ...
His voice trailed off as he realized he was talking too much. Nervousness, maybe. Or maybe not. There was something disquieting about this man, something that made you want to talk, need to talk, to tell all you knew.
He took another breath, long and slow, drawing in a lungful of the parched Mojave air. So what brings you here?
The man looked at him. Nothing.
Planning to stay?
No.
Just passing through?
Yes.
A smile flicked at a corner of his mouth, quick as a lizard’s tongue. Passing through.
I notice,
Bill said, while his heart thudded louder in his ears, you’re wearing a pack. Hiking across country, maybe? Seeing the sights?
The man lifted his head a fraction, catching the last rays of the sun; and for the first time Bill looked into his eyes. They were ice-blue, with half-closed lids and spiderwork patterns of wrinkles at the edges, and they were cold, so cold, arctic cold. They seemed to look inside you and see the fear twisting your gut like acid. They seemed to see too much.
You ask a lot of questions,
the man said. Guess you’d like to know just who I am and what I’m doing here.
Bill tightened his grip on the Coke machine, feeling the cool, hard steel. He held on to it as his knees trembled and slow currents of fear rippled through his body. He licked his lips. Yes, sir. I believe I would.
Then I’ll tell you,
the man said. That half-smile flicked again, a twitch playing at the edge of his mouth. I’m paying a visit. A visit to Tuskett, California, population twenty-three, where there’s no crime, no hassles, where you don’t even need to lock your door at night. You see, I’ve been looking for this town. Been looking a long time.
Thought you said you’d never heard of it.
Haven’t.
A real smile this time. Chipped teeth, pale gums. Been looking, just the same.
Bill took a step back. He was cold all over now. There was something in that smile, something he didn’t want to see.
What’s your name?
Bill asked, his voice suddenly hoarse.
Kane.
The word was clipped, toneless, a single tick of the clock.
Bill swallowed. His head moved a little in time with the hard snap of his Adam’s apple.
I don’t think you’re welcome here, Mr. Kane.
Kane laughed, a soft, dark sound like the trickle of molasses or of blood. No,
he said. I don’t suppose I am.
He turned and walked on, down the street, into the gathering night. Bill Needham watched him go.
***
Jenny Kirk splashed half a jar of Ragu into the saucepan, then chopped up three tomatoes, two green peppers, and an onion, and stirred them into the sauce. That, at least, was one advantage of working at Lew Hannah’s grocery store; she got to take home fresh produce every day, and because Lew was a sweetheart, it was always on the house.
The big disadvantage, on the other hand, was that the store stayed open till six thirty on summer evenings, and then she had to help with the sweeping-up, which wasn’t part of the job, but she couldn’t let poor old Lew do it all by himself. So she rarely made it home before seven fifteen, rarely got dinner on the table before quarter of eight. Not that she minded for herself, but it wasn’t healthy for a growing boy—and growing so darn fast—to eat so late. She remembered how, a year ago. Tommy had come down with stomach cramps and gas pains from waiting too long between meals; ever since, she had been sure to leave him a snack in the fridge, maybe half a sandwich or a chicken leg. Not the ideal solution, but the best she could manage. She had learned long ago that compromise was the key to survival in circumstances like hers. And she was a survivor. She and Tommy both.
The sauce bubbled and simmered on the stove. She tasted it and rated it passable. Well, she made no claims to being a master chef, but Tommy didn’t seem to mind, and he was the one she was cooking for. If it had been just for her alone, she probably would have lived off TV dinners.
She stirred a colander’s worth of spaghetti into the sauce, then ladled the mixture onto two plates, heavy china plates with columbine and ivy embroidered in bluish patterns around the edges. The plates had been a wedding present from Lew and Ellyn Hannah, the only wedding present she and Mike had received. She had been using them ever since. Sometimes, when she looked into their enameled shine, she saw her own face, not as she was now, but as she had been then, a young woman—a girl, really—with all of life’s possibilities open and reaching out to her like an outstretched hand. There had been six plates to the set; now there were five; a few years ago, she had dropped one and watched it shatter on the kitchen floor, and there was something about that sunburst of china shards that had made her cry.
She blinked, wondering why she should choose tonight to be remembering that. She had been in a funny kind of mood all day, feeling sad and vaguely apprehensive. She shrugged. Maybe her period was coming early.
Tommy,
she said, not raising her voice too much, because it was a small house, and in small houses there was no need to shout. Supper.
A clatter of racing footfalls answered her. Tommy Kirk, eight years old, bedraggled, perpetually flushed with excitement and out of breath, stood in the kitchen doorway.
Mom, after supper, can I go out and play?
We’ll see how late it gets.
Just for a little while.
We’ll see.
He heaved a huge sigh, a sigh that was almost too big for him to handle. Without needing to be told, he went to the refrigerator, filled two glasses with milk from a plastic jug, and carried them to the kitchen table,
Have you washed your hands yet?
Jenny inquired as she sprinkled the spaghetti with Parmesan cheese.
Huh-uh.
Do it, pal.
Both sides?
Palms ’n’ knuckles. Make ’em shine,
He turned on the tap water and thrust his hands briefly under a soapy stream, then dried them on a dish towel.
Hey, Mom,
he said, what did Count Dracula’s mother say to him at dinnertime?
You got me. Take your plate. Careful, it’s hot.
She said, ‘Go on, son. Eat your soup before it clots.’
He laughed. Get it?
Ugh. I get it.
She sat down at the kitchen table opposite him. Where’d you hear that one?
Rile.
That figures.
They ate in silence for a few minutes. The spaghetti was steaming hot, too hot for a summer night; Jenny felt beads of sweat blossom on her face with each bite. She looked down at the vinyl tablecloth, which had once sported a pleasing blue-green checkerboard pattern, but which had faded over the years to a pale, sickly yellow. She thought about how things faded with time. Memories, and youth, and hope. She shook her head, dispelling the thought, and wound another mouthful of spaghetti around her fork. Damn, was she ever in a weird mood tonight.
Tommy was talking again. Rile says he was here before there even was a town. Before it had a name, anyhow. Think so?
He chugged down half his glass of milk, leaving a film of white on his upper lip.
It’s possible, I suppose,
Jenny said. Old Mr. Tuskett put up the water tower in 1921, so I’ve been told. I guess Rile’s old enough to have witnessed that. He would’ve been your age then, or younger. On the other hand, he might just be funning you. He’s been known to do that, on occasion.
He don’t mean no harm.
Doesn’t,
she corrected. Doesn’t mean any harm.
Uh-huh. Like I said.
Jenny pursed her lips. Her son, she often felt, was doomed to grow up illiterate. And there was precious little she could do about it. The nearest school was in Jacob, twenty miles away, and it was a crummy hole of a place, staffed by incompetent teachers nearly as ignorant as their pupils. Still, it was the only school around.
Mom.
Umm.
What’s a rubber?
She looked at him. A what?
A rubber.
Where’d you hear that word?
Johnny Hanson said it. Said you got to wear one when you kiss a girl, or else you catch germs and die.
She almost smiled, but stopped herself, seeing the serious look on his face. When you kiss a girl, huh?
When you make love. That’s kissing, ain’t it?
She did not correct his grammar this time. She spoke carefully. She had made a vow never to lie to him, not even about things like this. Especially about things like this.
No, it’s not kissing. Making love is ... You remember what I told you about sex?
Intercourse?
He still called it that.
Yeah. Well, that’s making love. And a rubber is ... Well, that’s a nasty word for it. What it’s really called is a condom, and it’s made of rubber, and you put it on your ... on your penis.
So you don’t catch germs there?
That’s right. And so the ... the girl doesn’t catch any of your germs, and also so you don’t make a baby.
Huh.
He seemed to have lost interest in the subject.
How’d you happen to get on this subject with Johnny Hanson, anyway?
Tommy shrugged. Just talking. Can I go out and play now?
She looked at his plate, picked clean. She sighed. Okay, but only for an hour or so. I want you back in this house by nine o’clock sharp. You got that?
Got it.
He was gone in a flurry of motion. The screen door banged shut. Jenny sat alone at the kitchen table, finishing her supper and thinking.
So her boy had been talking with Johnny Hanson about making love and wearing rubbers. Well, he’d be doing more than just talking before long. Another few years and he would need advice on that subject, advice she wouldn’t know how to give, advice only a father could supply.
She pushed back her chair, too abruptly, scraping the tile floor. She carried her plate and Tommy’s to the sink. She washed the dishes by hand under a stream of cold water. She kept on running the water and scrubbing the dishes long after they were clean, till her hands were numb from the cold. She thought about that shattered dish, that faded tablecloth. She thought about losing things she loved. She did not know why she was afraid.
***
Kane walked down Joshua Street in the twilight darkness, then turned down Third. He passed rows of houses abandoned to the weeds and the desert dust. In one untended yard, a rusted-out tricycle lay on its side amid a bed of dogbane. The leaves of a desert willow shivered in the breeze, swaying like long tresses of hair. A raven hopped amid a forest of toadstools, cawing grouchily.
Halfway down the street, there was a rare sight, a house that was still a home. A flowerbed lay on the verge of a well-watered lawn, neatly trimmed and weeded, brown in spots but holding out the hope of becoming a carpet of green in the winter months, when the rains fell and the air lost its harsh sandpapery feel.
A mobile of wind chimes hung on the front porch, tinkling unmelodically in gusts of wind. Near the chimes was a sign, gray with age, its hand-printed letters barely legible now. ROOM FOR RENT, it said, INQUIRE WITHIN.
Kane stopped. He stood looking at the sign. He looked at it for a long time. A smile played like a tic at the corner of his mouth. His narrowed eyes glinted, cobalt blue.
He crossed the lawn in long swift strides. He walked through the flowerbed, casually trampling a patch of angel’s trumpets just spreading their petals to take in the night air. He climbed the steps to the porch, his boots sinking briefly into the spongy softness of each wooden plank. He stopped at the front door, where a screen of wire mesh framed a view of the living room.
It was an old person’s room. It had the look and feel, even the musty smell, of age. Antique chairs and coffee tables were arranged at the borders of