"Sorty Makin' a Doctor"
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This memoir strips away the façade to give an honest and insightful look at the human side of one doctor and many of his patients. Laugh, cry, and scratch your head as you journey with this kid from the wrong side of the tracks in Anderson, IN to medical school, residency training, thirty years in clinical medicine, and his transition into a labor of love--coaching high school basketball. You've never met a doctor who encountered wombats and warlords, took a punch in the operating room, competed on American Ninja Warrior, and had a pepper eating contest with a guy called Fat Whore. The events Dr. Smith experienced while dealing with perfectionism, Impostor Syndrome, self-doubt, alcohol abuse, and being tracked by The Hound of Heaven are told with great humor and refreshing candor. Coach Smith's melodic voice is conversational and real. You'll feel like he's having a personal conversation with you to the very last page.
J. Douglas Smith
J.Douglas Smith, M.D. (Dr. Smith/Coach Smith) was born and raised in Anderson, IN. He attended Indiana University for undergraduate studies and medical school. He has been Board Certified in Family Medicine since he completed his residency training at St. Vincent Hospital in Indianapolis, IN in 1989. With his wife Laura, and two daughters, Jeri and Erin, he lives outside Anderson in what he calls the middle of a postcard in Moonsville, IN. His passions include his family, being the best friend he can be, glorifying God by doing the next right thing, and oh yeah...he sort of likes basketball.
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"Sorty Makin' a Doctor" - J. Douglas Smith
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Sorty Makin’ a Doctor
Coach Smith is Sorty a Doctor and Sorty a Coach. He pulls back the curtain to expose that he, like any of us doctors, are ordinary people that have an extraordinary calling. Being a doctor is not who he is or what we are, it is what we do. In a humorous and informative way, he tells stories of mentorship and commitment that would be necessary for the medical field or the basketball court. Many of us who pursued a career in medicine had no idea the path we were going, he gives an honest and spiritual dissection of the mission and professional calling and reveals the effort and tenacity necessary to succeed in medicine, coaching, and life.
Dr. Chuck Dietzen
Pediatric Physiatrist | Keynote Speaker | Award-Winning Author | Global Health Advocate | Motivator | Humanitarian
I am impressed, that while working toward his degree, during his medical training, across different practice settings, and transitioning into coaching, Dr. Smith lived through some incredible experiences that he relates magnificently with humor and total honesty. God’s hand in this transformation of Coach Smith’s life is uplifting for all of us. Be Blessed and inspired!
Kent Benson
President/CEO MKB Consulting, Former NBA Player, Collegiate All-American and National Champion
An amazing chronicle that demonstrates the real truth behind medical education, medical practice, and the joy and heartache of being a doctor. This provocative look into the journey we call medicine revived a lot of memories and rekindled some long hidden emotions for me. This is an enthralling read that you won’t want to put down.
Jeffrey C. Bird, M.D.
President Indiana University Health Ball Memorial Hospital/ Indiana University Health East Central Region
Many people dream about what they would love to do and never quite get started on that path. Doug gives you an up close and personal look into how he actually took action on his dream. Sometimes that needed push comes from someone else’s story. Enjoy Doug’s journey from dream to fulfillment as he lays his out for you here.
Kevin Eastman
International Corporate & Sports Team Speaker, Author of Why the Best Are the Best, Former NBA championship coach and executive
I have so much respect and admiration for Coach Smith’s courage to make a massive pivot late in life and follow his heart. This book is such an enjoyable read!
Alan Stein, Jr.
Author of Raise Your Game: High Performance Secrets from the Best of the Best
A thoughtful reflection on the journey from a rewarding career in medicine to coaching a sport he’s been passionate about since childhood. Dr. Smith offers a genuine reflection on the unexpected rewards that come from listening to your inner voice and following your heart.
Dr. Pete Temple
Author of Playing In The Box: A Practical Guide For Helping Athletes Develop Their Mental Game
An entertaining, heartfelt and honest look at the power of walking away from one dream in order to fulfill another. From Dr. Smith’s blue collar youth, to achieving his med school dream, to the trials and awakening he experienced in private practice, to his secret dream of coaching, this ultimate Indiana University basketball fan’s journey is soul-baring, funny and 100% real.
Sorty Makin’ a Doctor reminds us that life is full of many chapters, and each of us holds the power to write the plot twist that allows us to ascend the next rung.
Daron K. Roberts, J.D.
Former NFL Coach, Keynote Speaker, Author of Call an Audible
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Pen name: Doug Smith
First Edition
Published in 2020
ISBNs
Print: 978-1-7360166-0-2
MOBI: 978-1-7360166-1-9 EPUB: 978-1-7360166-2-6
Publisher: J. Douglas Smith, M.D.
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There are three people in this world who have loved me up and down, and side to side, and I have loved them the same. Laura, Jeri, and Erin without you none of this would have ever been possible; at least, none of it would have been worthwhile.
Table of Contents
Title Page
Foreword
Introduction
Chapter 1. Makin’ a Doctor
Chapter 2. College and Medical School
Chapter 3. We Finally Get to See Patients
Chapter 4. Fire
Chapter 5. Electives
Chapter 6. Internship
Chapter 7. Residency
Chapter 8. Private Practice – The Early Years
Chapter 9. Private Practice – Anderson
Chapter 10. Sorty
a Doctor
Chapter 11. How’s Your Cargo?
Chapter 12. Doing Life
Home with No Call
Moonsville
The Running Ninja
Teacher
Last Call for Alcohol
The Hound of Heaven
Chapter 13. Doctoring at Home
Chapter 14. Express Care
Impostor
Triage
Fishing
Glue
Not always routine...thankfully
Plan for the Future
Chapter 15. Transitioning
Chapter 16. Hillary
Epilogue
Acknowledgments
Author’s Biography
Foreword
Being a physician writer, I’m often honored with the opportunity to take a first dive into the manuscripts of other physicians who, like me, have decided to take a chance by opening their hearts and putting their life stories down in print. Some are motivated to tell a unique story through comedy or tragedy. Some have visions of writing the next great American novel. Others are compelled to draw attention to a situation that they believe needs activism, and sometimes they want to use the written medium to extend their professional influence to educate the public about a novel health threat, a new drug, a fad diet, or an imaginative scheme to fund healthcare.
Then there are those who just want to tell the stories of their lives and singular experiences. They want to leave something behind, a book on the shelf for the people they love — their kids, their families, and their friends. They hope to entertain and educate by detailing joys and heartaches experienced and lessons learned on the many paths walked and roads traveled in an individual lifetime.
Sorty Makin’ a Doctor
is that book. It represents a quiet journey of self-reflection in which Dr. Smith is able to answer his own question of How did I get here?
It will be a rewarding journey through the eyes of a small-town family doc. Dr. Smith entertains and educates as he takes the reader through the maze of his memories from attending medical school, practicing medicine, and finally to becoming a basketball coach. We get a glimpse of the realities of this country, family doctor and the battles he faces with the changing currents of what it takes to be a doctor.
We all know a Dr. Smith, that person whose journey of self-discovery often finds him colliding with the brick walls of his own self-doubt. We see him taking punches that life deals along the way, but somehow always moving forward. We watch as he tries new things and embraces new opportunities. We hear him say as he looks back in the rear view mirror, Yeah, I could have done that better,
and we’re inspired that he harbors no regrets. I am so glad that I got to work with that person, the Dr. Smith who wrote this book, for over twenty years.
In reading his memoir, I found myself feeling jealous. I’m longing for that peaceful yet active resolve, the sense that I have done enough. It got me thinking about my own game, perhaps it is even time for me to just dribble the clock out, take a final shot from the three point line, and call it a day.
Louis M. Profeta, M.D.
Emergency Physician, Public Speaker, LinkedIn Top Voice, Author of the critically acclaimed — The Patient in Room Nine Say He’s God
Introduction
I have heard people say their professions or positions in life do not define them. I am here to tell you that for a long time during four years of college, four years of medical school, three years of residency training, and just under thirty years in the trenches of medical practice, my identity was tied up, part and parcel, with becoming and being a doctor. That totals about sixty-eight percent of my life, and I was dreaming of being a doctor long before I started college. I had a lot invested in that identity. I not only aspired to be a doctor. I wanted to be a really good one. For the most part, I believe that I was. I loved being a doctor, and as you will see, I also hated it. Looking back, if I could have eliminated half of the stress I put on myself, my medical career would have been much closer to the storybook tale I envisioned when I was young. Medicine was what I did, not who I was. It wasn’t until the end of my career that I actually started to believe that.
As I reflect on this book about my life in and around medicine, I am struck by a couple of thoughts. First, although it did not always feel like it at the time, I was blessed to have participated in the delivery of health care to thousands of people over the years. I got to know many interesting people, and I hope I helped ease some of their suffering. Second, my story, while certainly unique to me, is no more compelling than the narrative anyone who has spent any amount of time in medicine could tell. Doctors see the results of the human condition with all that it entails, and humans are capable of and subject to more than most people can imagine. Wanting to get more than just a glimpse of humanity through a physician’s lenses, my friends, the best a person could ever want, have encouraged me to share my own journey across this incredible landscape of clinical medicine.
Looking back over a career requires remembering, and recall is truly a funny thing. Some memories seem crystal clear. Others are a little murkier. As for the occurrences described in this book, they are reconstructed from the best of my recollection. While recreating these events may not be perfect, none are complete fictional fabrications. Names and descriptions of patients have been changed to protect innocent identities. That is the one dictate I always tried to keep in front of everything else. No matter what was going on, I believed my first duty was to care for patients. That meant paying attention to their emotional needs as well as physical and mental. In telling of the accounts in this book, I would never want patients to suffer any embarrassment. The initial maxim every medical student learns from the Hippocratic Oath is, First, do no harm,
and I still want to adhere to that.
Primum non nocere
That concept, first do no harm, is certainly good at face value, but just like everything else, it can be taken to an unhealthy extreme. All the physicians I ever met wanted to help the people under their care, and they did not want to make any mistakes that might harm someone. Unfortunately, mistakes do happen even in medicine. For everyone except one person, I was able to extend grace and encouragement when an error occurred. Occasional miscues were expected and acceptable for my colleagues, just not for me. It took accepting grace from someone far more important than I before I was able to begin to forgive myself for a mistake. That almost paralyzing perfectionism as well as self-doubt, Impostor Syndrome, alcohol abuse, and a learned culture of honor in which I was constantly having to prove myself, were sometimes enormous obstacles to overcome. Despite these and many other challenges, I was able to have a very successful medical career, and I left under my own terms to pursue another labor of love.
In the pages that follow, I give life to the fulfillment of a farfetched dream for a boy from the wrong side of the tracks in Anderson, IN. The expedition includes heartache and joy, triumph and failure, tears and laughter. The human side of doctoring was not a straight path. For me, it had a few twists and turns, many ups and downs, and multiple lessons learned, some more easily than others. Through it all, one thing is for sure, it was never boring.
1
Makin’ a Doctor
This is my grandson. He’s makin’ a doctor.
Whenever I think of Ida Mae Smith, those are the words that pop immediately into my mind. Ms. Smith stood about 5’ 4" feet tall, and she was almost as wide as she was long. She was a doting wife to a domineering husband for fifty plus years. She was the mother of four and a friend to many. She was my Granny. She always lived in Tennessee, and I always lived in Indiana. Both of my parents grew up in Tennessee. The joke in my hometown is that people from Livingston left there in the fifties searching for a good job in Detroit, but they ran out of gas in Anderson, IN. Luckily, factory work was plentiful in central Indiana until the late nineties. My father worked at GM/UAW. We took three or four trips a year to Livingston to visit my grandparents and other family members. If you have never encountered eyes that spoke of love, admiration, and pride for you, I feel bad for