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    This is your real name
    This is your real name
    This is your real name
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    This is your real name

    By Elizabeth Morton

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    In lieu of flowers, bring weeds. Elizabeth Morton's poems look unflinchingly at a raw and unstable world—the crash, the aftermath, the comeback, 'the black heat at the centre of things.' The poems in Morton's second collection are charged with a visceral energy. This is poetry as incantation: an intense, larger-than-life, tactile experience. Underneath the surface of the contemporary world of Pokemon, The Cosby Show, and hospital cubicles, the reader is drawn into a dreamscape of creeks and bogs, a fiery meadow, and the guts of the sea. A blindman circles a Minotaur; a black horse rides through the pages. As the reader finds handholds within Morton's poems, they may trace a dislocation between the voices here and the worlds into which they're thrown —a strangely askew New Zealand, a mythological America, in liminal spaces where identity and meaning become blurred and uncertain. Jammed full of want, need, despair, love, and politics, these are poems of archaeology and identity—where will we dig for our selves? By what names are we called? By whom are we known? This is darkly funny, unsettling writing that strips all the meat from the bones, 'always writing the same story.'
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherOtago University Press
    Release dateJun 1, 2020
    ISBN9781988592459
    This is your real name
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    Elizabeth Morton

    Elizabeth Morton was born in Liverpool and worked as an actress. She is known for playing Madeline Basset in Jeeves and Wooster and Lucinda in the Liverpool sitcom, Watching. As well as TV, she has also worked in theatre and film. She trained at Guildhall School of Drama and as a writer, with The Royal Court Young Writers’ Group. She is an award-winning short-story writer and has also written drama for TV, film and theatre. In her formative years at convent school, she spent her weekends playing the piano accordion in Northern Working Men’s Clubs. She lives with her husband - the actor Peter Davison - in Middlesex and is the author of A Liverpool Girl and A Last Dance in Liverpool.

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      This is your real name - Elizabeth Morton

      Notes

      Untouch

      They said write it anonymously. This is my real name.

      They said don’t you dare pigeonhole. I am a tendril of a boy.

      My handshake is a riddle, my memory of gardens

      turns in on itself like a wentletrap shell. I remember honeysuckle

      like it was a Tuesday in November. My mother

      crushed sweet flowers on my pillowslip. It was yolk sun

      and leached through my cloth, down to my calamari meat.

      They said keep the cat in the bag. They said swallow your name

      hook, line and sinker. Hold your three hearts in your horror mouth.

      I was garbage, in another life; I was a tarpaulin, holding everything in.

      I was the muscular sack, inked words pulsing through the deep.

      I was hydrosphere and trembling in the heat. Kraken Kraken.

      I remember my life in gardens that rise above the seawall.

      This is my real name. The thing I cannot touch.

      After

      Sometimes, it is enough to close your eyes.

      All those campfires, sitting by with guitars and ouija boards and Xanax.

      All that freedom we yodelled that ricocheted back, through the gaps in the tea-trees.

      Teeth that dark lisps through, gardens that hold grief in their hedging.

      Night comes apart, like everything else.

      We know the landmarks for their hardness.

      There were times I would walk the weed-bank, looking for you

      in shadows, in the starflowers that light the dirt road home.

      When I told you about the last polar bear in Auckland Zoo

      it was the final thing you’d think about this world—

      the image of one yellowed bear pacing his cell, while the credits go down,

      but I wouldn’t know that until later. Later was too late

      to tell you how a woman sewed a wing back on a butterfly

      and how I saw it fly on the video, and thought of the way

      you are always hovering above people,

      beside people, away from people, but always up.

      Sometimes, it hurts to open your eyes. These things happened:

      The polar bear did a figure-of-eight on the warm concrete.

      The butterfly caught on the windscreen of a haulage truck.

      Ice caps melted in my hands and the waters rose by inches

      when I dumped my sorrow in the Atlantic. Somebody said

      Maybe it’s not happening and there was a standing ovation

      as our outdoor furniture floated down the street.

      There are some truths we don’t need to steer by.

      When I open my eyes I’m in the same cage I was in yesterday.

      I am the same yellow bear driving the same haulage truck

      over ice sheets, thin as a prince’s hairline.

      What night is this? We talk about the butterfly like it got away.

      We talk about you, like you are here. Like you never left.

      Inside-out

      Here, there is no wood stack, no lorry trucks that grind the gravel.

      There is no spitting into the wind, no weathervane bird to summon storms.

      There are no sheep that mew about ancestral stone. There is no stone.

      There

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