At the Fifth Attempt: An Escape Story

Every Man for Himself

‘Every man for himself! Every man for himself!’

‘What’s that? Who is that shouting?’

‘The Platoon Commander! Every man for himself. Let’s get out of it, sharp!’

Every man for himself? I had never expected to hear such a cry of despair. Had our Platoon Commander lost his nerve?

A dozen of us had set off at dawn to clear the Germans out of the small hamlet some five hundred yards in front of our defensive position astride the main Boulogne – Montreuil road, about six miles from the former. Apart from a skirmish the evening before and an exchange of fire with a German patrol which alerted us all at about two o’clock in the morning, the night had been reasonably quiet with a most welcome absence of artillery activity, so most of us had managed to get a little sleep.

We were 9 Platoon, 3 Company, 2nd Battalion, Welsh Guards, forming part of the 20th Guards Brigade, which, together with other units, had been given the task of holding back the advancing German columns so as to enable the evacuation of the BEF to continue. Our morale was excellent. We were literally spoiling for a fight and believed we could knock the Germans over like ninepins. In fact some of the lads were saying that they preferred to hold their fire until they could get stuck in with a bayonet. We had been told so many times by our officers that we were much better than the Germans that we really believed it. In one memorable lecture, Colonel the Lord Glanusk, a veteran of the First World War, said that were he to be asked to compare the relative fighting qualities of the average German soldier and a Guardsman he would without hesitation say that a Guardsman was equivalent to six Germans! Is it, therefore, to be wondered that we had such overwhelming arrogance and such misplaced self-confidence? What did Lord Glanusk mean by such nonsense? Did he believe it himself?

Our fighting patrol, all volunteers, twelve strong and led by the Platoon Commander, set off at dawn towards the cluster of houses occupied by the enemy during the night, but before we had gone a hundred yards several tanks trundled out of the hamlet and sent a hail of machine-gun fire in our direction. This caused us to beat a hasty retreat to our prepared positions. From behind the tanks appeared the German infantry and the battle began.

Fortunately we had a two-pounder anti-tank gun, a mere peashooter compared to the guns that came into service later in the war, but, nevertheless, quite effective against the tanks then in use by the Germans. In a short time two of the tanks had been knocked out and the others had beaten a hasty retreat. It was then infantry against infantry, we having the advantage of being behind cover. Before long the enemy were scuttling back whence they came, leaving several dead and wounded behind on the open field.

After a short lull the battle started again, with our 7 and 8 Platoons, who were dug in on either side of us, being heavily engaged. From the increasing intensity of the enemy fire, which now included machine-guns and mortars, it was clear that a major battle was developing. However, we were giving as good as we got and managed to keep both infantry and tanks at bay. The greatest menace were the mortars, which, once they had got our range, started to wreak considerable havoc. However, after several hours of desperate fighting, it was the tanks that finally overwhelmed us. Our anti-tank gun had received a direct hit from a shell; the three men who served it were either killed or badly wounded. As soon as the Germans realized what had happened they drove their tanks right up to our positions and opened up with all they had. I certainly thought my end had come and experienced a few moments of cold, paralysing fear.

It was then that our Platoon Commander shouted:

‘Every man for himself!’

This resulted in a panicky dash to the rear across an open field literally swept with machine-gun fire. I and a friend were about to join this panic-stricken flight when we realized that it meant certain death, for we could see those who were dashing towards the cover of a hedge a hundred yards away falling like ninepins.

Behind our trench was a hedge surrounding a garden, at the far end of which stood a house. My friend and I squeezed through the hedge and ran into the house where we were very surprised to find our Platoon Commander, a couple of corporals and six guards-men. The family, consisting of father, mother and two young children, was also there. The eleven of us in that house were all that was left of a platoon of thirty-six.

The Platoon Commander told us that he hoped we would be able to stay in the house until dark and then make our way through the German lines towards Boulogne where we might join up with the rest of the Battalion.

The firing outside continued unabated, the crump of mortar shells exploding all around. The French family was in a state of panic and wanted to be allowed to leave. Our officer, however, was afraid that the Germans might get hold of them and so discover that we were in the house, so a sentry was posted in front of the door to prevent their escape.

It was then about midday so there was some time ahead before it would be dark enough for us to make our getaway. Since we had had very little sleep in the previous twenty-four hours many of us were soon making up for the loss, myself included.

I don’t know how long I slept but I was rudely awakened when a shell hit the upper storey of the house, setting it alight and showering us all with debris. There was no longer any possibility of preventing the departure of the French family. The door was opened and they were allowed to make their escape. That was the last I saw of them until 1960 when, visiting the area, I called at the house which I noticed had been re-roofed. In answer to my knock at the door an elderly man and a young woman with a child in her arms appeared. I explained to them that I had taken shelter in their house in 1940 and I wondered whether any of them were related to the people who lived there then.

‘I lived here then,’ said the elderly man, ‘and I remember the occasion very well.’

‘You had two children,’ I said, ‘a boy and a girl. Did they survive the war all right?’

‘Yes,’ he said, ‘this is the girl,’ and pointed to the young woman with the child!

The fire in the upper storey soon drove us out of the house as well. We went out into the garden where there was a small shed and we crept into it. I, being the last to enter, had to be content with sitting across the entrance, where, with my rifle laid across my knees, I soon resumed my interrupted sleep. But I was doomed to get very little sleep that day, for not long after I was awakened by a hand across my mouth and a voice whispering in my ear: ‘Hush! Germans!’ Opening my eyes I saw three Germans some five or six yards in front of me in the garden. They appeared to be setting up a mortar. I lifted my rifle to my shoulder and took aim, but just as I was about to call on the Germans to put their hands up the rifle was knocked down by the Platoon Commander who called out, ‘Kamerad! Kamerad!’

The Germans turned towards us. I have seldom seen such a look of fright and surprise on anyone’s face. They bolted as one man but our Platoon Commander ran after them, calling, ‘Kamerad! Kamerad!’

The Germans got the message. They stopped in their tracks, whipped out their pistols and came back shouting, ‘Raus! Raus! Schnell!’

We simply gave ourselves up. We, eleven proud Guardsmen, gave ourselves up to three frightened Germans! But they were not frightened for long. They made unmistakable signs to us to throw down our rifles, to put our hands up and to move at the double along the road towards the crossroads which it had been our duty to deny to them and where a large party of them was now assembled. I wonder if they got a medal for it!

Here an officer took over. Having ordered us to throw our equipment and steel helmets into the ditch, he spoke those words which so many British prisoners were to hear in 1940:

‘For you Tommies ze var ist over!’

Having then told our Platoon Commander that he would be held responsible if any one escaped, he pointed inland and told us to start marching. No escort! He just pointed the way to captivity and we took it. We had changed masters and the change-over could hardly have been smoother! It was incredible but true.

Off we went in file, the Platoon Commander leading, the Corporals bringing up the rear, and, being Guardsmen, we naturally marched in step, our arms swinging and our heads held high. The road was full of advancing Germans who stared at us, whether with respect or not I am not sure. Did our proud bearing indicate to them defiance or gladness that ‘for us ze var vas over’? I wondered.

It had all happened so quickly, so unceremoniously, so lacking in drama and so different from what I had ever imagined that I felt stunned. I was a prisoner and the war had hardly started! Never for one moment had I imagined that I would ever be a prisoner. Wounded? Yes! Killed? Yes! Prisoner? Never! Wasn’t there something shameful in being a prisoner, something singularly unheroic? To be killed facing the enemy and to have one’s name on the village war memorial above the words: ‘Their name liveth for ever more’ was no disgrace; on the contrary; not to be desired, of course, but nevertheless quite romantic. To be wounded, but not too severely – a couple of bullets through the fleshy part of a limb, preferably a leg – there is something quite attractive about a slight limp and a walking stick – and a nice long convalescent leave had a very decided appeal. What a figure one could cut with the women. And with what understatement one could describe the action in which one received one’s wound.

But to be taken prisoner, and in such circumstances, in a garden shed! It was more than I could bear. All the more so when, having marched a few miles, we found ourselves in open country surrounded by cornfields stretching as far as the eye could see on both sides of the road and not a German in sight.

I ventured to ask the Platoon Commander why we were marching into captivity instead of escaping across the fields but was told to put the idea out of my mind. We were prisoners, we had been counted and he had been made responsible for us, and that was that. I remonstrated with him but was told to shut up and reminded that I was still subject to military discipline and had better look out. I tried to appeal to the other men, but without success. As far as they were concerned what the Platoon Commander said was law and my behaviour was a serious breach of discipline. I asked to be allowed to escape on my own but not only was that refused but I was told that any attempt would be forcibly prevented. The men were under the impression that, in the event of anybody escaping, the Platoon Commander would be shot. How naive we all were in those days and how abysmally unprepared for war, not to mention how ignorant we were of what the war was all about and what kind of enemy we were fighting. How foolish I was to allow myself to be persuaded to march voluntarily to a German prison camp. I should have just run off across the fields. It would have been child’s play to reach Boulogne where the rest of the Brigade was still fighting.

In the early evening we arrived in a small town. Stopping in the square, not knowing which of several roads to take, for not one of them was sign-posted ‘To the German Prison Camp’, we looked around. The place was crowded with French people and not a German in sight. There was an air of great excitement. France was undoubtedly collapsing but it had all happened so suddenly that the enormity of it all had not yet sunk in.

In front of us was an estaminet and in we went. It was packed with people and I decided there and then that I would take leave of my comrades and lose myself among the French clientele. I sat down on a bench next to a young woman and began talking to her. Although my French at that time was not brilliant, I could make myself understood. It transpired that my companion was a married woman whose husband was somewhere on the Maginot Line. She had not heard from him for a couple of weeks and was very worried about him. She had two children and they lived with her parents in the town in which we were.

It all sounded very promising. I didn’t tell her that we were prisoners, merely that we had become separated from our unit in the general confusion and that we might well be taken prisoner if we could not hide up somewhere until the position stabilized. I tried to encourage her and the other people with whom we sat by saying that a mighty Allied counter-attack was in progress and that the advance German columns would soon find themselves cut off. Like a dying man clutching at a straw, they appeared to be only too glad to believe me. We clinked glasses to our imminent victory.

It did not prove very difficult to persuade the young woman to take me home with her and to give me some of her husband’s civilian clothes. However, instead of pressing her to leave at once, I allowed myself to be persuaded to accept another drink from my newly-found friends. We drank another toast to victory! This was followed by another and another. After that I didn’t much care when we left. With every drink my confidence grew. My few hours as a prisoner of the Germans already appeared to be a bad dream. To walk home with the sympathetic and attractive young woman was an adventure well worth anticipating.

My dreams came to an abrupt end when a bunch of German Military Policemen came into the estaminet and ejected everyone in uniform. There was no arguing with the machine-pistols they carried. We were lined up outside, counted and, under an escort of motor-cyclists, were literally run out of town, our hands on our heads. If the French laughed at us, they could not be blamed. That we, members of the Brigade of Guards, would submit to that I would never have believed.

Being drunk, I fully appreciated the comedy of the situation. I told the Platoon Commander what I thought of him and made myself very unpopular, not only with my friends but also with the Germans who did not take kindly to my maleesh attitude and made some rather threatening gestures. I remember not being at all over-awed and saying out loud, ‘To hell with you! I’m not afraid of you and never shall be!’ I believe that a change came over me that day; I was never quite the same afterwards and from that time on I tended to rely entirely on myself.

That night we were locked in a church with a number of French prisoners. At dawn we were turfed out and given a huge pig, live, for breakfast. Several Frenchmen soon had the animal dead and disembowelled; a fire of straw removed the bristles and after the carcass had been cut up a devil-take-the-hindmost scramble saw to its distribution. I didn’t come away empty-handed but neither the means nor the time was given for cooking. I wrapped the warm pig-meat in leaves and stuck it inside my battle-dress blouse.

Breakfast over, we were herded on to the road and marched away.

That afternoon we arrived in Montreuil where the large town square had been turned into a makeshift POW cage by the simple expedient of surrounding it with barbed wire and posting a few armed sentries here and there. There were probably a couple of thousand prisoners milling about inside the wire; the vast majority were French, but there were a few score British. Among the latter were a few Welsh Guardsmen from our No 2 Company, including my old friend Ted Coope from Denbigh, who, being on the Reserve and a policeman in Salford, had been recalled to the Colours soon after the outbreak of war. We were very pleased to find each other still among the living and teamed up straight away. We were both ravenously hungry and on the look-out for whatever might come our way.

Our chance came that evening. An enterprising French farmer had managed to persuade the Germans to allow him to bring his milk-float into the compound, not to give the milk away to the half-starving prisoners but to sell it to them at an exorbitant price. Ted and I didn’t think much of that on principle, so when the extortioner was standing on the back of the float doling out the milk from a large churn I grabbed the pony’s bridle, then, suddenly, gave it a hefty smack under the belly which caused it to leap forward. The farmer lost his balance and fell out of the back of the float. Ted immediately jumped in and, grabbing the ladle, filled the mess-tins of everyone wearing a British Army battle-dress, not forgetting his own and mine!

That night we slept on the cobbled square with our boots as a pillow.

The next day, hanging around the main entrance to see what was afoot, I heard a German Underofficer ask for a working party and immediately volunteered, together with some half-dozen French sailors. We were taken out of the compound to a building which until recently had been a British NAAFI store. Outside was a lorry; we were given the task of loading it with the contents of the store.

As an advance of payment for the work to be done the Underofficer stuck his bayonet into a tin of condensed milk and graciously allowed us to share its contents. This we did gulp for gulp and it didn’t take us long. We then carried cases of tinned meat, tinned fish, sugar, tea, even cases of Guinness, on to the lorry. Most of the cases were unopened. We were closely watched but I did manage to slip half-a-dozen bottles of Guinness down my trouser-legs and about the same number of tins of sardines inside my battle-dress blouse.

When we finished loading the Underofficer gave us a twenty-eight pound tin of British Army hard-tack biscuit to share between us. We were then taken back to the compound and what a sight we must have presented. I was firmly grasping the tin with both hands while each of the French sailors continuously offered to relieve me of it, which offer I politely but firmly declined. My mind was working overtime trying to devise some scheme whereby I could cheat our gallant Allies of their share.

It didn’t prove to be too difficult for who was standing by the entrance but Ted. With a ‘Dal hwn, Ted!’ (Catch this, Ted), I threw him the tin. Not being slow on the uptake, he caught it and fled. I was not far behind him. Our gallant Allies let out a howl of rage, but little did it avail them for Ted and I were soon safe in that corner of the compound which the British prisoners had made their own and where it would be very unsafe for a foreigner to trespass!

We thought very little of foreigners of any nationality. Weren’t they all a scruffy, idle, treacherous and cowardly lot? Weren’t we far better off without them? Hadn’t they let us down in two wars? Hadn’t the Dutch capitulated in three days and had not my own regiment gone to Holland to evacuate their Queen and suffered many casualties in the process? And didn’t Leopold of the Belgians accept an armistice from the Germans without giving us any warning and thus open up a gap on our left flank through which the German armoured columns poured? And the French? Whole armies had given themselves up! Didn’t we all know someone who had actually seen French civilians firing on our troops or signalling their positions to the enemy? A treacherous lot, not to be trusted on any account! Were we not perhaps fighting on the wrong side? The Jerries were better people than the Frogs, of that we had no doubt. They were good soldiers too, almost as good as us! We should have learnt our lesson after the First World War. The ordinary people had; it was only our stupid politicians who had dragged us into a war against Germany on behalf of Poland, a country about which we knew nothing and cared even less.

That was what I thought at the time and I doubt whether a single soldier in the BEF thought differently.

That night I had a horrible experience. I was awakened in the early hours of the morning by piercing screams coming from only a few yards away. I sat up in a cold sweat. The screams came from a Senegalese soldier and several of his fellow Senegalese were bending over him and shaking him, but with no effect. An armed sentry walked over to him, whipped his machine-pistol off his shoulder and called out an unmistakable warning. In a matter of seconds the people who had been trying to silence the poor wretch had scrambled out of the way. Now the sentry stood over him. Sensing what was coming, I started to tremble. I trembled so violently that my body literally rattled on the cobbles. The sentry pointed his weapon. I saw him squeeze the trigger. There was a burst of fire at point-blank range. I heard the bullets tear through the unfortunate creature and strike the cobbles underneath him. His last scream choked in a horrible gurgle in his throat. The sentry ordered the body to be dragged away. I slept no more that night.

The following day the prisoners were assembled in a column ready to march off on the long, long trail to Germany. It was raining; all that Ted and I had on was our battle-dress; we had neither coat nor headgear, while only a few yards away a couple of Dutchmen were sharing a British Army gas-cape – a long and voluminous article completely waterproof. There were something wrong somewhere! We were British, the gas-cape was British, ipso facto it was ours. We went to the Dutchmen and explained the simple fact to them, expecting them to hand it over without demur. An apology for giving us the trouble of asking for it would not be out of place either. Imagine our surprise when neither gas-cape nor apology was forthcoming! The situation obviously called for other and more direct measures. We grabbed the cape. The Dutchmen had the temerity to hold on to it and indulge in a tug-of-war. Did they imagine for one moment that Ted and I would lower ourselves to such an extent as to play such a silly game with a couple of foreigners? They found how mistaken they were when we really set about them. And weren’t we surprised when they dared to defend themselves and even to fight back? A couple of foreigners standing up to a couple of Guardsmen! They didn’t stand up for very long, although we had to admit, albeit grudgingly, that they showed more pluck than we expected. Anyway the cape was now ours and we marched under it, side by side, all that day and kept dry.

Towards early evening we reached the outskirts of the town of Hesdin and were ‘laagered’ in a low-lying meadow by the river. The downpour which had continued non-stop all day had caused the river to overflow its banks and to turn the meadow into a soggy marsh. There were thousands of us in the field and the prospect of having to stay there until dawn the following day was appalling. The side of the meadow furthest from the river sloped upwards towards the road along which ran a wall. That was the place to be and it was the place everyone made for. But, of course, there wasn’t room for everyone there, so a struggle developed, a struggle which only the strongest and most determined won. Among those were Ted and I and our fellow guardsmen, Welsh and Coldstream.

Food was the next thing. The Germans issued no rations. That is quite understandable. The German Army had no commissariat to feed hundreds of thousands of prisoners. No army has. Had the rations been available the administrative task of issuing them would be beyond