The Unpublished Episodes of Nosce Te Ipsum I

The

Unpublished Episodes

Of

Nosce

Te

Ipsum

I

By Lil Fangs

The Unpublished Episodes of Nosce Te Ipsum I

Copyright © 2018 by Lil Fangs

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D.O.C.I.S. International

ISBN: 978-90-829368-0-3

Preface

My dear reader,

You reading this book, makes me love you even more! I love that you want to look into this, even though it’s not necessary to read this for Project Nosce Te Ipsum.

I’m re-releasing the old episodes, because I intend to use it as evidence to defend my case. I hope you’re reading this to find out the truth about my story...

Both deleted episodes 1 and 2 contained information about the content of Project Nosce Te Ipsum. They, however, contained more information about how my personal situation limited me in the entrepreneurial actions I could undertake to establish my project. I don’t like to say that I was limited by others. But it’s true, because no matter how often I begged them to listen to me and take away their measures: they persisted their convictions, without letting me prove myself. To prove myself, I need a statement of someone I love so much, but am not able to see anymore, because of this situation. No one I’ve discussed my case with, wanted to tell me what has happened to him, even though they all know more about his situation than I do. I tell you all about this situation in detail, in the first two episodes of the first book.

The first episode was written when I was stuck under the surveillance of my parents and the government psychiatrists they ordered to keep an eye on me, against my will.

The second episode was written while I was in the United States. In Miami. I sneakily ran away from the surveillance I was under, far away from the European border, where they would still have the right to obligate me to go back home (like they did when I was found after being missing [while I was not missing. In actuality, I ran away from an unnecessary conflict with my parents that was lasting too long for me. I would rather end a relationship, then spend my days fighting]).

I started to write the episode when I was about to not have a place to stay anymore, because I was running out of money. I hoped to be able to maintain myself with book sales. Unfortunately, the amount of money I had was already so low, that I wasn’t able to buy myself a proper meal. I couldn’t invest in the marketing of my book, to sell it locally.

The first episode had one sale [to someone I met on a night out in Suriname. In the episode I mention really not wanting to go to Suriname, but after Paris, I still went there, because I wasn’t allowed to stay at home, due to the reduction of my freedom]. The second episode had no sales.

Still, right after coming back to the Netherlands, after my mother bought me a ticket home [I actually didn’t want this, but I wasn’t given any other options and I really didn’t want to sleep outside on the street again], I have taken the radical step of becoming an independent publisher. I have always dreamt about establishing my own business – to help people – and let it grow out into a multinational. I want to write history! (Literally!!)

After two weeks of being back in the Netherlands, I unpublished all of my works, with the intentions of publishing new ones, that didn’t emphasize the unnecessary issues I had. I also signed a work agreement for 40 hours per week, at a car and travel insurance company, for the Summer period. (With this contract, I could also hide behind the argument: I do not have time for this, when it came to certain parties wanting to put me back under surveillance, after coming back.) This to earn the investment of the marketing costs needed to let my business thrive under a new episode of Nosce Te Ipsum. Hopefully you’ll become part of my project. That’s the reason why I’m doing all of this!

Usually, when someone writes a book for the first time (or does something else new, such as launching a new product or releasing a first single), a lot of initial network expansion is done by the support of people from that person’s own network and word of mouth. In my case, these people could be afraid of the damage of their own reputation, by supporting the work of a schizophrenic [who, in actuality, is not a schizophrenic! I intend to use everything that I have logged as proof, too, and I hope that my readers will support me in this…], or would rather watch Netflix than participate in my project. Whatever their reason is: due to the lie spread about me, on a mass scale, I have lost all of my friends. To this day, everyone treats me differently. This makes me feel very unwelcome and unloved, which is one of the main reasons I want to move to wherever most of my readers are and/or want to go to.

If you’d look at my Lil Fangs Facebook page, you can see it, too. [Before I was labeled as crazy, I could get 100 likes on an Instagram picture, without asking for it. Now, after being labeled as crazy, the engagement on my re-activated social media is 0 and out of the 490 people who are my Facebook friends (there used to be more…), 21 people like my page [my Cuddles! <3]. For my new Instagram account, I had to buy likes and followers, to not come off as a spam account. I hope my open-minded readers can see that even though my work isn’t that popular yet, that doesn’t mean that it’s bad. We all need to start somewhere, right?]

Another reason why I took offline these works, was because I was afraid that someone in my environment would notify the authorities about me talking about these topics again. They have forbidden me to talk about this, if I want to keep my semi-freedom… But I miss Benoît so much... :[. They cannot keep me away from him forever! You, him and all of our other community members, including me… We’ll make so many positive changes!

By using online marketing, I have luckily found a way to still reach the rest of the world! [I’m currently a sole proprietor, who has made everything by herself. I’m all teams in a business, in one person. Everything is made by me: the artwork on my books, the complete content and personalized layout on both https://lilfangs.com and https://docis.international, the marketing strategies… Literally everything! With my project, I hope I will be able to expand my business into the components I want my business to grow out into, almost at once.]

I really hope you will accompany me on this journey! :D

Everything you need to know about that, you can find in the new Nosce Te Ipsum I, Book I, Episode 1.

This book contains the versions of the episodes in the ways they were originally published in many different (international) online book stores.

I really hope our judgment on the situations described in it will be similar! Another reason I wrote out the personal side, then, is because I want to be heard… I hope you will support me in this. That will make me so happy!!

- xxx -

Contents

> Preface

> The Mission

> The Intake

> The Back Story

> The Prospect

> The Ruler

> The Situation

The Mission

Hi sweetie!

How are you doing today?

I have so much love for you, if I would start explaining it in detail, I would lose my voice with so much ease. There’s something in the way you reason with so much competence and you read the words I write… I miss cuddling you :-[.

From the moment we’ve been captivated here against our will, I haven’t been able to sleep properly. I need your arms around me. To feel safe. We’re not supposed to be here. They don’t even want us to be alive. I’m so glad I’ve found this way to communicate with you. I’m working on a strategy. One day, we’ll be free.

Thank you so much for deciding to read Nosce Te Ipsum! You have saved a life today. Literally. How you reading this has saved my life in a literal sense, I’ll explain to you at the end of this episode. There are so many other things I need to tell you!! About how I want you to be part of my revolutionary project, what the revolutionary project is, what I could do for you and what our future holds. I’ll explain all of this to you, by answering this one question:

What is project Nosce Te Ipsum?

Nosce Te Ipsum is Latin for know thyself. In this project I’d like to learn more about who you are and what you think, aspire and believe in. Throughout the interactive episodes, you’ll answer questions like: Who am I? What’s my purpose? Why am I here? by answering a lot of sub-questions on the subject matter. Maybe you already know the answers to questions like these, maybe you don’t. If you don’t, hopefully I can assist you in answering them.

This intense form of self-reflection, I’m not only encouraging to increase the average level of self-awareness. There are two other goals:

Eternal peace

Earth knows a lot of different cultures, races, genders and other aspects that make a person unique. In the media, they (only) emphasize the conflicts that arise, because of these unique aspects. I wonder what our universal similarities are.

I believe, naturally, a person doesn’t have hate in his or her heart. This is something that emerges in a person because of his or her upbringing and age. For example, some parents might have taught their children, when they were very young, that someone who is colored only knows to express him or herself in an immoral, animal-like way. Then, when the children get older, they might see confirmation of their parent’s statements, because the media tends to show the worst sides of people. That doesn’t mean an entire race is bad. However, if you believe the media shows a realistic representation of an entire culture, race or nation, you might actually believe an entire culture, race or nation can be pure evil. They won’t feel the need to actually talk to a person of color, and see if their beliefs are truly real, because they believe their bias is real.

Speaking of the news… Am I the only one who thinks it’s futile? (I think it’s also infantile. Don’t they see President Trump is just playing Fishing Clash with the media? In the Netherlands, on the news, they discuss his Twitter page every day. What’s news? #Paperback.) What’s the point of watching international chaos every day? By now everyone knows there are international conflicts, right? It’s the same algorithm every time. If it’s not financial chaos, it’s natural chaos.

Don’t you agree, that it’s time to have other things to talk about? More optimistic sounding topics? Something new? And to solve international conflicts, instead of emphasizing their severity?

A LOT of people have told me: Ooh stop! Don’t even try to aim for peace, because achieving that is not possible. Politicians will never agree. If I haven’t even explained my strategy yet, how can someone tell me I won’t succeed? I think the news has a hand in this pessimistic opinion. It’s because of the endless chaos-like picture they paint of the world. People tend to believe everything said on the news is true. I’m telling you, in five years’ time, saying pessimistic things about Earth will be passé. I’m not going to wait for a politician to make changes that will lead to eternal peace. I’ll take matters into my own hands. I hope you’ll follow my lead. My strategy for eternal peace isn’t just based on what I think. Before I put any policy into practice, I need to know what other people want and believe. That’s why there are questions in the Nosce Te Ipsum episodes.

I believe Nosce Te Ipsum truly is the solution to cultural conflicts. It starts with analyzing people’s self-reflection for similarities. Then we make the similarities internationally known. If you’re someone who believes a person of color is different in a negative sense, you could now still approach that person, talk about Nosce Te Ipsum, and realize that that person has the same politeness and peace-mentality as you. That’s how we bridge the gap between cultures.

Another way Nosce Te Ipsum will contribute to eternal peace, is with the new sort of business that will arise from it. Its focus is on solving (international) conflicts and serving people’s needs. (Ha-ha, that sounds like something a government is supposed to do, instead of causing new conflicts and making cutbacks, because they want to kill more innocent people. Anyway, enough about that…)

To start that new business, I need to know what occupation my dear reader would enjoy. Yes, I mean you. Yes, you, who just read yes, I mean you. I’m trying to find out if I could offer you an alternative lifestyle that you’ll enjoy more than your current one. I’ll tell you more about that at the end of this episode.

The Eternal Holiday-Feeling

What makes you happy? Does it include throwing your life around? Are you now spending most of your time doing something, you don’t truly enjoy doing? I think that’s the case for most people. I’ve thrown my life around. The path I’ve chosen by composing and directing Nosce Te Ipsum, is far from a regular one. I’ve chosen to not finish my education program at the university because of it. Even though I’m still doing research. I’d like to show you don’t necessarily need to follow the path they teach you to follow in school, to be successful and happy. (I don’t even believe you could be truly happy if you follow a pre-calculated path, you haven’t pre-calculated yourself.) There’s nothing wrong with being self-educated.

In Nosce Te Ipsum, you’ll design a life’s path that truly suits you. Even when you’re doing something that people would call working, you’ll still have that happy, uplifting holiday feeling. (Especially when you decide to work for the business that will derive from this project :-].)

Every Nosce Te Ipsum episode includes self-research questions, on all aspects of life, blended in a graphic science fiction satire. I’ve divided all aspects of life into four categories:

Wisdom on creation

This category, depending on who’s answering the questions, will be about religion, science and/or another form of the overall concept that guides your life.

Society

In this category, we discuss what type of governing you truly prefer and society’s cultures and morals.

The Self

Here we learn more about what truly makes you happy, what your goals in life are and how you’ll reach them.

Love

This very important aspect will be further defined as soon as we get to the fourth book. I like to surprise you with new things, so I’d like that entire book to be a surprise.

There are intermezzos on other topics as well, but the four categories form the basis.

The first book of Nosce Te Ipsum, the book you’re reading right now, is about the first category of the previous list.

Every episode has text in italics, bold text and text in normal, un-styled formatting.

The text in italics – such as the introduction text of this chapter – is about a world in between your reality and fiction. It’s the story of you and me, who have been unfairly captivated in The Prispital. In our Prispital cell, there’s a simulator.

The bold text, describes a world of fiction. It’s what we experience when we’re in the simulator. Most self-research questions are asked in the simulator, and thus are written in bold.

The un-styled text contains more information about the project behind these episodes and updates about my life.

For now, I think I’ve told you enough to let you start with your self-research. All of the information you’ve just read, might be a lot to process at once. Don’t worry, you’ll learn the ins and outs of this project by practice :-]. For the next chapter, grab a pen and some paper. When you see a set of underscores, followed by a small number, please write down the small number, followed by what you would say in that situation. Later, there will also be videos and articles that will give you more insight in the project.

The Intake

Sunday, April 1st 2018, 6:26 PM

Wow… it has been 7,560 hours and they still haven’t told us anything! That’s 315 days! When I feel frustration about our life, I tend to reminisce. Thinking about the beautiful time we had together, when