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The Orphan Creed
The Orphan Creed
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Toeing the line between reality and fantasy and life and death, "The Orphan Creed" is ultimately about fighting for justice and a higher level of self-awareness while inspiring readers to recognize and take action against the injustices they may observe in their own lives. Thrown into a lonely and abusive world after the death of his parents, a young boy runs away from foster care after being orphaned only to embark upon an amazing journey of self-discovery in a foreign city...and then a foreign world. "The Orphan Creed" is a rich and poignant account that speaks to karma and the circle of life, as well as probing intimately into the human issues of family, religion, gratitude, loneliness, guilt, deception, friendship, faith, hope, and human resilience.
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Release dateDec 15, 2011
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The Orphan Creed
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Davitch Faryn Vago

Orphaned at nine years of age, the Author spent the next five years in foster care before becoming a runaway shortly after his fifteenth birthday. He fled to the City of Miami where he found work in the Merchant Marines as a crewmember on a number of foreign flag ships plying the waters of the Carribbean and Central and South America. At the age of twenty, the Author enlisted in the United States Marine Corps and served four years in a Marine Infantry Unit where he attained the rank of Non-Commisoned Officer. After his Honorable Discharge from the Marines, he returned to the place of his birth where he worked briefly at a foundry before joining the Fire Service. He spent his career as a Professional Firefighter with his area of expertise specializing in Water Rescue, retiring after sixteen years under a Performance of Duty disability as a Public Safety Diving Supervisor. The Author is now legally blind and is married to his wife Cindy, and has three children and two step-children. He and his wife currently reside in a Recreational Vehicle with their two dogs, a Dalmation named Maia and a Pug named Oreo.

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    The Orphan Creed - Davitch Faryn Vago

    The Orphan Creed

    by

    Davitch Faryn Vago

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    © 2011 Davitch Faryn Vago. All rights reserved.

    No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author.

    Published by AuthorHouse 12/9/2011

    ISBN: 978-1-4567-6455-5 (sc)

    ISBN: 978-1-4567-6453-1 (dj)

    ISBN: 978-1-4567-6454-8 (e)

    Library of Congress Control Number: 2011906967

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    Because of the dynamic nature of the Internet, any web addresses or links contained in this book may have changed since publication and may no longer be valid. The views expressed in this work are solely those of the author and do not necessarily reflect the views of the publisher, and the publisher hereby disclaims any responsibility for them.

    Contents

    Onward

    Chapter One

    Chapter Two

    Chapter Three

    Chapter Four

    Chapter Five

    Chapter Six

    Chapter Seven

    Chapter Eight

    Chapter Nine

    Chapter Ten

    Chapter Eleven

    Chapter Twelve

    Chapter Thirteen

    Chapter Fourteen

    Chapter Fifteen

    Epilogue

    "Standing in the ocean with the sun burning low in the west. Like a fire in the cavernous darkness at the heart of the beast. With my beliefs and possessions stopped at the frontier in my chest. At the edge of my country, my back to the sea, looking east.

    Where the search for the truth is conducted with a wink and a nod. And where power and position are equated with the Grace of God. These times are famine for the soul while for the sense’s, it’s a feast. From the edge of my country, as far as you see, looking east."

    Jackson Brown, Looking East.

    To each of them who’ve loved me.

    To those who’ve known me true.

    To the Heaven that smiles above.

    And waits my coming too.

    To the cause that needs assistance.

    To the wrongs that need resistance.

    To the future in my distance.

    And all the good that I can do.

    Davitch Faryn Vago

    Onward

    The boy child lay unconscious and naked in the wet sand; rocked and cradled by the relentless gentle surf which lifted and dropped his body in the hypnotic rise and fall of each rolling cresting ripple of the lagoon.

    He was badly burned by the subtropical sun. His skin was a brilliant, cherry red. His skin had the hue of a lobster that had been eased silently screaming into a pot of boiling water; only to emerge a few moments later a crimson lifeless thing.

    The sun had danced merrily for many hours upon his silent, exposed form while he was basted alive by the fine, salty brine. Dozens of brittle epidermal splits had opened and coursed across the width and breadth of his neck, back, and legs like thick lines of demarcation on some macabre treasure map.

    He was alone. He was dying.

    The beach of the lagoon on which he lay was unremarkable except for the singular fact that it was deserted of all life. The fine white sand was smooth and bare of any of the detritus the ocean leaves as witness to the march of time in the tropics.

    A coral reef line rose and fell a dull, pounding white in the surf several hundred yards from the opening into the lagoon.

    A line of aging palm trees swayed in the warm ocean breeze marking a thick, forbidding border to the beach.

    The sky was a mirror of the sea. Cloudless. Shining. Blue.

    A full day passed, and half a night again before he finally stirred.

    It was the cool of the night breeze and a violent shivering that slowly brought him back; if only for a few delirious moments; to a strange and unfamiliar world.

    In those few semiconscious thoughts mixed brightly with his pain; he thought he could hear the echoes of rifle shots. In his childish delirium and his violent shaking; he thought he could hear voices.

    Perhaps; he reasoned; it was the voice of angels or demons come to take him.

    His sand-covered lips were cracked and split. His eyes fluttered wildly beneath their sand caked lids and he opened them briefly and then closed them just as quickly again. Somewhere in his dying mind; he thought he could see his mother’s beautiful blue eyes.

    His mouth worked to speak, but only a hoarse whisper escaped.

    Help me. Please God. Help me. Please. And then he was silent. He was gone deeper. Perhaps too deep for us to retrieve.

    So soft was his plea; so tremulous and weak was his prayer; that only the fine white sand which nestled his mottled face rustled ever so slightly to acknowledge it.

    As he shivered violently in the wet sand, he drifted backwards.

    Backwards to the rifle shots. Back to the sounds of laughter. Falling.

    As he fell; a strange warmth enveloped him.

    He could feel a hand upon his face which seemed to be gently brushing the fine sand away. A woman’s hand; soft. Warm. In the touch; he felt something he dimly remembered. Something kind. Something old.

    Davitch. the woman’s voice whispered. Davitch, you will be well. We will not leave you here to perish. We will love you. We will not let you die. You are so innocent. So sleep little boy; sleep. You are safe and we will love you.

    The boy turned in his dream and all he saw when he opened his eyes in it was a warm gentle light. He was blinded by the beauty of it. It was inviting; soft and warm; like a heavy, luxurious, golden robe.

    His dream deepened until the light began to fade.

    He slept on until the light faded completely and he could feel the warm hands upon him. He knew in that moment that it was no dream.

    Chapter One

    "I am the cold floor. I am the slamming door. I am the child whore.

    I will become a broken home. The shattered door. The open sore."

    There is no greater hope than the hope of an orphan. Unless the greater hope is the hope of the dying. Whether it is a single orphaned child or a world of dying men; it is their hope that keeps them alive. But it is because they do not know what awaits them in this world or the next that makes their hope so painful, and so fragile; and makes their fear so desperate and so lonely.

    But I was never alone. And neither are you.

    We are all orphans in our own right. Some more than others, and others more than some; but we are all orphans. And in the quiet moments before we fall to sleep we often wonder if we are ever to find again that which we know in our deepest selves we believe we have lost forever.

    We are all lost in our ways.

    Only in my case now; it is more a metaphor than a truth; and in your case, it is more the truth now than a metaphor.

    There has never been a time in the life of this planet when human beings have felt more alone, or more afraid, or more lonely, or more desperate. There has never been a time in your history when your hope has been so fragile, or caused you so much pain.

    By the road I have traveled I would tell you of how I once came to be wrecked upon a beach, and near death, alone; yet in that place was surrounded by a warmth and a love I will in my poor way attempt to share with you now.

    I can tell you as I begin that it was not my choice to live or die in a place such as that. I can tell you now that every orphan searches for it; or a place like it in his own way; yet few find it.

    In the sad final moments before they flee their lives; they each look back and realize that little; if anything they did in their search for that place, meant much if anything at all. No one wishes on their deathbed to have spent less time living.

    It is, ironically; in that moment, that we realize that in our own unique ways; we are in our own individual lives, each of us; all of us; wrecked upon a beach.

    I can tell you that sooner or later, every single one of us will find our own way there. I can tell you how I met my life’s journey’s end in it. I can tell you also how I met an even stranger paradox; a beginning in that end.

    This place I will take you to is real. It draws me gently back to it even as I begin this story to you. In fact, it is more real than the life you believe is real. It is more real than the fantasy you and all of us have created for ourselves. It is more true than the lie you have built around you and come to doubt at every meaningless twist and turn of your own fragile life.

    For this is the Orphan Creed.

    To go home again.

    But really it is more. It is in its essence and has at its core a single purpose.

    For the orphan whose life is fractured by his disbelief of everything that others would have him believe as true; it is a map.

    For the orphan who grieves the home he lost or relinquished; or the orphan who laments the place that seems to have been taken from him; it is a coming home. It is the candle in the window. It is the warm bed, the sure embrace.

    But there is a price to it.

    There is only one way to regain that which was taken from you. Or thrown away by you.

    It is simple.

    In order to find your way back; you must bring at least one other orphan with you.

    Leave no one behind. This is your charge. This is the price. If you take it, and accept it; it is yours.

    You don’t have to believe me. That really is the beauty of it.

    But deep down inside, after you read this, you will believe me.

    Every orphan who hears my story will believe me.

    He will recognize the place I will take him to now.

    He will know it and remember it; and in remembering it; he will find his own way home. This is the only promise I can make to him now.

    He will find his own way home and I will wait for him there.

    But all orphans are liars. Or so I’ve been told a hundred times. Orphans are criminals, liars and thieves and beggars and whores.

    So given a choice; whom would you believe?

    The son, or the orphaned son? Who is greater in the eyes of the Father?

    Even though every rational part of you will argue with me, and the rational part of you that believes that you can’t go home denies it; and screams at you from every fiber of your being that you can’t ever go home; I tell you simply that you can, and that one day you will.

    I know the way. I’ve been there. I’m here now as I begin this story.

    I’m going back as it ends.

    You need not believe me if you choose. You may believe me if you may. It was and always has been a gift to me. I keep that gift by making it to you now. Do with it what you will.

    So you ask Who am I to speak of this with such an irrefutable certainty? What great claim do I make to some mystical power or divine birthright to assure you that what I say is true?

    None.

    I am more common than the swallow that nests in your barn.

    I am as inconspicuous as a leaf blowing in the fall.

    I have no pedigree.

    I have no education except the one given to me by life.

    The only knowing I have is the one which was gifted to me in the place I will take you to.

    My birth was as ordinary as a billion others before me and the billions of others to follow me.

    The only distinguishing difference between those who are orphaned and those who believe they are not; if there is one at all; is simple.

    It is the fact that those who are orphaned know they are orphaned.

    If they do not know it, they are soon to be reminded of it.

    If life does not teach them this; then the people in their lives will soon leap to the opportunities given them to teach those in their lives of their orphanhood.

    Once you realize you are an orphan, you will realize that you did not create yourself. Once you realize you did not create yourself, you begin to ask the fundamental questions of Who did?’ and Why?"

    I did not create the circumstances of my life. They were created for me by something greater than myself.

    More often than not; the circumstances of that creation can become ugly, stay ugly, and lead the way away from home.

    Those are the lies I would have you disbelieve.

    Some will ask of me my name or the place of my birth, or my father’s name, or my mother’s name. Some will wonder in the tiny consequences of my childhood play or the distress of my broken youth.

    It is enough for me to say that I was born in the northern reach.

    That’s as specific as I need to be.

    It’s mostly a cold place where you wave to your neighbor but you don’t really know much about him. Does that sound familiar?

    It is a very human place that is insulated from the rest of the world for the most part by geography and language and religion. Most people here have never seen an ocean.

    Most people here cannot make a place in their hearts for those who have.

    It is a place that seems to have more than its share of small time politicians who believe they are big time politicians yet whose greatest crimes are stealing from their constituents by padding their part-time payrolls and exaggerating their mileage vouchers. Their greatest accomplishments seem to be measured in rusting park benches and broken promises. Does this sound familiar?

    They can be easily recognized and can often be found drooling at the feet of senators and presidents; their lofty kings and queens; and their warped and fitful dreams are usually filled with lusty visions of power and wealth and entourage.

    They are a sad lot mostly; reminiscent of mindless frogs in a shallow pond who pine always for a ruler to rule them; but yet who seem to eternally complain of the crane. Everything here is craftily sifted either though the webs of politics or economics. It is interesting to watch how little power it actually takes to corrupt them. Does this sound familiar?

    Only no one wants to say so.

    We have our share of gossips, too. Some of them work for the local newspaper. They are those poor in soul who seem to know so much of everything about everybody yet so little about themselves. They thrive on the misery and hardship of the misfortunate and the unlucky and the stupid. How empty would be their days without the obituaries of others?

    We have our share of inept and scruple less lawyers who seem only to excel at cheating the little guys. They corrupt justice, not champion it. They do their best work behind the law, not in front of it. They are power hungry, greedy, treacherous people. Hungry for power; greedy for it, and mindless of the treachery it costs to obtain and keep it. They hate to lose, no matter what it costs them in soul.

    What little integrity there is to be had in the meeting of their craft; they sacrifice in the selling of it. Their best efforts, it seems; are spent not in defending a law, or the accused; but in screwing their partner’s wives behind their backs.

    We have our share of crooked little businessmen who hide their vagaries at the little country club, or the little golf course, or the little banquet hall.

    They occasionally get caught burning down their little restaurants; selling a little drugs under the counter of their little bar and grills; or they get caught with their little hands in someone else’s little pocket.

    In such a small place, it is difficult to hide. In such a small place it is difficult not to watch the drama of human existence unfold in such color and spectacle. Prophets and visionaries are not welcome here.

    It’s like a huge fish bowl where everybody gets to watch everybody.

    It’s a typical little blue collar town where ordinary people work hard because it’s the right thing to do and their parents did the same thing, and their parents before them. But they never seem to get ahead because they are either too busy paying for their homes, their divorces, or their alimony, or their child support.

    It’s a place of seemingly long and endless winters that drive people to fever, madness, and stupidity; and often makes them all forget the promise of spring.

    It is both a beautiful place and an ugly place. It depends on the eyes you use to see it through.

    The summers here are warm and bucolic. But they were short for me it seems; and as a child; I looked for others like me. But there were none.

    Orphans here are rare. Or they were silent. Or they had not yet awakened. I know that others like me are scattered across the face of this planet.

    I don’t know who they are or where they are now. I only know that deep down inside in that place where we all shiver at times; most of them are gone now. At least the ones I knew.

    I know that some of them were found out and hunted down by life, and killed. Those totally helpless orphans. Fed to the evils of this world.

    Innocence is not a treasure the human species values.

    It is a commodity that is traded and sold, and in some cases rooted out and exterminated.

    Some of them, perhaps many of them, have been taken by accident. Others have fallen or will fall to illness or disease.

    Others simply could not or cannot bear the pain of this place and have ended their lives prematurely, or will take their own lives before their lives are even met.

    My mother was one. She was an orphan. Her love was so deep that she could not see the beauty of this world through her pain in it. My brother was one. He could not bear the pain of this place as well. I could tell you about him, too.

    But this is not his story.

    I have survived. And so have you.

    In my case; my birth parents were taken from me. My father was taken first; an ugly story at best, and then a few pain-filled years passed until the pain of his passing eased. Then there was just this empty place.

    My mother tried to fill that empty place in her loneliness.

    I didn’t understand it then. I understand it now. Despair floods in like water past the sandbags we shore up against the flood. It doesn’t work.

    Life is filled with trapdoors and pitfalls and quicksands. My father’s life and his anger and leaving was a millstone hung around the necks of those who loved him. Everything that came after that day was measured against it. Those are what I came to call the accidental departures. One never sees it coming.

    First you get sucked in; then you get sucked down. Then you drown and its over. Its never pretty. The aftermath is even uglier. But you learn to go on.

    Then time seems to pass and the memory of those events dulls and things seem to change. It is never really forgotten. They may not even necessarily get better. They just get different. So in a way it seems better. Sometimes different seems better but its not. It just gets different

    Its just different.

    My mother was taken second. She was what I learned to call an intentional departure. The pain becomes unbearable. You sink into the muck of that despair.

    Like I said; just because things get different; it doesn’t mean they get better. It drives you insane in what is already an insane world and you end up in what has already become an insane existence. And there is no saving yourself.

    It is not as insane as it might sound. But it is

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