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Sisters' Entrance
Sisters' Entrance
Sisters' Entrance
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Sisters' Entrance

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Brimming with rage, sorrow, and resilience, this collection traverses an expansive terrain: genocide; diaspora; the guilt of surviving; racism and Islamophobia; the burdens of girlhood; the solace of sisterhood; the innocence of a first kiss.  Heart-wrenching and raw, defiant and empowering, Sisters’ Entrance explores how to speak the unspeakable. 
 
LanguageEnglish
Release dateMay 29, 2018
ISBN9781449496708
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Emtithal Mahmoud

Emi Mahmoud is the reigning 2015 Individual World Poetry Slam Champion and 2016 Woman of the World Co-Champion. One of BBC's 100 Most Inspirational Women of 2015, Emi studied Anthropology and Molecular Cellular & Developmental Biology at Yale University and is a Darfur native from the heart of Philadelphia. A UNHCR High Profile Supporter, a Yale Global Health Fellow and Leonore Annenberg Scholar, Emi dedicates her time to spreading understanding through poetry and advocacy, particularly for the cause of refugees and disadvantaged communities the world over. She was a TedMed 2016 speaker, the closing speaker for Yale University’s 2016 graduation ceremony, and has partaken in multiple White House round-table discussions, including a session with President Obama. She has presented at multiple United Nations' events, opening and closing for the Secretary General. In December, she spoke at the Laureates and Leaders Summit in New Delhi to help launch the historical 100 Million child advocacy campaign alongside the Dalai Lama, Nobel Peace Prize winner Kailash Satyarthi and 14 other Nobel laureates and Leaders. Emi is a member of the Philanthropy Age How to Do Good speaking tour, and a Hedgebrook writing fellow, entering profound spaces, across countless audiences worldwide.

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Sisters' Entrance - Emtithal Mahmoud

For anyone who’s ever grown up,

for anyone who’s ever had to grow up;

and for Fofo and for Monteha and

for all my sisters and for my brothers,

and for my mother three times

and then my father.

contents

The Girl with Ribbons in Her Hair

Sometimes God Answers

The Life of a Refugee Is Counted in Moments

Stand Up to Allah

We Never Hire Gravediggers

Index

the girl with

ribbons in her hair

People Like Us

Memories of my childhood live

between the rings of sand around my ankles

and the desert heat in my lungs.

I still believe that nothing washes

worry from tired skin better than the Nile

and my grandma’s hands.

Every day I go to school

with the weight of dead neighbors

on my shoulders.

The first time I saw bomb smoke,

it didn’t wind and billow like the heat

from our kitchen hearth.

It forced itself on the Darfur sky,

smothering the sun

with tears that it stole

from our bodies.

The worst thing about genocide

isn’t the murder, the politics, the hunger,

the government-paid soldiers

that chase you across borders

and into camps.

It’s the silence.

For three months, they closed the schools down

because people like us are an eyesore.

The first month, we took it.

The second, we waited.

The third month, we met underneath the date palm trees,

drinking up every second our teachers gave us,

turning fruit pits into fractions.

On the last day, they came with a message

Put them in their place.

We didn’t stand a chance.

Flesh was never meant to dance

with silver bullets.

So we prayed for the sun to come

and melt daggers from our backs.

Lifted our voices up to God

until the clouds were spent for weeping

and the sand beneath our toes

echoed with the song of every soul

that ever walked before us.

I hid underneath the bed that day

with four other people.

Twelve years later and I can’t help but wonder

where my cousins hid when the soldiers

torched the houses,

threw the bodies

in the wells.

If the weapons didn’t get you,

the poison would.

Sometimes, they didn’t want to use bullets

because it would cost them more than we did.

I’ve seen sixteen ways to stop a heart.

When you build nations on someone’s bones

what sense does it make to break them?

In one day, my mother choked on rifle smoke,

my father washed the blood from his face,

my uncles carried half the bodies

to the hospital,

the rest to the grave.

We watched.

For every funeral we planned

there were sixty we couldn’t.

Half the sand in the Sahara

tastes a lot like powdered bone.

When the soldiers came,

our blood on their ankles,

I remember their laces,

scarlet footprints on the floor.

I remember waking to the sound

of hushed voices in the night

etched with the kind of sorrow

that turns even the loudest dreams

to ash.

Our parents came home with broken collarbones

and the taste of fear carved

into their skin.

It was impossible to believe in anything.

Fear is the coldest thing in the desert,

and it burns you—

bows you down to half your height

and owns you.

And no one hears you,

because what could grow

in the desert

anyway?

August

Remorse is my grandmother’s pear

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