Sharpening his Broken Talon

Sharpening

His

Broken

Talon

By

River Mitchell

Copyright © 2018 by River Mitchell

All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the author.

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Dedication

I dedicate this book to anyone who was told they couldn’t do

something. I am living proof that you can, and if you

haven’t succeeded yet, I believe that if you try hard enough and never give up you will get there. I believe in you.

Huggles and Cuggles

xxx

Contents

Chapter One --- Talon

Chapter Two –- Tate

Chapter Three ---Talon

Chapter Four--- Tate

Chapter Five---Talon

Chapter Six---Tate

Chapter Seven --- Talon and Tate

Chapter Eight –- Tate and Talon

Chapter Nine --- Tate and Talon

Chapter Ten --- Talon

Chapter Eleven --- Tate

Chapter Twelve --- Talon and Tate

Chapter Thirteen --- Tate

Chapter Fourteen --- Talon

Chapter Fifteen --- Tate

Chapter Sixteen --- Talon

Chapter Seventeen --- Tate

Chapter Eighteen --- Talon

Chapter Nineteen --- Tate

Chapter Twenty --- Talon

Epilogue --- Talon

Chapter One

Talon

T, get up bro. You’re going to be late, I heard shouted through my door. I did not want to get up. I did not want to go back to that fucking awful place, and I absolutely did not want to deal with the people I knew I was going to see when I got there.

Another loud bang on my door and I knew there was no more putting it off. I loved my little brother to pieces, but if anyone could be annoying enough to get me moving, it’s he. I was just going to have to suck it up and stop trying to put off the inevitable. I thought when we moved here this would be my fresh start. A place that I could start over and not dread waking up in the morning scared of what I was going to have to face. Or more to the point, who I was going to have to face.

I dragged myself out of bed and headed for the shower. I hoped at some point I could work up the courage to let Dad know how much I hated how things were. Sadly, though as much as I wished it were, today was not that day. I was already a huge disappointment to him; I really didn’t want to make his opinion of me worse. That was total bullshit, and I knew that. My dad loved all his kids the same and showed us all how much on a daily basis. I knew it was my own mind turning against me that made me feel like I was a failure. I just wished I were a son he could be proud of. At least now he had a new eldest son that could fill that void.

My newly found brother was the reason for our relocation. As soon as Dad discovered he had another kid out there, nothing could stop him wanting to get to know him. So he moved across the country and not just him. He moved us all. My sister, Molly, who had been out the family home for years, pulled up stakes and came with us. My little brother didn’t really get a choice since he was only fifteen. Where Dad went, so did Tristan. I could have stayed, I guess. I just really needed a do over, and besides, I wanted to be with my family.

Looking into the bathroom mirror, I shook my head and looked away from the reflection before quickly heading to the shower. At least I didn’t have to look at myself in there.

Clothed and as ready as I was going to get, I picked up my bag by the door and headed down the hall, following the sound of my dad’s and brother’s voices and laughter. I would give anything to be able to join in with them, but sadly, it was just another thing on the ever-growing list of things that I couldn’t do. Not yet, but I hoped to get there one day.

Talon, what time are you home today? Will it be before two o’clock? I get to try out for the football team today. Will you be able to come and watch? Dad is coming. Do you think I should ask Hunter? Do you think he would want to go to something like that? My brother’s questions were flying out in rapid succession, and it was hard to keep up. It really was hard not to love the little shit. He didn’t care that I was different; I was just his big brother. He never asked why he was stuck with a dud for a brother. He’d never seen me as being wrong, just different, and he didn’t care what my differences were. I was who I was to him, and he wouldn’t change me at all. He had told me so enough over the years. Our family had always been super tight. Dad and Molly were the same as Tristan: always loving me fiercely, regardless of how I felt about myself. They knew I struggled; they just had no idea how much. Well, Tristan did, but he kept my secret. He really was an awesome little brother.

There was nothing I wouldn’t do for my family—to show them that I was so grateful for them helping me and for never wishing I was anything different. I just wish I didn’t.

I was brought back to the present when I heard the pain in my brother’s voice. He probably wouldn’t want to go. I looked over at Dad, who was looking at Tristan now too. It took a lot for Tristan to sound this way. He was so full of energy and was usually bouncing off the walls. The kid never ran out of smiles. At 6’2" and built like a WWE wrestler, my little brother could be all kinds of intimidating. That was, until you started talking to him and realized that he really was just a fifteen-year-old kid and not some hardened street-smart wiseass, his size could be a little intimidating for some people. He wore his heart on his sleeve, and when he took a knock emotionally, it hit him hard. Dad, Molly, and I have always had time for him. He couldn’t understand why Hunter didn’t want to get know him or any of us.

Since moving here, we have seen our illusive big brother all of three times. And that included the welcome to the family party he and his friends threw almost four months ago.

I leaned over the counter where I knew there was a pen and paper. There were lots of them planted all over the house for me. I wrote down what I want to say and showed it to Tristan so he could read it.

The huge bright smile I got was all I needed to ignore the discomfort I was going to endure to do this for him.

Really? Tristan asked. I nodded and pointed to Dad so that he’d show him the note I wrote while I sat down to some cereal already out on the counter.

Tristan quickly gave the note to Dad, the whole time bouncing around with excitement. Dad read it, looked up at me, and raised his brow at me. He knew how hard this was going to be for me. He also knew that I would do anything for Tristan. Love you, son. I nodded and rubbed my palm on my chest, which was my sign for ‘love you’.

Dad put the note down and told Tristan to go and get ready if he wanted to go with me. Which he did with such speed I almost expected a cartoon smoke trail to follow him.

You sure you’re ok with this? Dad asked quietly.

I nodded and pointed to the ceiling to signal Tristan; he nodded, and I knew he got it. Dad left the kitchen to get ready, I assume, with a pat to my shoulder.

I looked down at the note I’d written and could feel the nerves already creeping in. What on earth had possessed me to write that?

Go get ready for school, and I will take you.

On the way over, we can stop at Hunter’s and ask

him if he would like to come and watch your try

out.

Within fifteen minutes, Tristan was back and eager to get going. He shouted our goodbyes to Dad, and we headed out to my car, my baby, the love of my life. My car was my pride a joy; Dad bought me this car when I was sixteen. He and I worked hard on restoring it from rust bucket to perfection, at least in my eyes it is. A 1976 Pontiac GTO, all black and chrome. I felt as if there should be fanfare every time I saw him. That thought brought a smile to my face. Pony: that was his name. Named by Tristan when he was just a little guy and unable to say Pontiac; it just stuck.

Morning Pony, Tristan said as he got in. I have trained him well. Respect Pony and Pony will respect you. Smiling over at him, I gave him a thumbs up and got a bright smile back.

It didn’t take ten minutes to get to Hunter and his partner’s house. Tristan didn’t give me the chance to get worked up about it. He was out of the car and halfway up the pathway before I even had the chance to turn the engine off. I got out of the car at a much slower pace, knowing that with all his exuberance Tristan wouldn’t knock until I was with him.

The second I reached him, his arm shot out and he was pressing the bell. I thought that he was worried that I would change my mind on him and pull him back to the car to make an escape.

Don’t you open that door mister; you know the rule, is shouted from somewhere inside.

I wasn’t going to. I was going to look and see who it was. I am allowed to be nosey. You never gave me a rule about that, is yelled back from much closer to the door and from a much younger person.

Gamma has corrupted you. You be sure and tell her that, said a much clearer voice. A much clearer voice with a very prominent English accent.

Tristan was smiling at me when the door swung open. Alfie and his little brother, Griffin, I think his name is, stand there. Tristan who was only seconds ago unable to contain his excitement was now very shy and just starring. Oh, this is going well, I thought to myself. I tapped Tris on the shoulder and pointed to Alfie, trying to prompt him into asking to speak to Hunter.

Is Hunter home? he asked quietly.

Alfie opened his mouth to talk but his little brother answered the question. Nope, he just left to go to his shop. Deliveries right, Alfie? he shared then looked to his brother to confirm what he told us was true.

Yeah, you just missed him. He has been having a right pickle with one of his suppliers. Is there anything that I can do?

Erm… Well… I— Tristan looked at me and I slung my arm around his shoulder to give him the courage to continue. I have my football try out today, and I was kind of thinking that maybe Hunter would want to come and watch. Talon always comes and Molly. Dad is going to be there and well Hunter has never seen me play. I felt him lean farther into my side as if stealing himself ready for the rejection.

Who’s Hunter? Griffin asked.

That is Fear’s birth name, Alfie explained, and his brother nodded.

Can I come watch the football? Griffin cut in.

Tristan looked at me, not knowing what to say. I knew that he would love everyone to come and watch him play, but he also didn’t want to promise something to a little kid he couldn’t deliver. I mimed writing to Tristan so he knew what I wanted.

Do you have a pen and paper for Talon to write down what he wants to say? Please. Alfie nodded and grabbed up the pen and pad just inside the door by the phone. I smiled my thanks and started to write.

You are all more than welcome to come.

It starts at 2:30pm at the high school out on

the sports field.

Do you think that you could ask Hunter to come?

It would really mean a lot to Tristan.

When I finished writing, I handed the note pad to Alfie. Before he was even finished reading, he was nodding. He really did seem like a nice guy. Definitely the ying to Hunter’s yang. Not that Hunter had ever been rude or mean, just unapproachable maybe. Closed off. A feeling I know all too well.

Can I take your cell phone number, and I’ll text you once I talk to him. Is that ok? he asked, looking between both Tristan and me. He handed me back the pad, and I quickly wrote my number down. I smiled my thanks again, and with a quick wave at Griffin, we headed back to the car.

Once in and on our way to take Tristan to school, he asked, You think he will come? Not wanting to get his hopes I up, I shrugged and held up my crossed fingers. I had no idea if he would come, but I really wanted him to for Tristan sake.

Chapter Two

Tate

Please tell me again why I am here at this ungodly hour, I groaned. I should be in bed all cozy. Not here, hungry and craving a cup of coffee.

Coffee, coffee where art thy coffee? It was the nectar of the gods and should be worshipped. How I chose to show my worship was to drink large amounts of it regularly throughout my day.

Would you quit your griping? For fuck’s sake. You think I want to be here this early? Fear, my best friend and boss, asked in his usual low rumble.

Yes, yes I do think that. I think that you are up this early anyway because of the nuggets and being here allows you a get out of jail free card for an hour or two, I said, referring to Fear’s boyfriend’s younger siblings that he had guardianship of. I loved those little nuggets to death, but they were a handful in the morning. And having grown up with Fear, I knew, like me, he was not a morning person.

Hey, I’ll have you know I love my nugget time, he said with an almost straight face. Fear, who was until recently a moody bastard, was smiling more and more and loved it. We all saw the change in him, and I could honestly say that it made me happy down to my bones.

The sound of the door opening had us both turning around in time to watch Hayley struggle through the door with JJ in her arms while pulling the stroller behind her. Fear was up and over to her in a second, taking his nephew into his arms while I grabbed the stroller. Hayley didn’t seem to even break her stride when she huffed past us over to her desk and fell into her chair. It was clear that she was exhausted.

You know the baby goes inside the stroller? Just an FYI. I thought it helpful to point out the obvious. The look I received for my kind gesture though would’ve brought a lesser man to his knees. But having known Hayley almost as long as I had known Fear, I knew all her looks and they no longer worked on me. I was immune to all but two of her looks now.

Don’t start with me this morning Tate; I have had about two hours sleep and my tits are so sore I feel like that they might actually fall off. She really did look tired, but the tit information was a tad TMI, and if the look Fear was wearing was anything to go by, he thought so too.

Where’s John? Fear asked, never taking his eyes away from the little guy in his arms.

He has that job interview with Ben this morning. He has been up with me all night so I had to give him a little time this morning. Mama Sheri brought me; she’s just gone over to the diner for some coffee, Hayley shared. Before I can pull my phone out to text Mama Sheri that I will love her forever if she will bring me my fix, the door opens again, bringing with it the most amazing aroma ever invented.

Morning, my babies. I bring you coffee and breakfast. Alfie told me you were both here early, and I know my boys. They’ll be moaning about wanting coffee and food but not getting off their little booties to go and get any. It hadn’t taken long for Alfie’s mother, Sheridan,