Second Chance with the Rebel: An Anthology

Second Chance with the Rebel: An uplifting new tale celebrating Mothers in a Million.

Everyone in the town could see they didn’t belong together. Mac was the adventurous outsider with a mysterious past, and Lucy was the wholesome doctor’s daughter. And Mac’s sudden departure just proved the rest of the town right.…

Seven years later a Mother’s Day Gala brings Mac back into Lucy’s life, and once again she finds herself charmed by him. Everything feels different, but the risk of heartbreak is just as strong. But doesn’t everyone deserve a second chance at happiness—even her…?

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Princess Shoshauna has followed royal convention all her life. When she meets soldier Jake, can she dare to dream of marrying for love?

Mothers in a Million

Celebrate Mother’s Day with Harlequin® Romance!

Enjoy four very different aspects of motherhood and celebrate that very special bond between mother and child with four extra-special Harlequin® Romances this month!

Whether it’s the pitter-patter of tiny feet for the first time, or finding love the second time around, these four Romances offer tears, laughter and emotion and are guaranteed to celebrate those mothers in a million!

For the ultimate indulgent treat, don’t miss:

A FATHER FOR HER TRIPLETS by Susan Meier

THE MATCHMAKER’S HAPPY ENDING by Shirley Jump

SECOND CHANCE WITH THE REBEL by Cara Colter

FIRST COMES BABY… by Michelle Douglas

Dear Reader,

Mother’s Day is bittersweet for me. The sweet part is that I have experienced the wondrous complexity, the bliss, the bond and the beauty of motherhood through my own daughter Cassidy. The bitter part is that my mom has been gone for seventeen years. She would have been seventy-four as I write this; June 2 was her birthday.

Whenever I see a middle-aged daughter with an elderly woman who is obviously her mother—having lunch together or out shopping or waiting in line for a movie—I feel that pang of envy and loss. I still pause sometimes, when I’m in a dilemma or enjoying a gorgeous sunset, and wonder, What would Mom think of that? In quiet moments of introspection I question if I returned her love as completely and unconditionally as she extended it.

In this book you will meet Mama Freda. My mom was not German. Or old. Or stocky. And yet somehow, in this character, my mom was with me once more, whispering that life is good, that everyone deserves a second chance and that ultimately love wins.

Enjoy your Mother’s Day.

With love,

Cara

CARA COLTER

Second Chance with the Rebel

&

Her Royal Wedding Wish

Cara Colter lives in British Columbia with her partner, Rob, and eleven horses. She has three grown children and a grandson. She is a recent recipient of an RT Book Reviews Career Achievement Award in the Love and Laughter category. Cara loves to hear from readers, and you can contact her or learn more about her through her website, www.cara-colter.com.

Books by Cara Colter

SNOWED IN AT THE RANCH

BATTLE FOR THE SOLDIER’S HEART

THE COP, THE PUPPY AND ME

TO DANCE WITH A PRINCE

RESCUED BY HIS CHRISTMAS ANGEL

WINNING A GROOM IN 10 DATES

RESCUED IN A WEDDING DRESS

Other titles by this author available in ebook format.

Table of Contents

Second Chance with the Rebel

Her Royal Wedding Wish

Second Chance with the Rebel

Contents

CHAPTER ONE

CHAPTER TWO

CHAPTER THREE

CHAPTER FOUR

CHAPTER FIVE

CHAPTER SIX

CHAPTER SEVEN

CHAPTER EIGHT

CHAPTER NINE

EPILOGUE

CHAPTER ONE

HUDSON GROUP, HOW may I direct your call?

Macintyre Hudson, please.

Could silence be disapproving? Lucy Lindstrom asked herself. As in, you didn’t just cold-call a multimillion-dollar company and ask to speak to their CEO?

Mr. Hudson is not available right now. I’d be happy to take a message.

Lucy recognized the voice on the other end of the phone. It was that same uppity-accented receptionist who had taken her name and number thirteen times this week.

Mac was not going to talk to her unless he wanted to. And clearly, he did not want to. She had to fight with herself to stay on the line. It would have been so much easier just to hang up the phone. She reminded herself she had no choice. She had to change tack.

It’s an urgent family matter.

He’s not in his office. I’ll have to see if he’s in the building. And I’ll have to tell him who is calling.

Lucy was certain she heard faint suspicion there, as if her voice was beginning to be recognized also, and was on the blocked-caller list.

You could tell him it’s Harriet Freda calling. She picked a fleck of lavender paint off her thumbnail.

I’ll take your number and have him call you back when I locate him.

It’s okay. I’ll hold, Lucy said with as much firmness as she could muster.

As she waited, she looked down at the paper in her purple-paint-stained hand. It showed a neat list of names, all of them crossed off save for one.

The remaining name stood out as if it was written in neon tubing.

The boy who ruined my life.

Macintyre W. Hudson. A voice whispered from her past, Everybody just calls me Mac.

Just like that, seven years slipped away, and she could see him, Mac Hudson, the most handsome boy ever born, with those dark, laughing eyes, that crooked smile, the silky chocolate hair, too long, falling down over his brow.

Just like that, the shiver ran up and down her spine, and Lucy remembered exactly why that boy had ruined her life.

Only, now he wasn’t a boy any longer, but a man.

And she was a woman.

Macintyre Hudson did not ruin your life, Lucy told herself sternly. At best he stole a few moments of it.

But what moments those were, a voice inside her insisted.

Rubbish, Lucy said firmly, but her confidence, not in great supply these days anyway, dwindled. It felt as if she had failed at everything she’d set her hand to, and failed spectacularly.

She had never gone to university as her parents had hoped, but had become a clerk in a bookstore in the neighboring city of Glen Oak, instead.

She had worked up to running her own store, Books and Beans, with her fiancé, but she had eagerly divested herself of the coffee shop and storefront part of the business after their humiliatingly public breakup.

Now, licking her wounds, she was back in her hometown of Lindstrom Beach in her old family home on the shores of Sunshine Lake.

The deeding of the house was charity, plain and simple. Her widowed mother had given it to Lucy before remarrying and moving to California. She said it had been in the Lindstrom family for generations and it needed to stay there.

And even though that was logical, and the timing couldn’t have been more perfect, Lucy had the ugly feeling that what her mother really thought was that Lucy wouldn’t make it without her help.

But I have a dream, she reminded herself firmly, shoring herself up with that before Mac came on the line.

Despite her failures, over the past year Lucy had developed a sense of purpose. And more important, she felt needed for the first time in a long time.

It bothered Lucy that she had to remind herself of that as she drummed her fingers and listened to the music on the other end of the phone.

The song, she realized when she caught herself humming along, was one about a rebel and had always been the song she had associated with Mac. It was about a boy who was willing to risk all but his heart.

That was Macintyre Hudson to a T, so who could imagine the former Lindstrom Beach renegade and unapologetic bad boy at the helm of a multimillion-dollar company that produced the amazingly popular Wild Side outdoor products?

Unexpectedly, the music stopped.

Mama?

Mac’s voice was urgent and worried. It had deepened, Lucy was sure, since the days of their youth, but it had that same gravelly, sensuous edge to it that had always sent tingles up and down her spine.

Now, when she most needed to be confident, was not the time to think of the picture of him on his website, the one that had dashed her hopes that maybe he had gotten heavy or lost all his hair in the years that had passed.

But think of it she did. No boring head-and-shoulders shot in a nice Brooks Brothers suit for the CEO of Hudson Group.

No, the caption stated the founder of the Wild Side line was demonstrating the company’s new kayak, Wild Ride. He was on a raging wedge of white water that funneled between rocks. Through flecks of foam, frozen by the camera, Macintyre Hudson had been captured in all his considerable masculine glory.

He’d been wearing a life jacket, a Wild Side product that showed off the amazing broadness of his shoulders, the powerful muscle of sun-bronzed arms gleaming with water. More handsome than ever, obviously in his element, he’d had a look in his devil-dark eyes, a cast to his mouth and a set to his jaw that was one of fierce concentration and formidable determination.

Maybe he didn’t have any hair. He’d been wearing a helmet in the photo.

Mama? he said again. What’s wrong? Why didn’t you call on my private line?

Lucy had steeled herself for this. Rehearsed it. In her mind she had controlled every facet of this conversation.

But she had not planned for the image that materialized out of her memory file, that superimposed itself above the image of him in the kayak.

A younger Mac Hudson pausing as he lifted himself out of the lake onto the dock, his body sun-browned and perfect, water sluicing off the rippling smooth lines of his muscles, looking up at her, with laughter tilting the edges of his ultra-sexy eyes.

Do you love me, Lucy Lin?

Never I love you from him.

The memory hardened her resolve not to be in any way vulnerable to him. He was an extraordinarily handsome man, and he used his good looks in dastardly ways, as very handsome men were well-known to do.

On the other hand, her fiancé, James Kennedy, had been homely and bookish and had still behaved in a completely dastardly manner.

All of which explained why romance played no part in her brand-new dreams for herself.

Fortified with that, Lucy ordered herself not to stammer. No, I’m sorry, it isn’t Mama Freda.

There was a long silence. In the background she could hear a lot of noise as if a raucous party was going on.

When Mac spoke, she took it as a positive sign. At least he hadn’t hung up.

Well, well, he said. Little Lucy Lindstrom. I hope this is good. I’m standing here soaking wet.

At work? she said, surprised into curiosity.

I was in the hot tub with my assistant, Celeste. His tone was dry. What can I do for you?

Don’t pursue it, she begged herself, but she couldn’t help it.

You don’t have a hot tub at work!

You’re right, I don’t. And no Celeste, either. What we have is a test tank for kayaks where we can simulate a white-water chute.

Lucy had peeked at their website on and off over the years.

The business had started appropriately enough, with Mac’s line of outdoor gear. He was behind the name brand that outdoor enthusiasts coveted: Wild Side. First it had been his canoes. It had expanded quickly into kayaks and then accessories, and now, famously, into clothing.

All the reckless abandon of his youth channeled into huge success, and he was still having fun. Who tested kayaks at work?

But Mac had always been about having fun. Some things just didn’t change.

Though he didn’t sound very good-humored right now. I’m wet, and the kayak didn’t test out very well, so this had better be good.

This is important, she said.

What I was doing was important, too. He sighed, the sigh edged with irritation. Some things just don’t change, do they? The pampered doctor’s daughter, the head of student council, the captain of the cheerleading squad, used to having her own way.

That girl, dressed in her designer jeans, with hundred-dollar highlights glowing in her hair, looked at her from her past, a little sadly.

Mac’s assessment was so unfair! For the past few years she had been anything but pampered. And now she was trying to turn the Books part of Books and Beans into an internet business while renting canoes off her dock.

She was painting her own house and living on macaroni and cheese. She hadn’t bought a new outfit for over a year, socking away every extra nickel in the hope that she could make her dream a reality.

And that didn’t even cover all the things she was running next door to Mama Freda’s to do!

She would have protested except for the inescapable if annoying truth: she had told a small lie to get her own way.

It was imperative that I speak to you, she said firmly.

Hmmm. Imperative. That has a rather regal sound to it. A princess giving a royal command.

He was insisting on remembering who she had been before he’d ruined her life: a confident, popular honor student who had never known trouble and never done a single thing wrong. Or daring. Or adventurous.

The young Lucy Lindstrom’s idea of a good time, pre-Mac, had been getting the perfect gown for prom, and spending lazy summer afternoons on the deck with her friends, painting each other’s toenails pink. Her idea of a great evening had been sitting around a roaring bonfire, especially if a sing-along started.

Pre-Mac, the most exciting thing that had ever happened to her was getting the acceptance letter from the university of her choice.

Pampered, yes, Mac went on. Deceitful, no. You are the last person I would have ever thought would lower yourself to deceit.

But that’s where he was dead wrong. He had brought out the deceitful side in her before.

The day she had said goodbye to him.

Hurt and angry that he had not asked her to go with him, to hide her sense of inconsolable loss, she had tossed her head and said, I could never fall for a boy like you.

When the truth was she already had. She had been so crazy in love with Mac that it had felt as though the fire that burned within her would melt her and everything around her until there was nothing left of her world but a small, dark smudge.

I needed to talk to you, she said, stripping any memory of that summer and those long, heated days from her voice.

Yes. You said. Imperative.

Apparently he had honed sarcasm to an art.

I’m sorry I insinuated I was Mama Freda.

Insinuated, he said silkily. So much more palatable than lying.

I had to get by the guard dog who answers your phone!

No, you didn’t. I got your messages.

Except the one about needing to speak to you personally?

Nothing to talk about. His voice was chilly. I’ve got all the information you gave. A Mother’s Day Gala in celebration of Mama Freda’s lifetime of good work. A combination of her eightieth birthday and Mother’s Day. Fund-raiser for all her good causes. She knows about the gala and the fund-raiser but has no idea it’s honoring her. Under no circumstances is she to find out.

Lucy wondered if she should be pleased that he had obviously paid very close attention to the content of those messages.

Actually, the fund-raiser was for Lucy’s good cause, but Mama Freda was at the very heart of her dream.

At the worst point of her life, she had gone to Mama Freda, and those strong arms had folded around her.

"When your pain feels too great to bear, liebling, then you must stop thinking of yourself and think of another."

Mama had carried the dream with Lucy, encouraging her, keeping the fire going when it had flickered to a tiny ember and nearly gone out.

Now, wasn’t it the loveliest of ironies that Mama was one of the ones who would benefit from her own advice?

Second Sunday of May, he said, his tone bored, dismissive, black-tie dinner at the Lindstrom Beach Yacht Club.

She heard disdain in his voice and guessed the reason. Oh, so that’s the sticking point. I’ve already had a hundred people confirm, and I’m expecting a few more to trickle in over the next week. It’s the only place big enough to handle that kind of a crowd.

I remember when I wasn’t good enough to get a job busing tables there.

Get real. You never applied for a job busing tables at the yacht club.

Even in his youth, Mac, in his secondhand jeans, one of a string of foster children who had found refuge at Mama’s, had carried himself like a king, bristling with pride and an ingrained sense of himself. He took offense at the slightest provocation.

And then hid it behind that charming smile.

After graduation you had a job with the town, digging ditches for the new sewer system.

Not the most noble work, but honest, he said. And real.

So, who are you to be telling me to get real? He didn’t say it, but he could have.

Noble or not, she could remember the ridged edges of the sleek muscles, how she had loved to touch him, feel his wiry strength underneath her fingertips.

He mistook her silence for judgment. It runs in my family. My dad was a ditchdigger, too. They had a nickname for him. Digger Dan.

She felt the shock of that. She had known Mac since he had come to live in the house next door. He was fourteen, a year older than she was. When their paths crossed, he had tormented and teased her, interpreting the fact she was always tongue-tied in his presence as an example of her family’s snobbery, rather than seeing it for what it was.

Intrigue. Awe. Temptation. She had never met anyone like Mac. Not before or since. Ruggedly independent. Bold. Unfettered by convention. Fearless. She remembered seeing him glide by her house, only fourteen, solo in a canoe heavily laden with camping gear.

She would see his campfire burning bright against the night on the other side of the lake. It was called the wild side of the lake because it was undeveloped crown land, thickly forested.

Sometimes Mac would spend the whole weekend over there. Alone.

She couldn’t even imagine that. Being alone over there with the bears.

The week she had won the spelling bee he had been kicked out of school for swearing.

She got a little Ford compact for her sixteenth birthday, while he bought an old convertible and stripped the engine in the driveway, then stood down her father when he complained. While she was painting her toenails, he was painstakingly building his own cedar-strip canoe in Mama’s yard.

But never once, even in that summer when she had loved him, right after her own graduation from high school, had Mac revealed a single detail about his life before he had arrived in foster care in Lindstrom Beach.

Was it the fact that he had so obviously risen above those roots that made him reveal that his father had been nicknamed Digger Dan? Or had he changed?

She squashed that thing inside her that felt ridiculously and horribly like hope by saying, proudly, I don’t really care if you come to the gala or not.

She told herself she was becoming hardened to rejection. All the people who really mattered to Mama—except him—had said they would come. But her own mother had said she would be in Africa on safari at that time and many people from Lucy’s old life, her high-school days, had not answered yet. Those who had, had answered no.

There was silence from Mac, and Lucy allowed herself pleasure that she had caught him off guard.

"And I am sorry about messing up your Mother’s Day."

"What do you mean, my Mother’s Day?" His voice was guarded.

That had always been the problem with Mac. The insurmountable flaw. He wouldn’t let anyone touch the part of him that felt.

I chose Mother’s Day because it was symbolic. Even though Mama Freda has never been a biological mother, she has been a mother to so many. She epitomizes what motherhood is.

That was not the full truth. The full truth was that Lucy found Mother’s Day to be unbearably painful. And she was following Mama Freda’s own recipe for dealing with pain.

I don’t care what day you chose!

Yes, you do.

It’s all coming back now, he said sardonically. Having a conversation with you is like crossing a minefield.

You feel as if Mother’s Day belongs to you and Mama Freda. And I’ve stolen it.

That’s an interesting theory, he said, a chill in his voice warning her to stop, but she wasn’t going to. Lucy was getting to him and part of her liked it, because it had always been hard to get to Mac Hudson. It might seem as if you were, but then that devil-may-care grin materialized, saying Gotcha, because I don’t really care.

Every Mother’s Day, she reminded him quietly, you outdo yourself. A stretch limo picks her up. She flies somewhere to meet you. Last year Engelbert Humperdinck in concert in New York. She wore the corsage until it turned brown. She talked about it for days after. Where you took her. What you ate. Don’t tell me it’s not your day. And that you’re not annoyed that I chose it.

Whatever.

Oh! I recognize that tone of voice! Even after all this time! Mr. Don’t-Even-Think-You-Know-Me.

You don’t. I’ll put a check in the mail for whatever cause she has taken up. I think you’ll find it very generous.

I’m sure Mama will be pleased by the check. She probably will hardly even notice your absence, since all the others are coming. Every single one. Mama Freda has fostered twenty-three kids over the years. Ross Chillington is clearing his filming schedule. Michael Boylston works in Thailand and he’s coming. Reed Patterson is leaving football training camp in Florida to be here.

All those wayward boys saved by Mama Freda. His voice was silky and unimpressed.

She’s made a difference in the world!

Lucy—

She hated it that her name on his lips made her feel more frazzled, hated it that she could remember leaning toward him, quivering with wanting.

I’m not interested in being part of Lindstrom Beach’s version of a TV reality show. What are you planning after your black-tie dinner? No, wait. Let me guess. Each of Mama’s foster children will stand up and give a testimonial about being redeemed by her love.

Ouch. That was a little too close to what she did have planned. Did he have to make it sound cheap and smarmy instead of uplifting and inspirational?

Mac—

Nobody calls me Mac anymore, he said, a little harshly.

What do they call you? She couldn’t imagine him being called anything else.

Mr. Hudson, he said coolly.

She doubted that very much since, she could still hear a raucous partylike atmosphere unfolding behind him.

It occurred to her she would like to hang up on him. And she was going to, very shortly.

Okay, then, Mr. Hudson, she snapped, I’ve already told you I don’t care if you don’t come. I know it’s way too much to ask of you to take a break from your important and busy schedule to honor the woman who took you in and pulled you back from the brink of disaster. Way too much.

Silence.

Still, I know how deeply you care about her. I know it’s you who has been paying some of her bills.

He sucked in his breath, annoyed that she knew that.

She pushed on. Aside from your Mother’s Day tradition, I know you took her to Paris for her seventy-fifth birthday.

Lucy, I’m dripping water on the floor and shivering, so if you could hurry this along.

She really had thought she could get through her life without seeing him again. It had been a blessing that he came back to Lindstrom Beach rarely, and when he had, she had been away.

Because how could she look at him without remembering? But then hadn’t she discovered you could remember, regardless?

Once, a long, long time ago, she had tried, with a desperation so keen she could almost taste its bitterness on her tongue, to pry his secrets from him. Lying on the sand in the dark, the lake’s night-blackened waters lapping quietly, the embers of their fire burning down, she had asked him to tell her how he had ended up in foster care at Mama Freda’s.

I killed a man, he whispered, and then into her shocked silence, he had laughed that laugh that was so charming and distracting and sensual, that laugh that hid everything he really was, and added, With my bare hands.

And then he had tried to divert her with his kisses that burned hotter than the fire.

But he had been unable to give her the gift she needed most: his trust in her.

And that was the real reason she had told him she could never love a boy like him. Because, even in her youth, she had recognized that he held back something essential of himself from her, when she had held back nothing.

If he had chosen to think she was a snob looking down her nose at the likes of him, after all the time they had spent together that summer, then that was his problem.

Still, just thinking of those forbidden kisses of so many years ago sent an unwanted shiver down her spine. The truth was nobody wanted Mac to come back here less than she did.

I didn’t phone about Mama’s party. I guess I thought I would tell you this when you came. But since you’re not going to—

Tell me what?

She had to keep on track, or she would be swamped by these memories.

Mac— she remembered, too late, he didn’t want to be called that and plunged on —something’s wrong.

What do you mean?

You knew Mama Freda lost her driver’s license, didn’t you?

No.

She had a little accident in the winter. Nothing serious. She slid through a stop sign and took out Mary-Beth McQueen’s fence and rose bed.

Ha. I doubt if that was an accident. She aimed.

For a moment, something was shared between them. The rivalry between Mama and Mary-Beth when it came to roses was legendary. But the moment was a flicker, nothing more.

All business again, he said, But you said it wasn’t serious?

Nonetheless, she had to see a doctor and be retested. They revoked her license.

I’ll set her up an account at Ferdinand’s Taxi.

I don’t mind driving her. I like it actually. My concern was that before the retesting I don’t think she’d been to a doctor in twenty years.

Thirty, he said. She had her ‘elixir.’

Lucy was sure she heard him shudder. It was funny to think of him being petrified of a little homemade potion. The Mac of her memory had been devil-may-care and terrifyingly fearless. From the picture on his website, that much had not changed.

I guess the elixir isn’t working for her anymore, Lucy said carefully. I drive her now. She’s had three doctors’ appointments in the last month.

What’s wrong?

According to her, nothing.

Silence. She understood the silence. He was wondering why Mama Freda hadn’t told him about the driver’s license, the doctor’s appointments. He was guessing, correctly, that she would not want him to worry.

"It probably is nothing," he said, but his voice was uneasy.

I told myself that, too. I don’t want to believe she’s eighty, either.

There’s something you aren’t telling me.

Scary, that after all these years, and over the phone, he could do that. Read her. So, why hadn’t he seen through her the only time it really mattered?

I could never fall for a boy like you.

Lucy hesitated, looked out the open doors to gather her composure. I saw a funeral-planning kit on her kitchen table. When she noticed it was out, she shoved it in a drawer. I think she was hoping I hadn’t seen it.

What she didn’t tell him was that before Mama had shoved the kit away she had been looking out her window, her expression uncharacteristically pensive.

"Will my boy ever