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The evil at home A mother's guilt

TRUE-LIFE

Perched on the edge of my parents’ bed, I watched as my mum Angela, then 34, picked up a suitcase and stuffed it with clothes.

‘Why are you crying?’ I asked, as tears rolled down her cheeks.

‘Don’t worry, love,’ Mum said, wiping her face with the back of her hand.

It was 1997, and aged 11, I wanted to give her a cuddle, tell her it’d be OK.

Like she'd done for me whenever I cut my knee or fell out with school friends.

But Mum was a grown-up.

Grown-ups didn’t cry, did they?

With her bag packed, Mum made for the door.

Then she was gone.

‘When is Mum coming back?’ I asked my dad David, then 34.

‘She’s not,’ he said sternly.

Quietly retreating to my bedroom, I knew the conversation was over.

Truth was, I was terrified of Dad.

To the outside world, he was a pillar of the local community.

Ran a karate school, workedas a volunteer coastguard.

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