When my son Jack was a small boy, I carried him on my shoulders - and I carried him in my heart - everywhere I went.
But then the small boy became the troubled teenager and the troubled teenager became the tragic young man: Jack killed himself in 2015, aged 29.
What happened? Life happened. Somewhere between his teens and his twenties, Jack (my son with my ex-wife, writer Julie Burchill) became one of those Lost Boys who get stuck in a life-long adolescence. They never grow up, preferring