Giving up on life

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1mo
Unconditional love
It wasn’t your fault, it was my fault that i fell in love with you. And thank you for what you did, coz i couldn’t have stoped loving you.
I don't even really want to get help. What's the point?
It's impossible to vent about my thoughts without feeling like it's my fault that it happened. I told my friends why I love them and why I'm grateful to have them with genuine reasons, but they just seem to not be as serious, they didn't really give me reasons why they love me. It's as if their "love" for me is only because we know each other. I was almost never in the center of attention in groups. I feel like others just don't care about me as much as they do about each other. I distance myself from them and then blame myself for not talking enough. I feel like only three friends actually seem interested in me at all.