i, that's make me almost cry at the end, because i know what it mean, and the spider is just our imaginary friend, not able to do "easy" thing like take a shower, go out, thinking you're a shit, look the past and see that your life is just only bad choice and bad things, have the impression to be alone, have sometime difficulty to sleep or sleep too much, not be strong enough to eat, This game made me think of all that, the end is really sad, but the main character have a girlfriend and that's a point who he should be happy, that's not for everyone, thanks for the game, i'm not usually righting a lot in comment section but for this one, i think it was usefull.